Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

wakin up late every mornin again
stoppin the drugs cause u loosin again
fallin asleep without you in my bed
fallin asleep and u not in my head

breakin apart and im lonely again
wishin that i could just touch you again
its 3 in the 6 and im loosin my head
takin a walk, dont get shot in the head

distance in earth is just too much to take
makin a livin off beatin me dead
i wanna move out so i can get the bread
but im stuck alone, and im loosin again

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

can you just give me a reason
can you just fall with the treasen
would you just leave me in feelins
couldnt just stop how im feelin

-not home.-

felt like cutting up my eyelids
i been working hard inside the silence
running circles on the island
like why the fuck i even trying?

codeine bright violet
ive been smoking on the hybrid
thoughts inside me turn to violence
emotion seeping through the highlands

welcome to my fucking head
i take the words and i put it to rest 
garbage to still floating and filling my chest
i cant pretend like im feeling the best

i guess im next
they want me dead
pump up my head and my legs with the lead
she second guessing im fucking her friend, yeah

Give Me A Reason w/ not home. (prod. nvki)

would you, say
every, day
is harder than
the past, ey

get it, straight
ima, waste
feeling, blame
eat away

what are you doin, what are you doin this weekend, today
im crushing the pain till it eats at my veins
you know that im terrified of fuckin planes

but you get away
and leave me for grace
like every other week, you dont say

i know you dont hate
atums on the way
now im feelin good and cozy, in my brain

oh, october, is comin, im holdin on to grave
wait for the day
--

-autumn-

4x
(i need some rest)

hated everything i
fucking find about your life
about your-
puked out my stomach lines
now i’m fine
i say i’m fine
i say i’m-

swear to god i ain’t shit
showing up just to dip 
weather’s dusk
heart is thin 
i disrupt from within
shoulders touched
fuck is this?
why does love
make me sick
why does trust
never stick
just like us
i’m a bitch 
i’m a-

staring at a screen i 
cannot read i’m so incompetent 
imma take my leave i set the scene
that shit is ominous 
wash away the grease 
feeling clean is what i coveted 
shut your fucking teeth
i wanna scream
i’ve had enough of it

Leaf season w/ autumndropsdead (prod. nvki)

-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no you dont needa cry, baby we will be okay
hopin over obsticles, im grindin everyday
i promised everyone that i would make it out some day
do somethin with my life, i dont wanna throw away

ur the only thing i got, and its fuckin with my brain
my noggin full of passion and emotion, every day
its fixed on to a notion, so im coasting far away
im fallin for your love, dont you ever run away

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no, i dont know what to say
when you causin problems, feel so bad and im ashamed
to tell you that i love you when you seem to always hate
but ill just keep on pushing, hoping you dont leave some day

whys it seem so hard for you to say
that you wanna fuckin call me at least every other day
and i dont wanna say it cause im so afriad youll say
that you had it with my shit, ill find another, please dont babe

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

Darker Days (prod. YungLukas)

silence...

-----------------------------------------------
its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

wake, waking up late
u smoke a blunt and im feelin like shit
ur up in the clouds for an hour i guess
while i sit and cry, lay on top of my bed

is it the ocean, where i be
but the water be frozen, -20 degrees
drill me a hole, so i can drive in
BE PART OF DEATH, WITH THE REAPER AGAIN!

its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

 i dont do, too much, with my life
i sit right here, learn about this shit, but why
there's no point at all
yet i wright, these songs
spend my money and my time, just to hope it all, works out

its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

the sound of silence (prod. bowniebeats)

i should've told u~


--------------------------

and so, its a tragic, fuckin mess
i been so lost, i cant seem to depend
on ur  attitude, its all i ever meant
all i ever said

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

~autumn~

i let my roots dry
that shit has taken it's toll
so i sit instead consuming these souls
(oh) it's getting old
why'm i even scared of being alone?

