I hurt myself today. 
I hurt myself today. 
To see if I still feel. 

Verse 1:
Caused a lot of problems; made a lot of mistakes. 
Crossed the line a time or two just to see what I can take. 
Only time can tell what I’m capable of. 
And I’ve seen a lot of pain, I’m on the brink of giving up. 

Gained a lot of weight, wearing out my shoes. 
No matter how you put it, I got a lot to lose. 
And I’m drownin’ out the noise with a little bit of liquor. 
If I hit rock bottom, how could I get any sicker?

I picked my flower and I kept it alive. 
The thorns didn’t hurt as much as watching it die. 
Now I’m on my own, got so much time 
And it’s wasting away, conversations in my mind. (Like)

What’s your plan, do you have an idea,
Do you think you’re gonna’ get far stayin’ right here?
Did you ever know your a flower of your own?
It’s gotta rain on your parade before you can grow. 

Hook:
Called her up and I told her
(I hurt myself today).
She never told me 
life could be so cruel,
Now it hit me like a brick and 
I’m lookin like a fool. 

How I wish that I could hold her. 
(To see if I still feel). 
Can’t feel a thing when you’re 
numb from the cold. 
Take it day by day, it’ll all unfold. 

I hurt myself today. 

Verse 2:
Pushed away almost everybody I’ve known. 
Gettin’ out of bed is a battle on its own. 
Stomach keeps aching, body keeps shaking, 
Comin’ up short every chance I’ve taken. 

Bloodshot eyes remind what it’s like 
to be a washed up guy all alone every night. 
I’ve been losing track of the names of the days,
I know it sounds sad, in the end I’m to blame. 

And it would be a shame if I let it go to waste,
I thought I had it all, I only had a little taste. 
If I get another chance to better my life,
You bet I won’t think twice, got potential on the rise. (Like)

I’m gonna see the world, gonna touch a couple hearts. 
And I won’t get far if I never even start. 
Tell the man on the moon, imma reach for the stars. 
Gonna prove to myself that I’m not subpar. 

Hook:
Called her up and I told her
(I hurt myself today).
She never told me 
life could be so cruel,
Now it hit me like a brick and 
I’m lookin like a fool. 

How I wish that I could hold her. 
(To see if I still feel). 
Can’t feel a thing when you’re 
numb from the cold. 
Take it day by day, it’ll all unfold.

I hurt myself today 

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Let me know what you think. Just a little rap doodle, a journal entry I’ve been sitting on for a while. 

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Hurt Myself - Single

Hurt Myself

I made this in less than a day for my friends and family <3

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Intro: 
Okay, so it’s Christmas Day, 3am. I’m really drunk and I just wanted to give everyone a present. A little gift. Just strictly for my friends and family, this doesn’t apply to my millions of fans. 

Verse 1:
Okay so... first off, fuck all y’all. 
You won’t give me no support, you won’t catch me when I fall.  
Nobody answers when I call, I ask for help and you’re appalled. 
But you ask me for directions like a kiosk at the mall. 
Okay sure... I’ll take the time out my day. 
I’ll let you take advantage of me; go ahead and say it. 
I can see through all bullshit, I do it anyway. 
But those of you I’m helping aren’t makin’ any plays. 
And that pisses me off! Why’d I even put the effort in?
You’re gonna’ turn around into the same damn rut again.
I don’t understand it. You want everything handed to you?
You never made a plan and you wonder why I’m brandin’ you.
Generic toilet paper, cheap ass, fall between the cracks. 
Cryin’ “why is life shitty?”, I’m getting tired of that. 
Enough of that. retarded fucks lackin’ goals and dreams. 
Let me do a little segway, I wanna talk about me. 

Yeah, me, me, me, me. That’s all I ever think, right? 
That’s why I dreamed big and got a college degree, right?
That’s why I moved away for 5 years to Tennessee right?
I’d like to think there’s more than Bryson or Cherokee, alright?
But now I’m back, sure that’s probably the wrong move. 
But I have a plan, I’m doing better than you. 
Can’t believe I even finished this, I got a case of ADD. 
Can never clear my head without partakin’ in a drink. 
If thoughts had any mass, my head would fuckin’ implode. 
I’d see into the future like a fuckin’ black hole. 
Oh yeah, brings me to another point, shoutout to my ex. 
No disrespect, I’m only kidding, wish you all the best. 
And new guy? Absolutely, wish him the same. 
Sid lookin’ motherfucker, cold like the Ice Age. 
Bro, I know you made that fake grindr, so I did the same thing. 
Nobody hit you up, it was the opposite for me. 

I’m fuckin’ petty like that! And bipolar, does it show?
My record is a secret, so how would I ever know?
In turn, I’m kinda’ pissed. Can’t even trust my relatives. 
Maybe I should snort a line of lithium for the hell of it. 
To my latest ex, what the fuck do I say?
You threw me for a loop, had some fun and went away. 
Sweetie, I don’t understand it. Put you above everything. 
But in a couple days you probably won’t remember me. 
Cunt. Let’s get back to those fake friends. 
If I died they’d say, “I did all I could to help him”.
Cry that I was born, don’t shed no tears when I die. 
Why would I even need your help? you can’t even survive.
And I’ve been getting by, more often than not. 
And shoutout to Ydna, the realest friend that I’ve got. 
Well, merry Christmas. I guess this is the end. 
And just to prove a point, “fuck all y’all” again. 

Verse 2:
Just Kidding. 

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Humbug - Single

Humbug

Artist signed to the independent streaming label Only The Worst Music. 

Hub for personal music. 

Hit up MRB for beat commissions:

https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/hkUazkVwSvHfujPX7

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