@pray4solo
@ilyajay
@1xyrin
art by @nickmediasm

come home 
you know i love you and you're so cold
i'm trying hard and baby i know
that the sky is falling down
so do not make a sound and do not turn around
and bbygirl ur cold
and bbygirl i know
that the sky is falling down
so do not make a sound
and do not turn around i know
shit...
out of NY man i'm dippin'
she like me cus i am different
i make bands thats the difference
got the same friends from a distance
said i love you? i been trippin
said u want this gotta chip in
said u love me but you miss him
ugh fuck you
really got nothing to say to that
she wanan go ahead and take it back
but imma jus sit here and state the facts
ugh fuck you
imma do it by myself
hop in the whip im going to hell
burning heart u can tell my the smell
and we sending slugs these aint no snails
i'm off the rail girl how it feel
if you where falling catch u NFL
promise this aint a ship u wanna sail
i like ur hair i like ur eyes
im an icedancer like can u b nice?
all of my friends say that im a nice guy
but if u talk crazy put you in the sky
the sky is falling
the sun is falling
my love is falling
i don't- ugh
i don't care i want  you
and i don't care i need you


♪♪♪ i'm home.

sky is falling (solo, ajay, xyrin)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

can i tell you a lie?
or some sh*t that i can't hide anymore
i told her i was fine
i kept it all inside of my core
you send shivers down my spine
howd i make it out alive? i don't know
act like you don't see me cry
things can't be the way they were before

if i could turn back time
id tell another lie

"we never loved eachother"
so why'd you pull me closer?
i made it through the summer
remember last october?
told me we'd be forever
but that won't give me closure
i had to crop you out the picture
i know that it's over
so why can't you accept it?
i told you that i get it
i don't know your intentions
so bring me to my senses
you knew that once it ended
you couldn't have my friendship
its just part of acceptance
i thought that you would get it

i should've known love is expensive
i'm tired of all the f*cking screaming i get it i know
and i think i'll leave a message
man everything that she says it just hits hard at home
told you that i am sorry
I am not, girl my heart's just rot
so my head's just thoughts of you and i cant think
i cant breath i cant sleep

another lie feat blxty

mv - https://youtu.be/6mP-GZBCNTY

prod. @cyberprojection1

ich bin addicted zu den rax, du kannst nicht zahlen dann hast du pech
ich mach mein uhh im internet, sag mir warum bist du upset
sag mir warum bist du ein kek, warum ist deine music ass
warum bitest du mein swag, wir sind und waren niemals the same

diese leben fickt meinen kopf, jeden tag auf andern dr*gs
ich fuck up ich denk nicht nach, ich hab roxy in meinem cup
ich lauf rum doch bin nicht wach, ich must hustlen in der nacht
mir egal ob ich das darf, fuck ich habs einfach gemacht

keine ahnung wer du bist und ich wills auch nicht wissen
ich bin so locked in, ja ich kann einfach nicht missen
es ist wiew es ist, aber nicht wies sein soll
ja ich take die risks, guck zu wie ich highroll

upset (cyberprojection) mv in desc

prod @ssj5-junk + @bloodcryy
sfx @s0lemn
cover w/ art from @user-867146503

its a Shame tht idk . . . how ur Feelin : /. , ,
is it time Dat i must go .. ?? do i need 2Stay  . .? / + -
die sittin Solo , , ; its Like i Want2 . ..
try But ik that .  .. = = 
u Dont feel the Same ; [ / / /

i Was trapped In my head ya i think we Was Alike ... 
nvr Kno How2Feel cuz i Drown it ina Pint . . ,
y i feel Incomplete ?? ..,.; i js Wana get it Right / / .
I Admit my defeat . ,, U can say dat u Was right .. . 

u can Say dat u was right  .. , i Been so low .. ion wna Make a Fight[[[
lemme Down low cuz im rly Fuxkin High :p  . .. 
on The downlow . . , Should i even fckn Try ?? ., ; 

i Nevr do ,, u Know i feel the Shame ... = - [[
I wanted Uuu .. . but do uuU feel the Same . ..
drug Abuse . , , .; its Calling 2 my Name . . ,
i Knew the Truth .. ., .; [ i Wanted u 2 Change .. , .

admit my defeat [ssj5 + bloodcryY]

prod @rubbishrubbish

i dont wanna be alone again
i always end up like this
its always my fault
i lost control
let it all go
let it all go
i am poisonous stay away
legs restless so i stay awake
im used to this pain
useless, insane
always afraid
always afraid

instant attachment its dog life
redid the flow now its godlike
i can buy you anything u want like
i dont wanna die
hours i cried
sad so i roll and fuckin spark up
hate it when im wrong im fucking stuck up
if i dont know you shut the fuck up
i got bad luck
i do bad stuff

all this shit i do is really fucked up
i cant fuckin stop self destructing
such a bad habit that its part of me
please im dying
just need one thing
lie to you again i feel disgusting
how can i expect you to trust me
hold me fucking once and i start crushing
but you dont love me
you think im lusting

you assume i dont have real feelings
that i just play with u to feel things
you know nothing bout the pain that i deal with
i feel real shit
it just hit quick
mixin up the molly like some bisquick
feels like nothings ever gonna fix it
so much trauma i cant even list it
i dont fit in
not realistic

poison_2 prod. rubbish

prod @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk

i Dont say a Lot X2 , ,. ;
sm Dope in my pocket i cant think Alot
let It Go i Cant ,. even If i wana try .. %: [ // .
feelin Low im Aboutta get so Fxckn high. . ; +} 

no way . , , Uuu gon change Wen u play dat  . .,|] =
Ok .. . watch me Slit |== then i Lay back ./ %.
Fuck u,, : p ion Even want the payBack
i let U ,[ [_- take my <3 Bc im brain Dead -- ){]

im about2 Cry U Nevr hear Me out .. . -": 
Xanax innat cup i Nvr live Without ., l; p
overdid A Bunch i think I might sit down .%. ; +
#%##i js Wanted luv %. . ig its Hard rn ' '' {