i hear tapping on the glass
shadows engulfing my past
my thoughts growing rash
I watch the waves while they crash
let me assess where i'm at
because this shit's getting bad

oh if i tried a little harder, 
then i'll be what i want one day
but every chance that i get, 
all of the memories fade
it's like my lips are sewn shut
i'm playing endless charades
or i'm just stuck in a dream
i must be stuck in a dream
~
i was always on you, in yo messages
i wrote a song to fill the void, yet i created it
and yet we know, we said our sorrys, bitch i meant that shit
I WANNA PACK UP ALL MY SHIT AND TAKE A TRIP

BUT IMA TAKE A SHIT
think about my past life, and everything i did
i fucked up my system, with alcohol and wished
i never fuckin did that, i wish i only said
I LOVE YOU MORE, TO THE ONES WHO GAVE A SHIT!
i broke so many hearts, man i wish i never did
magnified distress.


*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch.

/end

break a branch w/ autumndropsdead (prod. dercept)

i like this one, my girlfriends kina in it too, enjoy

<3 much love too sorrow bringer as well

lyrics
---------------------
so.
i just wanna let you know
drinking in time for the show
its better to get ur heart broke
no one could know, no one could care

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldnt imgaine, it feels like

i swear my heart is a mess
you came to my life and you made it amends
im focusing energy to my own time
i cant let you go, cause i swear it feels right

im not as pretty as people would say
its all in the edits, i cover my face
im fake and im nauseous i guess
yeah im broken hearted, im ugly, so goo

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

I Swear It Feels Right (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

bluff w/ Weepings & Ally Holloway (prod. jody)

sing me lullabies (feat. ghosthands)

music video
---------------
https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
.
prod. beamerboy
..............................
lyrics_
------------------------
hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

prod me./
-
tonight
hold me
inside
its fine
your alright
you don't like when i tell you the truth sometimes
WE FIGHT!

I DONT LIKE IT ALL
im blind
CAN YOU TELL ME WHATS UP IN YOUR MIND 
TRYNA FEND FOR MYSELF WHEN YOU DIED
but i promise to god, that i tried  

good luck, im gone, and i ran away
its your time, its not worth, and the pain i see
its all luck
im wasted, oh drugs
can take you so far
cant make me, a star

good luck, i wish you, the best i guess
its not THE WAY!
I MISS YOU AGAIN!
IM TIRED, IM BLED
i tried
i tried!
Wonder why you lied!

Make
a mess
again
i
wait 

a master, holds 
his heart
away
and keeps it tucked away safe
I'm not
like I want to be
my life, is a wreck
ill apologize, when I can

make me feel something

got the flu, wonder what the fuck that i will do.

FLU (prod. sorrowbringer)

-lyrics-
but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there was a time in my life
I didn't wanna live, I pushed and then thrived
but everything will come in waves, and so it did
baby was I wrong for the things I said and did 

I don't wanna die that's right
I wanna be a man inside
its tells me to throw away
throw away, 
my dreams and rot, and then decay

it melts away like cheese on the grill
I'm petty and I'm lost, come on tell me how it feels

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY
CAN YOU BE A BIT MORE FRIENDLY IM AFRAID
I DONT WANNA DIE, BLOODY BROKEN AND ASHAMED

oh my god
oh my god
can you tell some about urself, ive know for a while now
I don't wanna freak you out
I been living in the depths inside ur brain
please don't run away

please don't run away ill chase you down
*chase you down*
i realize its getting dark out

you don't medicate me away
ill be here to stay

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY

but i go
and i go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

horror came and went (prod. domesticsoul)

spending my time on a melody
whats that, tryna stab me in the back
ur way too late, plus ur ignorance it smacks
ur bad,  what the hell happened, to that, that, that.

i dont wanna mess up
gotta chase, chase that, on my back
ur gonna latch, latch, latch, yeah ur wack
so i wont be down bad, will we last, sorry to ask

i dont wanna do wrong
I DONT WANNA WRITE A SONG
about how bad i was then
can we let it go, damn.

