Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

wakin up late every mornin again
stoppin the drugs cause u loosin again
fallin asleep without you in my bed
fallin asleep and u not in my head

breakin apart and im lonely again
wishin that i could just touch you again
its 3 in the 6 and im loosin my head
takin a walk, dont get shot in the head

distance in earth is just too much to take
makin a livin off beatin me dead
i wanna move out so i can get the bread
but im stuck alone, and im loosin again

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

can you just give me a reason
can you just fall with the treasen
would you just leave me in feelins
couldnt just stop how im feelin

-not home.-

felt like cutting up my eyelids
i been working hard inside the silence
running circles on the island
like why the fuck i even trying?

codeine bright violet
ive been smoking on the hybrid
thoughts inside me turn to violence
emotion seeping through the highlands

welcome to my fucking head
i take the words and i put it to rest 
garbage to still floating and filling my chest
i cant pretend like im feeling the best

i guess im next
they want me dead
pump up my head and my legs with the lead
she second guessing im fucking her friend, yeah

Give Me A Reason w/ not home. (prod. nvki)

-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no you dont needa cry, baby we will be okay
hopin over obsticles, im grindin everyday
i promised everyone that i would make it out some day
do somethin with my life, i dont wanna throw away

ur the only thing i got, and its fuckin with my brain
my noggin full of passion and emotion, every day
its fixed on to a notion, so im coasting far away
im fallin for your love, dont you ever run away

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no, i dont know what to say
when you causin problems, feel so bad and im ashamed
to tell you that i love you when you seem to always hate
but ill just keep on pushing, hoping you dont leave some day

whys it seem so hard for you to say
that you wanna fuckin call me at least every other day
and i dont wanna say it cause im so afriad youll say
that you had it with my shit, ill find another, please dont babe

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

Darker Days (prod. YungLukas)

silence...

-----------------------------------------------
its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

wake, waking up late
u smoke a blunt and im feelin like shit
ur up in the clouds for an hour i guess
while i sit and cry, lay on top of my bed

is it the ocean, where i be
but the water be frozen, -20 degrees
drill me a hole, so i can drive in
BE PART OF DEATH, WITH THE REAPER AGAIN!

its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

 i dont do, too much, with my life
i sit right here, learn about this shit, but why
there's no point at all
yet i wright, these songs
spend my money and my time, just to hope it all, works out

its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

the sound of silence (prod. bowniebeats)

i should've told u~


--------------------------

and so, its a tragic, fuckin mess
i been so lost, i cant seem to depend
on ur  attitude, its all i ever meant
all i ever said

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

~autumn~

i let my roots dry
that shit has taken it's toll
so i sit instead consuming these souls
(oh) it's getting old
why'm i even scared of being alone?

i hear tapping on the glass
shadows engulfing my past
my thoughts growing rash
I watch the waves while they crash
let me assess where i'm at
because this shit's getting bad

oh if i tried a little harder, 
then i'll be what i want one day
but every chance that i get, 
all of the memories fade
it's like my lips are sewn shut
i'm playing endless charades
or i'm just stuck in a dream
i must be stuck in a dream
~
i was always on you, in yo messages
i wrote a song to fill the void, yet i created it
and yet we know, we said our sorrys, bitch i meant that shit
I WANNA PACK UP ALL MY SHIT AND TAKE A TRIP

BUT IMA TAKE A SHIT
think about my past life, and everything i did
i fucked up my system, with alcohol and wished
i never fuckin did that, i wish i only said
I LOVE YOU MORE, TO THE ONES WHO GAVE A SHIT!
i broke so many hearts, man i wish i never did
magnified distress.


*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch.

/end

break a branch w/ autumndropsdead (prod. dercept)

i like this one, my girlfriends kina in it too, enjoy

<3 much love too sorrow bringer as well

lyrics
---------------------
so.
i just wanna let you know
drinking in time for the show
its better to get ur heart broke
no one could know, no one could care

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldnt imgaine, it feels like

i swear my heart is a mess
you came to my life and you made it amends
im focusing energy to my own time
i cant let you go, cause i swear it feels right

im not as pretty as people would say
its all in the edits, i cover my face
im fake and im nauseous i guess
yeah im broken hearted, im ugly, so goo

