Cold Brew Ft. DeZolate

The Evil

Scotch

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I followed you on the internet
then something flipped a switch in my head
now I follow you for real instead
mad...

When people ask about it I lie
they would never appreciate why
to see you walk I drive and I fly
my

[Chorus]
Future wife
(She doesn't know that you exist)
Devote my life
(But she never even asked for this)

[Verse 2]
Started travelling wherever you go
from show to show
Left the lady who lived with me
getting ready to live this dream

A price to pay, with the loss of a job
between expensive tickets and the travelling costs -
I've given it all for you my future wife
and I'm standing in the debris of a ruined life.

[Chorus]
Future wife
(She doesn't know that you exist)
Devote my life
(But she never even asked for this)

For you I
(She doesn't even know your name)
Ruined my life
(And you got only yourself to blame)

[Bridge]
Then, one day I bring up the courage to
drop the act and climb up ahead to you
Frozen, your eyes are locked to mine
Piercingly, glowing and radiant in the spot light
I can feel the heat between you and me
Then I'm dragged down by security

[Outro]
won't give in without a fight
to step into your world again
the catwalk, stage and lights
entwined with love and pain

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Future Wife is a song about a man who becomes obsessed with the idea of marrying a popular fashion model, to the point where he ruins his own life in pursuit of this futile goal.

Musically, it draws inspiration from great Synthpop acts of the 80s and 90s such as Depeche Mode or Tears For Fears.

This song was written and performed with some help from members on my discord server, Bobble and Jirushi, during various live streams. Thank you both for giving me ideas, helping with the lyrics and even providing some backing vocals for the chorus! You guys are truly awesome and made the process a whole lot more fun! :)

For the instrumental version, take a look at my bandcamp: https://yaenmusic.bandcamp.com/track/future-wife-instrumental

Future Wife

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Shining!

Inveterata (BONUS)

Time is infinite 
Not for the mortal shell
Time is all we got so we should just watch the fucking clock
Pressure behind my darkened thoughts
Too soon to tell
So why not let time go by
Kill ourselves silently

In between decisions and thoughts
Reap and sow kick the dirt then eat rocks
Wasted time, bloody fists and broken clocks
You blow every chance and you got 
Nothing in return
At this point I got nothing but time to burn
For you I spend my time minute after minute
You're in my head all the time and it's about time
You fucking get it
Dreading every second 
Painting every lesson
Watching every hour
Seeing you fucking cower
So little time yet it can be taken
Why not use it to be hated

So go ahead and drag through the fucking the dirt
It's nowhere I haven't been
You better hurry
Like I said you don't have enough time

Bring all the sacrificial times
Throw it all away
All the intellect wasted
Doesn't soften the blow when it flashes before you
you fucking bitch (x2)

Poorly Spent

Lyrics:

If insanity is doing the same thing twice
And expecting my heart to be okay
I guess it's called depression when I hate my life
But I hate my actions so much more anyways

What the hell am I gonna do when
I grow up and expect you to
Call me by my only name?
I'm afraid I'll be ashamed.

Pascal's Triangular Wager (Demo)

My lilly

Flama w/3chasinpape, G2inthe$tu

Main Artist Page: https://on.soundcloud.com/SQZWEFeMiy7RR534vx

Scotch

NATE THE SPACE GOD

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