big choice, big mouth, oh my god
i dont wanna deal with ur shit, on my lawn
im getting tired of it all
wanna end it all
i thought we were friends
but, nah, no noo!

you were such a good guy
18 yeah you'd look me in the eye
we were tight, hanging out into the night
oh my, guess that i was blind

*NEVER HAD A GIRL THAT WAS MINE*

you made me feel like i had home inside
yeah right, its fake, why'd i try
pleased on, then said goodbye
blocked me out, well i guess it was a good try

*now i feel used and abused
like a tool, always such a fool
i never let friends go, they all move on by
guess its just the man, inside*

i dont wanna mess up
gotta chase, chase that, on my back
ur gonna latch, latch, latch, yeah ur wack
so i wont be down bad, will we last, sorry to ask

i dont wanna do wrong
I DONT WANNA WRITE A SONG
about how bad i was then
can we let it go, damn.

its clear to see that you are just the problem
everybody who u knew is gone, and ur so awful
never meant to try
now im outta line

for caring about friends
why did you pretend.

used and abused (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

i am not the one
opening up
tryna fall in love
im making it up 

to you
but i always look like a fool
as wait for
the right time

you can never pick
even if i decide
its like a wavefourm, in the right night
coming out at me, like you held that knife 

coming through
seddatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

ur pretty girl
with a pretty guy
could not forgive myself, how i ruined that night

if i say goodnight, and goodbye, would you look for me tonight

coming through
seddatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

im a fool
walking through your room
i could never give up
never let go

whats it mean to you
when you look me in the eyes
baby you look like a no-bell prize
do it or die
long, late nights
stay up and cry

Sedatives In June (feat. American Dead Cross) (prod. irby)

Lyrics
---------
yeah i wake up everyday
think about the things I did yesterday
try to find a reason to go meditate
BUT I AM SO MATERIALISTIC, DONT GIVE MYSELF A BREAK

or maybe too many
I don't spend my time, do anything
serve myself a drink, now I'm tipping
NOW IM SINGING!
TRYNA FIND SOME HOPE THAT I MIGHT MAKE IT!
*yet their all sick of it*

and sick of me too
i ran out of time, now i look like a fool
all my friends, made it look so easy
working on my job, and making music, is so sickening

think i got a little too much in my
system
i keep this bottle going down
till i forget him
look into my eyes
it’s like a picture
chains up to my heart
like im a victim
it’s going down
layed up in my bed
like i’m a patient
cut me round
let’s do it one more time
i’ve been waiting
walk round the house
way too numb
for a month
let’s get this over with
let’s say that we’re done

tell me that i look so pretty
in roses
there’s no way out
of this path
that we’ve chosen
cutting me down
love it’s fine
id do it for you anytime

and if i’m allowed
i’ll see you out
i’ll be your knight
walking out of the house

greenwater ft. skele

prod. me

lyrics
--------
cuts
cuts, cuts
away
breath
breaths, i take
make
me afraid
everyday
to take
take
me
\away

i know, we all want to be, something special
some will put the work, and others, stay, stay, stay
inside, and never say a single word i wonder why
but the different sinario, is others getting high

doing nothing with their lives
but their social, get it right
we all walk these different paths, i know i get it
ima try

im such a sad guy
i cry at night, inside
no one ever gets me why
i try, i try to fight

cuts
cuts, cuts
away
breath
breaths, i take
make
me afraid
everyday
to take
take
me
\away

motionless.

i feel like, i passed away
in that dream, on the 17th, of august I'm afraid
don't take me away.