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

I Swear It Feels Right (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

prod @pinecabin

-------------------------------
lyrics
------------------------------
oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the streets

i know you don't like that
ur crushing my heart, at
oh ur lost at sea, ohh

you never cared about the way i feel
and if i leave, it guess its not a big deal
i told u put the effort, hope u see its all real

my parents never told me that they wanted me, still
i told them i don't wanna hear ever, not real

oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the  

i don't wanna be here, anymore
take me far, so far away from all the people at my door!

writing letters till i drop dead, on the bloody floor
ill never send them all away they'll be right here, ill write some more

but you wont, ever, see me again
crushing all the pathways, so we cant meet again!
drop my phone, in the water, leave it there, im gone for sure
i LOST ALL  MY CONNECTOINS BEING AWFUL LET ME GO

oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the streets

the airs getting cold on the streets.

bluff w/ Weepings & Ally Holloway (prod. jody)

sing me lullabies (feat. ghosthands)

music video
---------------
https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
.
prod. beamerboy
..............................
lyrics_
------------------------
hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

-lyrics-
but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there was a time in my life
I didn't wanna live, I pushed and then thrived
but everything will come in waves, and so it did
baby was I wrong for the things I said and did 

I don't wanna die that's right
I wanna be a man inside
its tells me to throw away
throw away, 
my dreams and rot, and then decay

it melts away like cheese on the grill
I'm petty and I'm lost, come on tell me how it feels

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY
CAN YOU BE A BIT MORE FRIENDLY IM AFRAID
I DONT WANNA DIE, BLOODY BROKEN AND ASHAMED

oh my god
oh my god
can you tell some about urself, ive know for a while now
I don't wanna freak you out
I been living in the depths inside ur brain
please don't run away

please don't run away ill chase you down
*chase you down*
i realize its getting dark out

you don't medicate me away
ill be here to stay

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY

but i go
and i go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

horror came and went (prod. domesticsoul)

Lyrics
---------
yeah i wake up everyday
think about the things I did yesterday
try to find a reason to go meditate
BUT I AM SO MATERIALISTIC, DONT GIVE MYSELF A BREAK

or maybe too many
I don't spend my time, do anything
serve myself a drink, now I'm tipping
NOW IM SINGING!
TRYNA FIND SOME HOPE THAT I MIGHT MAKE IT!
*yet their all sick of it*

and sick of me too
i ran out of time, now i look like a fool
all my friends, made it look so easy
working on my job, and making music, is so sickening

think i got a little too much in my
system
i keep this bottle going down
till i forget him
look into my eyes
it’s like a picture
chains up to my heart
like im a victim
it’s going down
layed up in my bed
like i’m a patient
cut me round
let’s do it one more time
i’ve been waiting
walk round the house
way too numb
for a month
let’s get this over with
let’s say that we’re done

tell me that i look so pretty
in roses
there’s no way out
of this path
that we’ve chosen
cutting me down
love it’s fine
id do it for you anytime

and if i’m allowed
i’ll see you out
i’ll be your knight
walking out of the house

greenwater ft. skele

by the graves in the dark
*hold my hand*
i cant see, not even spark
on this land, fall apart

i just played you, im not smart
dripping faucets, hear the bark
from the dogs
in the old mans house

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

i just wanted die, good thing you'd never understand
i know i got too close to it, the days were running thin
outt line
really outta time

running through the trees, yeah im running through the breeze
now its set, im crying help!
no one ever talks now
this shi*s like poetry, im just tryna help myself. 

im just tryna walk my way out of this hell
im just tryna make a name to feed myself
the photos never really cut it, its an act im sorry please
dont just cut me off cause im not rich as i seemed
blood all on  my sheets
you name keeps ringing back amongst the graves, i just need to find some peace, oh well

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

grave 2 (prod. AsharpTheOne)

Produced by navyxower
Written by Heylog & navyxower
Mix and master by Heylog & navyxower

lyrics
-------
its so challenging
you can throw me out, recycle me
I'm mortified
trying everything to keep me in line
I was neglected, but I'm feeling fine
will I be alright
i cant see through the fight!

