i feel like killing myself but i cant

scars 4 u they're bleeding out scars 4 u need healing now

scars 4 u (xofilo)

prod kaneda

horror:

we watch gore together 
baby i would never 
never fucking hurt u
i just want u with me
dancing all around me 
baby pls hurt me 
you told me you were so in love 
but i don’t fucking care 

yeah i’m fucking off it 
i cant fucking feel it 
everytime u come around 
you make me feel like shit 
i know that u want me 
baby quit staring 
don’t fucking cry now 
i cant fucking stand it 
my eyes roll into the back of my head 
there’s the fucking tunnel 
i think that i’m dead
i don’t fucking know but i’m still fucking bleeding 
razors didn’t work i need something sharper 
take pictures of my cuts 
upload my body on ig 
baby i wanna see ur face one last time b4 i fucking leave

kaneda:

sending cutting vids baby can you please stop
Rage inside my head, I’m behind her in the backdrop
Moonlight on her her face as she’s screaming at me 
Please stop crying, all it does is hurt me 
I’m a lost soul you’re my final destination  
I had to do this I’m ready for damnation 
All of this is my fault, pain of my creation 
I’ll tell you how I love you as u sleep from suffocation 
I’m so sorry baby
It’s not my fault I’ve been feeling like this 
Haven’t been myself lately 
But I wanna see you with your fucking throat slit

we watch gore together w/kaneda7

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

@luvwillow_
@gothlovee
-----------------------------------------------------
i wanna live in the house that jack built 
feel my spirit fly away and i can see the blood guilt 
lay me down in d&g, adore my cuts and rest in piece 
wristcheck’s written in the ink, take some bars and go to sleep
i need a surgery & a mcflurry
1000 xans so nothing can hurt me
nobody cried at my funeral it’s so sad
i’m sorry g o d, i’ve been so bad

adore my cuts, everything is awful
make me stick thin , i want everything
i need perfection in the mirror
i can sense that my end is near

driving to the haunted house let's have a party
it's like halloween i'm a celebrity
cameras flashing in my eyes paparazzi
i'm so pretty i'm a fucking dime piece
new identity plastic surgery
in my tight dress wanna get skinny
i'm a skeleton feel my fucking body
on elm street let's go fucking trick or treat

adore my cuts ft. gothlovee (dullxx)

wht r u doinb to me

stay_w_me

@pixelhood
@luvwillow
@kaneda_7
@6arelyhuman

sy

club lights theyre in our eyes
let me show you my bloody surprise
its hard to hide but we'll do it right
theres a lot of things that i would do for uu
bby lemme read ur mind
this sacrifice for the holy divine
u always sin ur such a waste of time
dumb stupid slut
why would i wnna be with uu¯\_(ツ)_/¯

luvwillow 

shut up i dnt care
leave me alone now
my head hurts whenever im with u
ur so cute i think i could miss uu
we want different things and
i dnt know what to do
in the club and im sad
i dnt wnna b like that
girl u got me so down bad
put kandi on ur wrist and u did my hair
i guess its too bad that u never even cared

kaneda 

shes hitting me up i dnt know whats going on
scratching my face till im bleeding asking me whats wrong
dnt even know why the fuck i liked you
if i see you kiss another guy imma stab you
shes the one for me and im the one for her
if she doesn't see it that way shes gonna suffer

6arelyhuman 

come and pin me down yeah put me on the floor
top notch bitch imma represent the whores
i be playing with his soul i can play them love chords
yeah give me another year imma be selling out the tours
he said he love me im fucked up
he only wnna be with me cause im on the come up
yeah he fuck me good fuck me good till the sun up
yeah you know im hot yeah hot no sauna

shut up, we don't care

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shut up, we don't care (+ luvwillow, kaneda7, 6arelyhuman) [pixelhood]

#fabfantasy 💄👛👠
produced by: @imxofilo
https://www.instagram.com/imxofilo/

- lyrics -
[refrain]
i got 10 bandz, i aint stressin
she slurpin my dick at 7/11
i will go down as a legend
she talkin shit but her name is…

[verse 1]
hop up in my private jet, flyin first class
walk inside the function, shawty on my lap
she only like me cuz i got all the cash
she like the diamonds on my hello kitty bag
fresh outta japan, rockin yohji yamamato
“where u get ur clothes?” thats what everybody wanna know
im on the tour bus, im fucking on 10 hoes
im posted up in my burberry trench coat
i got 10 bandz, i aint stressin
she slurpin my dick at 7/11
i will go down as a legend
she talkin shit but her name is megan