0.01

by the graves in the dark
*hold my hand*
i cant see, not even spark
on this land, fall apart

i just played you, im not smart
dripping faucets, hear the bark
from the dogs
in the old mans house

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

i just wanted die, good thing you'd never understand
i know i got too close to it, the days were running thin
outt line
really outta time

running through the trees, yeah im running through the breeze
now its set, im crying help!
no one ever talks now
this shi*s like poetry, im just tryna help myself. 

im just tryna walk my way out of this hell
im just tryna make a name to feed myself
the photos never really cut it, its an act im sorry please
dont just cut me off cause im not rich as i seemed
blood all on  my sheets
you name keeps ringing back amongst the graves, i just need to find some peace, oh well

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

grave 2 (prod. AsharpTheOne)

no fixing wasn't right
all along
we were meant to fall apart
listen to my songs

getting ready now
for the road is all i want
i don't wanna lay here
anymore than i have to
sick of it, at this altitude

don't try and walk away
then try to make amends again
it never was the same
years and years on end, we wasted everything again

i don't wanna hear you  complain ever again
a train wreck in my head

watch, yeah just watch me walk away
the 30th of June, its super cloudy raining on me once again
give me a second and a hand
I'm falling down for you again

Christ, oh Christ, I'm crying out again
I'm gonna lay here missing on your gaze
hope one day, this pain will go away
strife and struggle, to make it through this maze!
LIFE IS FULL OF PAIN , I NEED TO RID OF YOUR FACE!
this is such a game
with nothing to gain
sorry if I'm lame

don't try and walk away
then try to make amends again
it never was the same
years and years on end, we wasted everything again

i don't wanna hear you  complain ever again
a train wreck in my head

watch, yeah just watch me walk away
the 30th of June, its super cloudy raining on me once again
give me a second and a hand
I'm falling down for you again

Christ, oh Christ, I'm crying out again

Curated Agony (prod. Dianasty)

remember times
you'd never lie
*never lie*
wake up
come inside

were tryna make up
ill watch you cry
and yet unfortunately, i do not feel anything inside

yeah you wish that you could fly
*but i do too*
nobody ever tries
to do anything, special with their lives

go get outside
when its 5, in the morning, ill be by your side

ur crying every night
inside
i sighed, and i kissed you on ur thigh
remember days, where it wasn't so bright
everyone was passing, yeah I'm sorry that they died

i, tried to make it up to you
*OH MY GOD*
life, was so dark, but in time 
things will work, and realign
until the day, we say goodbye

i will try, and try to find
a different way to live our lives
without stress, so we can feel alive

remember times
you'd never lie
*never lie*
wake up
come inside

were tryna make up
ill watch you cry
and yet unfortunately, i do not feel anything inside

yeah you wish that you could fly
*but i do too*
nobody ever tries
to do anything, special with their lives

go get outside
when its 5, in the morning, ill be by your side

i know that the first one failed
*but its not over*
trying not to get impaled
or fail again
we got life to live my friend  
i guess well see how this will end

Breathtaken (prod. Jerry the Producer)

can you really be a friend?
i tried, i tried to tell you it would end
its not up to me, to tell you, if this trust is all thats broken us
mud is on my face im in the dust

ur on the drugs

im giving up
enough
im sick this
im sick of us

this love is insanity!
holding on, these first degree burns
im hurt
i love the pain, the agony, is fun
i know you like it, im done

bottles and more
left at my door 
right when you ran away, i know youd fight me for sure
whats the point of all this back and fourth, agony
miss the way, it used to be

You made a promise (Moon V) (feat. weepings)

i need to breathe
look, me in the eyes as you, grid your teeth
i am, not the monster i want to be

wait for it all
to come to an end
your shawdow is lost
im out here again

i dont talk a lot
yet dont ever say
i dont have no friends
stay by the moon, and dont have defence

loosen your grip babe, im dying again
open ur arms
open ur eyes
watch what your doing, your taking a life

lost all the words for a gentle disguse
im trying to change, so dont walk away

i need to breathe
look, me in the eyes as you, grid your teeth
i am, not the monster i want to be

i am by the water in the forest
lookin 9 to 5, so you can make a little money, on the side
while playing with ur life
party every day, until ur dying 25

and the moon youll watch, yeah youll really stay
and all your friends are gone, with some guys they just  met
ur life is tragic and gone, and ur frail all the same
you'll keep on staring out ur window till ur gone, forgotten name!

