Thoughts Freestyle

Some Of Me

Runaway Remix

On My Mind

Old School Freestyle

LYRICS::

i wonder all the time if i should keep this going, keep this flowing, knowing me I’ll wanna give it up
i’ve seen some really tough times, don’t think i’ve ever lived it up
I’ve hidden so much - I’m thinking i should spill my guts
but i just seal it shut, even when i feel enoughs enough
my lips don’t ever budge and i just stick them middles up
just for once i need a rush, don’t wanna keep my music hush
i’d love this road to lead me to success, but i can’t prove it does
i see this roof above and i see these 4 walls around me
i don’t think I’m viewing love i just see them doubt me
see them pushing down on me now i feel I’m drowning
thinking that i’d stay down, but they don’t know a thing about me
i feel surrounded, so its time to pick fight or flight
but i aint growing wings so i decide pick up the mic
write a rhyme, say whats on my mind now I’m seeing signs
never give this up until the day i see my name in lights

so whats on my mind let me un wind a bit
at the minute I'm like fuck rhymes and fuck if i quit
yo i'll duck down and split from these lines for a bit
put the lid on,  stop bitching just  deal with my shit
like the grown man i should be
no more what if's or maybe i could just be - this or that
move to a different track
I'm sick of living at a good speed
i never would've known that a rock could bleed
thats the thing with a good speed, you stay steady
so its just enough time to see your peeps get buried
its a rough life, with tough times, spitting out these gut rhymes
I’m all about the real talk, so i aint needing punch lines

smoking kinda hard now its like I’m finding cancer
these deaths in my family they got me feeling backwards
hoping that they found god, cos fuck knows that i aint
i remember rhys’ flat smoking on that high grade
now I’ve changed but id say to you I’m still the same
its still painful to sit next my brothers grave
still scraping pennies so my belly isn’t empty
see the chance for fast change, why wouldn’t it tempt me
like what would you do if you was sat in my position
man these never ending problems they really got me switching
really got me thinking, why else would i write this
its better than going to find some prick with a tight fist
or is it?..
i know this one prick and we were close
he let my niece go and visit a fucking pedo
If you ever hear this, you’re lucky that you didn’t get your knees broke prick
or that i didn’t squeeze throats
had to be the bigger man i had to rise above them
no, not because i wanted to you better thank our mother
pete and dave are lucky i would have run them over
for the rest of their lives looking over their shoulders
its that real

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