I'm really a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

YOU ASK ME IF IM BORED OF YOU!
i tell you its alright
nobody ever missed me, im happy that your mine
ill stay here watch some cartoons
*do nothing with my life*
a lonely little child
just trying to get by

sing me, a lullaby to put me right to sleep
sleep by my side, and ill be happy as can be
a life that's full of trauma, guess healing aint for me
wait until the morning, ill be throwing up you see

she's upset, I know I messed up
in the bed, I slowly get up
look around, this is the last time
in ur room, it's home in my eyes
thunderstorms
travel back
stay the night 
then miss u bad
one hour
till I'm home
the last place I wanna go
seeing you like everyday to not seeing at all
how'd it go from talking every night to not one call
these changes, I don't like them, especially being alone
it'd probably be worse if I didn't learn how to grow

I'm really a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

sibling w/ heylog

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

*get to the bag ah ah ha*

gotta run it up
gotta switch up the flow
just to keep you into it like me i know
im not very fuckin interesting
thats why throwin out my clothes

feel like i gotta make a fuckin clone
cause im always out late, on the phone
gotta keep it on the low
KEEP IT ON THE LOW

always on the road
i like that
keep still nah
keep track
songs piled up like a stack
but none of them coming out (take that)

racks on racks in my bag
dreams so large in my hands
what i say ima do (mean that)
what i do, ima say (thats facts)

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

throwin up the hands if you want 
ima fuck you up again on the clock
got two shoes on two' o clock
rocks on her cause shes hot
emo bitchs callin at my spot

i aint very special its just me
you can suck the cock but earn it baby please
what you gotta do to get to me
what you gotta do to get to me

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

*get to the bag ah ah ha*

gotta run it up
gotta switch up the flow
just to keep you into it like me i know
im not very fuckin interesting
thats why throwin out my clothes

feel like i gotta make a fuckin clone
cause im always out late, on the phone
gotta keep it on the low
KEEP IT ON THE LOW

im not picking up the phone

tone (prod. silikbeats)

SKIRT w/ swaine (prod. Nobuddy)

i thought i was past that
all begging and the pleading over snapchat
I don't know where i am going can we scratch that
that's part of the past do you care at all 
that I'm just here alone
in the fall

can you listen when i am talking to you
girls so bad i know she likes him too
i keep asking do you feel anything when I'm near you
i miss the love that we shared too
I'm in to you

cut that cut that cut that oh please for me
you don't listen at all, too me
I'm getting sick of going back
running laps like a fool
like a tool just to use i miss the calling at the cottage when we met oh

i remember waking up to texts you call me bae
it was just a couple months so you just really got scared and afraid
do you have something to say?
are you gonna run away
like you promised you never do my trust is really frayed
wake up
wake up
without you
too bad
its too bad that i miss you
wake up
please
wake up
wont you wake up
im so fed up

i thought i was past that
all begging and the pleading over snapchat
i don't know where i am going can we scratch that
that's part of the past do you care at all 
that I'm just here alone
in the fall

Begging & Pleading (prod. sorrowbringer)

i had a lot on my mind when you cut me like that
distant memories i feel em crawling up my back
its like a drug
fall in love
withdrawals 
given up
there's a century of knowledge in the void

now im toyed with 
im just on my grind at times i really feel so worthless
worth it
i dont think its worth it
time spent alone inside my room
memories refracting of the days i spent with you
*dont wanna think about it*

anymore
in the whip im still thinking of times where all i felt was  just the joy
apologies for treating you like no one ever could
remember Halloween i held you saw the stars while on my hood
that party was pretty good

where do you go when you are home
i sat here by the window for some hours now im good
you thought i was toxic but i never understood
you almost took my life away October 21

asking myself why i cannot catch a break inside this moment
of life, yeah coursing through my veins im really tired of the 
trust im handing out
at times when i was down
i wish that i was 12 collecting candy house to house

why you do it to my heart
bones pressed in the dark
i just wanna see you fuckin drown
i just wanna see you fuckin drown

you cannot control what people feel or how high
they get on every weekend getting fried
i, wanna go home i cant lie
looking through my window to the sky
as i pass out

october 21 (prod. secre swallowtail x tiedforsilver)

sewerperson - i love you.. (NAVYXOWER cover)

this is a fuckin disaster
ima scream while you patter
i dont wanna be mad, at you
im trying to get, it out

outta my head, i wont sleep till im dead!
i got work to do, and things to do with you
so we pack our shit, and we hop in the car
its raining and pouring, we might not make it too far

but were moving to fast so we crashed in the car
somehow i really made it out, without a single fuckin scar
the only one i got is in my heart, until i check
on you are you still breathing or are you just fucking dead?

flip the car on its back and all see if ur fine
please oh god, can you give me a sign!
check ur pulse, ur not breathing, i guess
THIS IS IT, IM JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF!