[verse 2]
i wanna blow a bag, lets go to the mall
im so fucked up, doing drugs until i fall
in the vip, they want me to take it off
im chillin with ur sister and she suck me off
all the way up, im destined for greatness
fuckin on a bad bitch, she love it in the anus
u said im fallin off but u can keep on hatin
imma laugh at all u losers when im famous

[hook]
gtfo u cant sit with us
were way too hot for u, u cannot join this club
we so fabulous and we dont give a fuck
u cant get my autograph cuz ur music sux

u can't sit with us! (xofilo)

tragic

4rde - headache ++ 6arelyhuman (kudasaithree)
feat. @6arelyhuman
prod. @kudasaithree

lyrics:

4rde:
aaaa
headache
hh hh hh hh headache
can u feel my pain
when i m feeling the headache
(х2)

ur telling one
ur doing second
how to believing after that

i need the one
who aren't basic
and not so simple i've seen

and u cant try
!uninteresting!
that's why i used the moment bad

undoubtedly
u try to chase me
u feel me?

6arely:

if u trust me with ur secret i promise i won’t go
i took a flight to la now i got 3 more hours till i’m home
and no one can ever stop me imma bad bitch when i get up in my zone
these bitches say aesthetic warning when i pull out my hot pink flip phone
no i really don’t care what y say about me
i already hate myself i think about it constantly
everybody wants a shoutout they always calling me
u acting like u made a move but u ain’t make a play

4rde:
aaaa
headache
hh hh hh hh headache
can u feel my pain
when i m feeling the headache
(х2)

ur telling one
ur doing second
how to believing after that

i need the one
who aren't basic
and not so simple i've seen

and u cant try
!uninteresting!
that's why i used the moment bad

undoubtedly
u try to chase me
u feel me?

u feel me?
u feel me?
chase me
u feel me?

headache ++ 6arelyhuman [SPOTIFY] (kudasaithree)

U been gone 4 so long 
Do u still need me 
I should rlly call you nightly not weekly 
U pick me up 
U break me down 
I feel sad ur not around

Girl jus say u luv me 
It will be us till the end 
I still check my phone 
I don’t even have no friends 
We could be 4eva 
But he’s sleeping in ur bed 
She say I’m seeing things 
I need to take my meds 

I bought u flowers 
U can’t even text me 
Sippin care plus 
Spilt it on my white t
When will this pain end 
When will u want me 

Girl jus say u luv me 
It will be us till the end 
I still check my phone 
I don’t even have no friends 
We could be 4eva 
But he’s sleeping in ur bed 
She say I’m seeing things 
I need to take my meds

say u luv me(lilnasty)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1pTnsqaaWLUqbK6JWG7Kfk?si=37265c40fb834590

produced by @wastyy
mixed & mastered by @asteria
cover art by @miloticx

https://instagram.com/kets4eki
https://instagram.com/prod.wasty
https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath

poppin' bottles (wasty)

prod me 
mix @1stress @skypebf 
master @1stress

-

stress

we could dance until we're dead
they don't wanna hear u scream
when i pull up 2 the scene everybody look @ me 
ima grab a chainsaw now they'll never hear u scream
ima grab a shotgun look @ wht u did 2 me : (  

skype

oo oo i just wnna fuckin kno
baby i just wanna kno
should i stay or should i go
black hair dc’s don’t u fuckin lie to me
omg ur so scene i j want u all 2 me
dance around my room all nite baby
ya i just wanna kno why u hate me
slicing up wrists
all u wnna do is c me bleed
oo oo i j wnna fuckin scream

look @ wht u did 2 me

look @ wht u did 2 me + skypebf (stress)

Lyrics coming soon :P
Prod- @pixelhood
Artist in order
@6arelyhuman
@xxsyris
@skypebf
@imxofilo
@w6lker
@kets4eki
@baebyalex

go crazy (cypher)

im stuck inside my stupid head
these voices wish that I was dead
I dont know how to escape
im stuck right up in my brain

im so trash so I sit here real lonely
think about my life why is it so bologna
every time i cry yea I die real slowly
thoughts on my mind yea I feel real lonely

walking down the lane yea I'm walking like a zombie
thoughts on my mind yea death is my hobby
I'm so lost and I need to be found
call me out and do it so loud
I'm so done 
I'm so done
I'm so doooone
I'm so done 
I'm so done
I'm so doooone

emo

Nathan