These are some demos that I had fun working on this winter break

OnYour Ave

A Feeling

Hear Me Out

Look Into The Ocean

Haventseenyouinawhile

God you’re so mysterious
God I’m so delirious 
And I know just what I have to do

God I wanna know you more
God I can’t go on no more 
Cause I know I can’t go on without you 

God I wanna know you more 
I wanna feel you in my heart 
I wanna seek you more feel you more 

God I wanna hear you more
I wanna tell you when I’m weak
And when I need you more cause I adore you 

God I do desire you 
I still believe that you will save 
And that your always true in what you do

God I hope I see you soon 
I know my eyes open wider
Than the fullest moon cause I adore 

God I’m lost and don’t know how.
Are you out to get me now?
I don’t know what this life is all for 

God I’m crying out to you 
God I want to hear from you 
But I know you will always hear me 

God I do admire you 
God I am on fire for you 
But I don’t know what this life is all for

Beautiful Mystery

I really just want to know 
Where does all the sorrow go?
I really don't understand 
How you hold my tears in hand 

Shame, you're tossing far out to sea 
So I can feel oh so free
Show me my loving lord 
Why do you still love me so? 

I am your Child oh God 
Comforted by your good rod
I've been in a need so dire
I've put my hands on the fire 

Why God were you patient still? 
Showing to me your good will
Now I can sing out your name 
Knowing I am not the same!

Way down by the farthest stretch of the road I've wondered 
Looking for comfort in a place not made for me 

Far out in the desert where the water is lonely 
I thought I'd see the home I've longed for unhappily 

Way down by the riverside 
That's where you call your bride 
All of your people sing 
Together we will love the spring 

Jesus is our loving friend 
Follow him to the end 
He heals our broken hearts 
Never shall he depart!

Where does all the Sorrow go?

I've never been so lost like this before 
I never thought I'd see behind that door
Every moment I feel more unseen
And I start question what this really means 

My eyes are opened my reality hurled
How many people are there in this world?
A word or action that I didn't mean 
Life is thrown so far away at sea

And you watched over me 
Hoping I would see your face
But in the mirror I see
The reason too another place 

I don't believe you when you say I'm free 
I look at my life and wonder what you see
Everything's burning, it's what I've done 
Why don't you send down your other son

You waited oh so long 
For me to see you had a plan 
You watched me hate being gone 
You spit your love into the sand 

You teared and feared so long 
While I limped in pain and ran
As I veered I called 
You mixed it softly with your hand 

You rubbed it on my eyes 
And now I see your cries
My life's and offering 
It hurt like hell my king 

Oh how awfully blind 
I was living in such lies 
In the dark I thought I cried 
But you've been always by my side 

I paid my rent to hell 
And at the ringing of the bell
Now my home is you
And i cant wander far from this 

I've never felt a peace like this before
It sounds like a river or an ocean shore
I don't ever want to leave your side
In the shadow of your wings I hide

Your Love in The Sand

I have the fire of the Lord inside my heart
I have the burning way it moves inside my heart
I know Your flame it won't depart it's in my heart
Inside my heart, Inside my heart

They may be looking for an action or a word that I say 
to find you Jesus when it's deep inside my heart you stay 
I am a sinner I'm not clean but there's a fire inside of me 
Inside my heart, inside my heart

It's with your tender loving hand
You hold me close you understand 
You sit beside me still and calm 
While I'm cutting through my palm

You're pleading for me on your knees
You're begging more than with just a please 
You cry out blood and pull your hair 
When you see me lose my care 

You hold my face and I'm so afraid 
for you to heal my darkest pain 
there's so much muck and hurtful parts
In the story of my heart

I wanna tell my friends at school and at the church and at my work
that there's a passion for this life if they let you make the spark
because the outside won't look right you look within you look inside 
It's deep inside, Inside my heart

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