Forgotten name (Moon VI) (prod. acey x navyxower)

some of yall are a joke.
cover w/ liz & mini cooper
----
lyrics.

life is spinning round in my head
i dont wanna wait till im dead
screaming out your name i do depend
on your presence, here we are once again

but i was doing better, than i had ever been 
until you locked me out, guess it was better than it seemed
no i was so confused, you keep on pushing this agenda its okay
but its not, theres something wrong with your brain

cold days, long, nights in the morning
saying in, bed late, i kept snoring
theres a lot, my mental really kept on going
i dont wanna stay up late, wanna wake up in the morning

why does everything need to be a sad song
i dunno, honestly, what the hells wrong
my own mind tells me everything's a mess
but at times i need to understand, and just deal with the stress

fuck you and everyone, who left me
i dont care about ur problems, u just hate me
never forgetting all the things and what you said to me
i feel like throwing up, almost every day

now why'd you do that at my show
you knew my friend died, and you didnt even know
that would ruin the whole you fuckin stupid hoe
we grew up and you keep bringing up that shit you shoulda known

i just, wanted to be friends
but just like all the others you just went and dipped
i coulda told you all the stories that you probably missed
when being gone for all those years, i guess it was never meant-

its always the same
never trust a girl with mental issues is what they said
but thats the only kind people who ever understand me
i got a few guys left, but they're always so busy

and to the guy who got my car with me
buddy yeah you gotta problem, i just let it be
off the drugs you were so special, couldn't've almost seemed
like we were homies meant for life, but life aint what it seem, so i just let it be

why, as humans, do we do this
day, after, day i keep moving
on, its hard for me, to really know that
i, am gonna loose, more, as im older

a story to all of those who left me behind (prod. jake hxllywood)

In this life I'm pouring up, I gotta think about it
Think about it
Nothing felt so like this, I can't get sick of it
I love the way that you talk to me, I'm indifferent
I hope you stay and I don't weird you out 'cause I'm different

Popping 20 Benneys, get this high, I'm having fun
This because my ex just messed me up, but now I'm done
I don't wanna fight you, but I'll fight you when I'm done
So I don't think about it
This DPH has got me flying to the sun

I got my friends so worried
They're coming back, coming 'round town
I'll see you out at night, looking back as I frown
Don't you worry, baby
If I can call you baby
I'll be okay once I acquire fix, it's definite, a sanctuary

Clouds in the sky and my heart, it aches when I sigh
And I think back, why did you lie?
I keep going back and forth, why do I cry?
*and, still*
I want you to be mine

In this life I'm pouring up, I gotta think about it
Think about it
Nothing felt so like this, I can't get sick of it
I love the way that you talk to me, I'm indifferent
I hope you stay and I don't weird you out 'cause I'm different

Popping 20 Benneys, get this high, I'm having fun
This because my ex just messed me up, but now I'm done
I don't wanna fight you, but I'll fight you when I'm done
So I don't think about it
This DPH has got me flying to the sun

I could never sleep
Doing all these drugs while I weep
It's not fun
Pour another bottle till the sun is coming up
Wait a couple hours, couple days for you to come
I don't know if you got attitude or love for me at all

I guess it's how it be
Guys are all the same, we only want a damn thing
When we're alone and we find someone who appears to be
A loving soul without a lover on my phone screen

dph (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick)

truth's
finally stepping out
i can see it now
you were never down

to be mine, again
and my heart it aches
sit and stare
at my own blank face

ill never forget the times that we shared together
i made it through hell and back
with you by my side, it all felt fine
again

it turns out that you were a liar
this friend, was never a friend, all i ever did, was hold you back
from you
really wanted instead!

ill miss ur family and miss your friends
ill miss the nights we spent together again
then again, then again, then again, it all went!

back to my mind set of being an a hole
i know i didnt treat you right you said that its my fault
ill find someone whos willing just to take bits of blame
cause clearly you thought you were perfect, not an ounce of shame in ur blood

and yeah it was fun
oh yeah it was fun
those 2 years were fun.

