This is my first track ever published. Real appreciation for anyone who listens. On a budget but we do what we gotta do. More on the way though.

Lyrics:

I’m talkin’ to these walls, hopin’ that they speak back
Feelin’ like a ghost in a world that just don’t react
Say I’m gifted, but I’m feelin’ like a damn burden
All these wounds that I carry, and I still feel uncertain

I put my pain in my track, and they call it art
But I’m just tryin’ to patch up my own broken heart
Feelin’ lost with a pen and melody in my hand
Just Wishin’ for someone who remembers me for who I am

I don’t even know if I’m built for the spotlight
Writing all these bars just to feel like I got all my life
Scrolling through these beats with my head full of doubt
Tryna chase these demons but my heart is burnin’ out

Mama don’t get it, yeah these friends think it’s just a phase
But this mic saw all my tears more than anyone these days
I ain’t lookin’ for fame, just a lil’ bit of peace
But every time I try, demons whisper “don’t release”

I ain’t here for the fame or the plaques or the gold
I just want a song that someone they know can call home
Maybe they hear me and they feel less alone
Like, “yeah… I’ve been through that shit on my own…”

I’m talkin’ to these walls, hopin’ that they speak back
Feelin’ like a ghost in a world that just don’t react
Say I’m gifted, but I’m feelin’ like a damn burden
All these wounds that I carry, and I still feel uncertain

I put my pain in my track, and they call it art
But I’m just tryin’ to patch up my own broken heart
Feelin’ lost with a pen and melody in my hand
Just Wishin’ for someone who remembers me for who I am

Every time I compliment myself I feel hollow
Feels like I’m chasin’ shadows I ain’t meant to follow
Tryna breathe in a tight room that got almost no air
They say speak up, but recently I don’t think they really care

Recordin’ on a school mic, and wired headphones
Hopin’ one day this’ll reach another pair headphones
Of someone tearing up in bed at 3AM like I did
So they know that someone else just like me survived this

#emo rap #hip-hop #GoldenBugz

Still Uncertain (prod. KPN)

Letting out what’s in my mind

Lyrics:

Yeah Attraction, yeah you gave me satisfaction.
But you left me for another not for the affection, just for attention not even elections can help me decide.
What are your malicious intentions

Gotta new boyfriend but I still try, but this weight on my chest feelin’ like a heavy spike
Now you leave me in a bind so tight, eyes blocked so blind, can’t see straight
Yeah, maybe it’s just fate.

Playin’ 2k with no problem in mind, then I get call from you telling me that your not super fine.
I just tried to help with some jokes and laughter
But you said I’m the problem you Spell Caster.

All I did was try to ask what the problem was
But you breathe in loud, huffed and puffed and shouted out all this stupid fuss.
Couldn’t say a word, I was shocked, had to hold my breath
I wanted to respond, but you hung up and like that you just left.

Left on the phone, made of gold waiting for you just to pick up your phone maybe even answer.
Left on the phone, got a photo of you and your boyfriend, together like a brand new tinder matcher.

Attraction, yeah you gave me satisfaction.
But you left me for another not for the affection, just for attention not even elections can help me decide.
What are your malicious intentions

Gotta new boyfriend but I still try, but this weight on my chest feelin’ like a heavy spike
Now you leave me in a bind so tight, eyes blocked so blind, can’t see straight… maybe it’s just fate.

Yeah maybe it’s just fate.
Yeah we know you’re fake, now your taking pictures with your brand new soulmate.
Now I stand still yeah it’s too late (too late)
Yeah you can’t have me back yeah it’s too late (too late)
Stacking all these bills yeah it’s looking like a crate.

Yeah, now you know the truth, and all of this is just because of you
Didn’t know but back then you were just using me as a tool
The connection between you and I wasn’t real I was fool

#emo rap #hip-hop #trap #GoldenBugz

Attention (Prod. KPN)

A new artist lookin for anything and just tryin to relate to others and tell my story. Like and Share my stuff if you like it, really helps. I’ll most likely release 4 songs a week so stay tuned

Attention (Prod. KPN)

GoldenBugz

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