This song is about not repressing your emotions and expressing yourself so that you don’t go crazy or die too early, either from stress, drugs, violence, etc.

Let’s not repress our emotions, okay? (prod. grayskies)

This song is for my beautiful wife whom I love with all my heart.

I’m glad you’re my woman (prod. grayskies)

This song is about how I like to stay up at night and I feel that the moon takes care of me like a mother would because I feel more comfortable and safe at night.

The moon is my mother (prod. grayskies)

I’m not hip or trendy (prod. Prodpunk)

This a cover of the song XO by The Weeknd. This version only has autotune in the chorus.

The Weeknd - XO (Cover) [No Autotune]

A Spanish version of my song “The moon is my mother.”

La Luna es mi madre

Just a message to all of my fellow “sigma” males out in the world who are still too scared to show emotions, and especially express them in the form of crying. We’ve all been there, you needn’t be shamed of yourself for processing whatever you need to, however you need to. I hope this message finds you well, he-who-needs-it, and I hope the females are also able to enjoy this song, the them I have ascribed to it, and it’s noble goal of getting the men out there to open up and process feelings and emotions, as opposed to repressing them and suffering in silence.

I float in my dreams, but can never fly (Instrumentals & Throwaway Tracks)

It's ok for men to cry (prod. Mantra & LX)

*BONUS* It’s ok for men to cry (prod. Mantra & LX)

It has become a bonus track on I float in my dreams, but can never fly (Instrumentals & Throwaway Tracks)

I did this in 30 minutes, solely to give you a headache.mp3

*BONUS* I did this in 30 minutes, solely to give you a headache.mp3

An old old song of mine w/ an old collaborator of mine and a producer from back when I was pursuing rap music.

When I used to do drugs w/ Young Drugs & Joseph not Joey (producer & performer)

*BONUS* When I used to do drugs w/ Young Drugs & Joseph not Joey (producer & performer)

I didn’t like the original “Wow, such a creep,” so I ripped away all the melodies and replaced them, but kept the drum pattern relatively the same.

Wow, such a creep Part II (Instrumental)

This version will be a standalone single, I decided, just right now. A different version will be on my EP

Unknown as of yet - Single

A lil demo, definitely not the finished product. Some lyrics were kept the same as this original version, but many will be different in the official version. The instrumental will also be remaining the same except for some mixing changes coming later down the line.

Cool Cat (Knowledge & Ignorance) Part I Official Second Demo

(Intro) :  John F. Kennedy begins, by saying: 

“I appreciate your president, uh, having made me an honorary visiting professor & I will assure you, that my first lecture will be, uh, very brief.

I am delighted to be here & im particularly delighted to be here on this occasion.

We meet at a college, noted for knowledge; in a city, noted for progress; in a state, noted for strength — and we stand in need of all three. 

When we meet in an hour of change & challenge, in a decade of hope & fear, in an age of both knowledge & ignorance; 

The greater our knowledge increases, the greater our ignorance unfolds, (unfolds, unfolds,)”

{sampled excerpt from former president,  John F. Kennedy’s, speech at Rice University, Houston, TX, September 12, 1962}

(Verse 1)

When I hear people saying (tha-a-a-at)
That ignorance is bliss;

Upon the first pass, likely I’d have been inclined to agree
But there’s so much evidence in support of the opposite

Just cuz we can shut off our awareness to our problems doesn’t really mean… 
(That it’ll help with anything)

To expect the ignored problems to instantly end you’re in eternal danger of repeating…

And I say this all the time (I say this all the time)
To know oneself deeply is to know the nature of god

(Verse 2)

Correlation (correlation) Synchronized timelines (synchronized timelines)
Ever oh-so sublime (oh-so sublime)

Look at all these living transmission stations
Serving to the contact between the mundane & the Divine
My mom probably doesn’t believe that I’m alright in the mind

I’m willing to bet that she still thinks
I’m psychotic, delusional & straight-up just  bat-shit crazy

But regardless of her opinion
Death & I are on the basis of firsts names

(Outro)

Because I’ve seen & heard
And lived & died 
Through too much shit
Too many times

So, Death won’t take me away
No, Death won’t take me away

The times I left my body
Floating up towards past the sky
And every single other time
That I should have died

Cool Cat (Knowledge & Ignorance) - Single

(Intro)

Reality
Illusory
Just as real & just as not
The same as a dream
Ghosts wait at our feet
To drag us into unending sleep

I’m voluntarily wading
Into the ice-cold waters of hell
No armor
No weapons
No defense 
(but there’s really no need)

Cuz I’m just here visiting to scream
Since nobody down here’s listening


(Chorus)

Many leaves
One seed
They’re all too focused on all the branches growing
Out & up towards the blue

That they all forgot
They’re still all connected
To the same roots

Song of the Ibis; Words of the Poppy Flower — Unfinished 1st Demo

Unknown as of yet V.2

Toa Matoro (prod. LX)

A half finished song under a new project name —
Blecgh

*Half-Finished* Hate Letters from The Father of Alchemy (By Saturn, Atrophied & Prod. Navjaxx)

More Catnip (4 TH3 B4B13Z)

I put emotion into the pen, and from the pen, emotion onto paper. The pen & paper gave me words in exchange for the emotion & allowed me to sing out & give out even more emotion freely.

*DEMO 1* Time spent in Chains (Patience, or sumthn like it) [prod. keanbleed]

This account, ‘My cat hates me’ is going to become my Alt Account. 

All the music made under this pseudonym will remain here. 


I will be continuing to make musical projects under the 
pseudonym, ‘Saturn, Atrophied’ mostly, but I may make a few more songs here & there as ‘My cat hates me’ on this account & on ‘My cat hates me pt. 2’


Thanks for understanding, IF anybody really even ends up reading this, (which I unfortunately feel like won’t happen.)

IF I have any fans, thank you, & if I don’t have any fans, EVEN IF you like a few songs I’ve made, OR EVEN 1 song, thank you. 

I appreciate that my art has been seen.

I appreciate that my art has been liked, or hopefully, even loved.

But most of all, I appreciate that my art might be understood & may be able to help somebody relate to another human, when they might feel like they cannot relate to anybody or anything.

Again, thanks.

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