Life Is Tough Without You Pt.2 (prod. idly blare)

Produced by navyxower
Written by Heylog & navyxower
Mix and master by Heylog & navyxower

lyrics
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its so challenging
you can throw me out, recycle me
I'm mortified
trying everything to keep me in line
I was neglected, but I'm feeling fine
will I be alright
i cant see through the fight!

really I'm a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

YOU ASK ME IF IM BORED OF YOU!
i tell you its alright
nobody ever missed me, im happy that your mine
ill stay here watch some cartoons
*do nothing with my life*
a lonely little child
just trying to get by

sing me, a lullaby to put me right to sleep
sleep by my side, and ill be happy as can be
a life that's full of trauma, guess healing aint for me
wait until the morning, ill be throwing up you see

she's upset, I know I messed up
in the bed, I slowly get up
look around, this is the last time
in ur room, it's home in my eyes
thunderstorms
travel back
stay the night 
then miss u bad
one hour
till I'm home
the last place I wanna go
seeing you like everyday to not seeing at all
how'd it go from talking every night to not one call
these changes, I don't like them, especially being alone
it'd probably be worse if I didn't learn how to grow

really I'm a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

sibling w/ heylog

New Orleans hit different when i was young and growing up
too bad deal with your thoughts and all that's said and done
my head hurts too bad when I'm at the club I'm drinking to throw it up
a side bitch don't mean nothing if your life is so tied up

everyone says life is better when ur gone
but life just felt so different times when i was young
sleeping in too late in late July i mean it, my head is hung
i miss times when i was laid back with my girl out in Orillia
nothing felt the same since then i wanna fucking end it all

take ur time
breathe
come to sense
please

your so needed now
why is this happening
everyone's outta of their head
my friends all left town i'm alone in the end
my precious my baby, who are you again
you needed some space i aint seen you in years but i said.
this pain you caused me, is so bad and immense
the spirit we had left us broken again
im bleeding out, on the floor again
again
again
again

Better When You're Gone (prod. Irby)

why did you do that, im hurt so i fled
i just wanted to see you again
now the city it hurts, i would try once again
im laying alone, you're the one in my head

i don't want see you to fret
i don't wanna see you dead
i just wanted to be friends now
why are you inside my head?

the pain you left me and stress
keep messing up my days now
ima alone now
you say im silly yeah when i freak out 
its the same

you don't remember my name
im kicking and crying got stories to say
im out late in the night with my friends till its day
im tryna be okay
i want you here to stay
i know apologies will fade now its over

 why'd you break my heart like that
sticking in the knife, now im crying, its the end
pacing back and fourth i had someone to talk again
but your sick inside the head you left me out here in the end

wait a sec
I'm way too gone
i need someone
my heart is alone
*ohh, ohhh ohh*

I don't want see you to fret
I don't wanna see you dead
i just wanted to be friends now
why are you inside my head?

the pain you left me and stress
keep messing up my days now
ima alone now
you say I'm silly yeah when i freak out 
its the same

you don't remember my name
I'm kicking and crying got stories to say
I'm out late in the night with my friends till its day
I'm tryna be okay
I want you here to stay
I know apologies will fade now its over

kicking and crying (prod. AsharpTheOne)

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

pushed you back, last call and I go
rip at myself after every show
I am not happy with how my life goes
there's people who love me the ones at the shows
but never the ones who I want there the most
its you
I think ima call on ur phone
see if you know me like you used to do
I really miss you the most

months of struggling
months of agony
I miss everything
ambience throughout the car ill kiss you again

think to myself every night
I wanna die
I don't wanna die
ima just sit here and cry
its cause my life is a lie

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

I think I'm at fault now
for us falling out
don't want to be around
cant find the one, its you no doubt

why do I do this to myself
every time that you go I just try and replace you

NAVYXOWER

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