U can lie likeU want Bae . .,__-
ima Listen, , im so Stupid anywayz .. ,
body Lucid drug Abusive  ,, . do U Resonate <<# /???
U can lie likeU want Bae . .,__-

mayB ill b Fine i think its2Soon . ., l+_
Saw u In my room , . but I aint Hear UUu [{_%
money& tha Mood it alwayz Stay blue , ,: p/ . /
Yellow Xanny24get U . , ,: [; l,


⢀⠔⠉⠉⠢⣀⠔⠉⠉⠹⣦
⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠇
⠡⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⡟
⠀⠈⠢⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡾⠋
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠲⣦⠞⠋
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⠁
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸
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i just wanted love [ssj5]

prod @neohnq
sfx @bloodcryy

(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎

u Said its Fine , , tht i Could js stay tha night _ _- /.
U Leave me Torn apart - = [ [.  this Happenz evry Time , , . ,
u made it Feel Alr .  .. |] /  This happens Evry time . // ..

im Js goin thru Emotions tht i Cant decide ,% ; | 
Its Like youve Only made it Worse , , Ive got no Tear2cry  . .,<
2high Not comin Back  .. . so Now u wna Chat ?? >_ = . [
No i wont Fall 4 tht . . . js Say its that ,, .. say Itz dat .. ..

Where do I go From here ?<+ [ {....
deep In a cut wen I Die imma Cheer . .. /|]
talk Wat u Want u Been lyin 4 yearzz ..
Say wat u want I Been tryna Hear . , [[

tryin 2get ThruuU . ,  .. bb i miss uu u . :: {

Smokin2much  ,, , got psyched Out  x [ ..
Im Higher than Fuckk : p ,,, ill lie down >> ,
I wanted Ur luv ,, not rn . . .

rn , Im falling ... Hoping dat u would Call me ' ''.
Rn , im stalling  . .. hoping u Walk Upon me . ..,

Knife on my Throat ,, Starting2choke .. _ 0
Look in Dat book << ##. #iLeftuANote . . 
Xan in my Throat ,, mayb U know ,, mayb u Tell .. i Wna goo ..

as Far as Ik . . . im Better alone : {{{[[[(((( |
afaik . . .. Im better alone . .. .................

(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎(╥ꞈ╥)◎

left u a note [neohn]

prod me

im just tryna get rich 
im just tryna get rich 
dont know what i did 
u dont know what i did 
why do i feel like this 
why do i feel like this 
why do i feel like this 

dont act like u kno me 
u dont see
just hold me
baby just hold me 
u told me 
remember u told me 
feel like im choking
i cant speak 
im choking 

i wanna count it up 
then i wanna count it again
i think ur out of luck 
i think id do it again 
is u down or what 
is u gonna ride to the end 
nah igaf
i think id do it again 

the drugs tryna fight me 
i know u dont like me 
fucked up yea likely 
u cannot be like me 
nothing excites me 
steal my flow tryna bite me 
u cannot be like me 
u cannot be like me

like this

prod @flojy @rainn_god
w/ @6cainhurst
sfx @bloodcryy
𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞

@s0lemn
ion Wana try unless I Have to , ,. 
I Been Takin pillzz like i have2 . , ;
i Cant Eem walk i js Dropt two ., , 
u Wont lemme talk . ,, Had2drop uUu u ,, ,[ [ 

do U even Care ?? . ., Do  Uu even try ?? { - / .
Say It2my Face . ,''  if U wana Lie  . . 
##[## do U hesitate ?? do u Think Of why  / /  ?
i Was alwayz Wrong  .. . u waz Alwayz right . . .,

it was U ,,. everytime . .. 
fall asleep ,,  Think of suicide . . ;
Ur the1 tht i See at night  / /'
Alprazolam ,, In My drink . . til i Feel alr // // \

go Ahead n waste My time if uU want . .[= 
Bb dont Cry , , i'll die if U want / -
js Try it 4once / . ., Love Not Lust / ., 
Im gettin Higher than Fuckx ,, , I <3 My Drugzzz ., , ... : p

@6cainhurst
c4nt get u 0ut of my ꞕe4rt or mỿ ⱨe4đ
but i knω.. this ωill b 0ur enđ
i hope u s4ved ur breatħ ..
t4kin drugz til n0thins lefᵵ ـــــــــﮩ٨ـ

i got problemȿ, 
i c4nt think str8 જ⁀➴જ⁀➴
i need sum 2 ɱedicate
u ωere all th4t i ever w4nteđ
no w4ỿ to ƒix iᵵ, 
now th4t ỿouvҽ d3p4rteđ 

ƒeel im alw4ys h4nging off the br1nꝃ,
try 2 see th l1ght so i c4n turn arounđ,
ƒumblin n ion knw w4t 2 thinꝃ ‧₊✮🂢✮₊‧
##this time imma be on th grounđ .. ♬⋆.˚

𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞

Wont Even Reply (feat. s0lemn) (prod. N4AZz & Spaceboyry)

N4AZz

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