a song i wrote when i didn't want to be alone

i want to be near you 
never leave you oh i, 
i, will never leave 
as long as you choose, to stay with me 
i know, it feels like the world is falling at our feet 
but take my hand, its yours i swear 
together we’ll make it out alive 
i…… x2 
i know it gets hard and i 
i know things get tough and i- 
know somedays we don’t wanna try 
i know i get tough sometimes 
i know i’m so unusually tired, of being alive 
but i swear, when i look into your eyes 
everything comes alive 
i feel like i can breathe again 
i feel like my world is falling into place 
you say i, exaggerate 
you couldn’t be more wrong 
i would never lie 
i would never try to make you feel alone…, 
baby, 
won’t you stay with me, throughout the cold 
i need, you to be with me 
baby, please promise you’ll stay its getting kinda lonely 
it's getting kinda lonely in my bed 
would you stay next to me? stay with me? 
in need you with me 
won’t you please, stay with me ?

please, stay with me ?

wrote this a while ago, hope to revisit it soon

starting new demo

hear me out

song i wrote abt being lost a few months ago

out of body

bit of luck

a song inspired by living thru the cuban missile crisis

lyrics: 
what if the world was gonna end today? 
would you have told me everything you’ve always wanted to say?
cause it feels like we’re no longer in control
we’ve got two men in a heated argument about to melt our world

em, d, c
just checked the news 
this is a tough situation soldiers are gonna have to diffuse 
i wanna live until i’m old
i never knew the last day on earth could feel so cold

15 years we’ve been in this mess 
thought the second world war was gonna fix this
a close call’s all it takes for it to stop
there’s nowhere to go, there’s nowhere to run

quiero tener fe en mí tierra 
que la historia de nosotros no se pierda

just checked the news 
this is a tough situation soldiers are gonna have to diffuse 
i wanna live until i’m old
i never knew the last day on earth could feel so cold
yeah our country’s fighting evil
but what makes us any different anymore

last day on earth

a song about unions and going against the big boss men

lyrics:
why should we stay quiet
when we built this country on revolution 
we don’t have enough power
there needs to be a better solution 
and businesses are getting bigger 
we’re searching for dollars while they blink and make millions 
change needs to happen quicker
it’s time that we band together 

there’s strength in numbers
we all need to be on same page
we need to strike and fight, do what we gotta do 
we can’t make moves if we all don’t want to
we need to make them listen
tired of meaningless laws just there for show
good things will happen when the movement grows
and the monopoly man won’t keep us down no more 

they say to pick our poison
isn’t banding together just retaliation 
but our nation is changing 
so if you’re listening, listen closely 
because we won’t keep staying silent 
remember all the things you spent money to have, we made it

there’s strength in numbers
we all need to be on same page
we need to strike and fight, do what we gotta do 
we can’t make moves if we all don’t want to
we need to make them listen
tired of meaningless laws just there for show
good things will happen when the movement grows
and the monopoly man won’t keep us down no more

monopoly man

do i look vulnerable to you
don’t have tears in my eyes but i’m still being sincere so please believe me
please don’t think i’m cold
my hearts just too tired 
my brain has been rewired 
and i don’t wanna feel pain anymore
i hope you know who i am
deep down to my core 

i promise i carry all the sympathy 
i’ve just tucked it away for no one to see
always being strong is a weakness 
so why do i reject it when i start to feel this 
pain
i don’t feel you the same way
i once did
pain
do you remember my name

i wanna be the shoulder you cry on
to always be the person you rely on
but you say you worry
and i’m in a hurry to push your mind away
from any more concerns you might want to say 
i don’t know why i’m so fine
the world can crash around me and my heart stills beats fine 
so am i really here
or am i just a body for a soul that disappeared 

i promise i carry all the sympathy 
i’ve just tucked it away for no one to see
always being strong is a weakness 
so why do i reject it when i start to feel this 
pain
i don’t feel you the same way
i once did
pain
do you remember my name

i know it’s selfish to say
but who can i run to on a bad day
no one there to hold me
these days get so lonely
so i sink into my bed
get these thoughts out of my head
and i’ll never say it to you no
no ones ever there to pick up the phone
i want a place to escape to
a place where nobody hates the real you
wants to know your whole truth
someone who will watch you cry even though your face is still dry 

do you hear me crying even though my face is still dry
i wish i had someone’s else’s home to call mine

i promise i carry all the sympathy 
i’ve just tucked it away for no one to see
always being strong is a weakness 
so why do i reject it when i start to feel this 
pain
i don’t feel you the same way
i once did
pain
do you remember my name

remember my name

am i awake in my dreams
or am i sleeping through my life 
i feel far from the things i love
is that something i can control enough
so that no one notices
so that no one knows
because if the problem grows they’ll know
i’m slip, slipping away
from everyone, everything, it all has me tired i wish that my brain was wired to handle it all but i’m slip, slipping away
a little more each day 

i don’t know what you’ve heard
or what you’ve said
but i can tell you a million words about all of the mistakes i’ve made 
and i swear
i don’t regret a thing some days but there’s some nights where the pain on the scale is just too high 
but i’ll suffer in silence
and i’ll keep on laughing 
cause you can see the truth the most when it’s quiet
i’m slip, slipping away
from everyone, everything, it all has me tired i wish that my brain was wired to handle it all but i’m slip, slipping away
a little more each day

this isn’t to make you scared
this isn’t to make you sad
all these empty feelings aren’t the first ones that i’ve had
but that doesn’t mean i don’t need someone to help me

i’m just kidding as always 
i don’t need saving 
i need someone to reach down and pull my soul out of this casing
how can i explain
that being alone and sitting together both feel like i’m being ignored

ignore everything i said 

i’m slip, slipping away
from everyone, everything, it all has me tired i wish that my brain was wired to handle it all but i’m slip, slipping away
a little more each day

slipping away

here's a rushed cover of lights up by mr. harrie

nathan bay

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