i regret everything that i do
embody this pain, i got bad attitude
im so stressed, what to do?
drain my energy, to help you out with the things that you

loved, in the past
but ur gone, im upset
i am all that is to blame
why am i the one, who made it back

to safety?
what a tragedy

hold, me down
hold, me accountable
for, all i did
im turning myself in, for this

but were moving to fast so we crashed in the car
somehow i really made it out, without a single fuckin scar
the only one i got is in my heart, until i check
on you are you still breathing or are you just fucking dead?

flip the car on its back and all see if ur fine
please oh god, can you give me a sign!
check ur pulse, ur not breathing, i guess
THIS IS IT, IM JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF!

im jumping off the cliff

there's better ways to go about the pain you feel today
everybody knows that I would put you in your place
scarfing down that alcohol a smile on your face
it breaks my heart to see you like this I don't think I can stay

anyway 
anymore
your falling out the door
you're screaming at me telling me that its my fault you're a whore
don't give you what you need just always searching for some more
the truth is, you couldn't settle, its all your fault you know

breaking my heart
its always me to blame
doing some coke
on the weekend at your place
with your friends
or so called friends I feel ashamed
I don't know the truth no more its hard to stay awake

there's better ways to go about the pain you feel today
everybody knows that I would put you in your place
scarfing down that alcohol a smile on your face
it breaks my heart to see you like this I don't think I can stay

anyway 
anymore
your falling out the door
you're screaming at me telling me that its my fault you're a whore
don't give you what you need just always searching for some more
the truth is, you couldn't settle, its all your fault you know

break it out
and break it in
run away
from your sins
you're stuck in your ways
you're family is to blame
they raised you like in idiot, I hope you'll be okay

i dont think i can stay (prod. fantasy camp)

you don't wanna fuck with me ill put you in the limelight
try and make a scene, but your bitch says that its alright
bring her to crib, on a cold rainy night
then i looked her in the eyes, i can tell that she's all mine

pour up
another cup
baby this is my night
don't start fight
with me cause your time spent
in my life
is gonna be the best years
of your life

remember when we kids
couldn't see you at your crib
cause your parents didn't let you hang with boys it made me so pissed
pretty every night
7 passed and dimmed the lights
22 im trading every friend i have to make you all mine

all alone
going through this life
with a wife and some kids 
i dunno if its right

flip the 9
ima put it on its head
ima throw you into bed
never worry bout the things we did

i feel the agony flowing through my blood
i feel the heat coming through my lungs 
i feel the burn from the drugs in my gut
this shit was never really fun
i am on my way

sat out in the rain on the bench in the night
lost my job cause we got into a fight
then it rains and it pours on my soul every time
love is agony i really didn't think about it twice

you don't wanna fuck with me ill put you in the limelight
try and make a scene, but your bitch says that its alright
bring her to crib, on a cold rainy night
then i looked her in the eyes, i can tell that she's all mine

pour up
another cup
baby this is my night
don't start fight
with me cause your time spent
in my life
is gonna be the best years
of your life

agony (prod. santana)

too much time
i waited too long for you to be mine
cuts on my wrist and on my neck
in time
im surprised that im still here i didnt die
i dont know why

god has a plan and i get it
i am part of the men who will make it
every second i wait i manage
screw it up, and youll leave in a second

im manic
and i panic at night i think about death im sore
i wine
and think about the lies

manic thoughts
novocaine
all my fears
accumulate
making pain
seperate
my life from 

theres pressure inside of my head and its building
im lost in the 

too much time
i waited too long for you to be mine
cuts on my wrist and on my neck
in time
im surprised that im still here i didnt die
i dont know why

your arts on my walls
i stalk i gleem at every thought
open me up and im coating the wall
im drawing myself with the blood that i draw

i bleed
i need a way out my mind when im thinking of you in my dreams
wake me up, i just need to sleep
without thinking of you i need
to sleep

Drawing Myself With The Blood That I Draw

i would try
i would hide all my feelings away
id put it inside
cut up wrists while i cry
do what i like
do what i need to every night
someone's right there outside
someone's alone, so am i 

i dont believe all that i say
you pushing me down
you make me ashamed
i felt so great
now i feel like running away
thinking of that night
in that barn
with the lady from la
its a cold rainy night and im looking at her waist, in a way

i dont wanna feel this way
trust me i dont know what to say
its hard when i dont trust myself okay
i cant keep a promise i made a mistake
its okay
im the only one to blame

trust issues ion trust myself
cant find a person that takes care of themselves
locked in their house, or theyre crazy oh well
babied for life i dont get it, just waste awayy
if they're normal they're usually taken anyway
its making me sick to my stomach
dont try
it with anyone
dont lie
about, anything
okay
just get it right
im a liar in the shadows
no capable of anything
or showing love to anyone
or being what i said i was

ill hide
for the rest of my life
and blame
you for taking everything i had
my passion and my drive to love
my head is gone because of us
anxiety and the mistrust

i dont believe all that i say
you pushing me down
you make me ashamed
i felt so great
now i feel like running away
thinking of that night
in that barn
with the lady from la
its a cold rainy night and im looking at her waist, in a way

Lady La (prod. loneliness)

I just wanna get by in this simple life
take so many turns to make you satisfied
I could never lie but you pushed me past the brink in my mind so i left it all behind
I watched you grow oh so simply
Time was like fast but not really
Ill miss times with you right next to me
I would see you every night but its history

Fallen slow like the leaves
On the floor by the shore now your missing me
i moved on cause your the one who left me
i got better in time and now you want me back again

Its
So silly
Like really
Waste my time now your back inside my life
I was doing so well but you couldn't call my line
So you showed up at my house but there's another chick inside

You got pissed
Wonder why that is
You left me couple months ago I wont sit here and miss
Miss all of the things
And things you gave to me
Ill put em in the garbage just like what you did to me

What a tragedy
I'm in disbelief
I didn't wanna do it but it happened
My mind is killing me
Oh its killing me

Get out
I didn't wanna say it but get out
You were all I had for years now
But you did this to us you left wow

I just wanna get by in this simple life
take so many turns to make you satisfied
I could never lie but you pushed me past the brink in my mind so i left it all behind
I watched you grow oh so simply
Time was like fast but not really
Ill miss times with you right next to me
I would see you every night but its history

HISTORY!
Oh ITS KILLING ME
I USED TO SEE YOU EVERY OTHER NIGHT
BUT AS TIME WENT BY YOU STARTED SLIPPING FROM MY MIND

You said you miss me
But its too late baby
You wanna kiss me
But its too late baby

YOUR SORRYS DONT MEAN ANYTHING ANYMORE
ILL LAY ON THE FLOOR
BEAT MY HEAD ON THE DOOR
ALL THESE BLOODY WOMEN GOT ME SHATTERED TO THE CORE
WHAT WAS IT FOR?
THIS STUPID BREAK THAT YOU NEEDED OH WHAT FOR?
IM IN LINE AND IM KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR
ONLY WHEN I PASS WILL I THINK OF YOU SOME MORE

Simple Life (prod. asharptheone)

my love for you runs hotter than water
your showers set to 48 degrees your not bothered
my lover
you and i are unstoppable
years ago my love was so swappable
but now ive changed
there's nothing, nobody can get into my way
you take me so far away from reality
girl you manage me
and my ways

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

they get some seconds of some screen time and think that they something
i get 10 minutes of screen time and still think that im nothing
there's a ache inside my heart for this but you make me have purpose
i try
keeping myself in line
keeping my phone on at times
always make sure that you're alright

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

i guess they weren't right
it was all lies
kiss you goodnight
and whisper "we made it"
cause baby we made, you and i

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

fortyeight (prod.  King Theta)

Ambitions (prod. VEINS)

Lights Out (prod. dash)

Tradgety Line (prod.  Kiko Beatz x Jmc x prodbyvogo)

Shelter (prod. Daniel Saint x LifeStyleDidIt)

cruisin 98 yeah i was flying
sick to my stomac i was dying
just to get home
i wanted more of you

was there a point in us even fighting
just led to you hurting yourself, its tirin
dealing with this every other day
its tasking my mental they would say but

im too in love with you

* i dont wanna fight with you*  

i guess the lord was right
he told me not to do it but i did it outright
listen to your senses and what the man says
he said to stop the problematic behavior i guess
its too late
too tell you im sorry anymore
im beating my chest and im crying on the floor

speakin to god as i sleep
he says that things get easier so i guess ill just believe
youre the only reason that i have
i saw you bleeding out as i walked pass
i didnt think it would last
so long
so long to you i guess
our love is in the past
you past on to another life
another mans grace

im sick to my stomach dont you see
just give me time, to breathe

NAVYXOWER

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