EPITOME:

holding on to my chest
i’m barley breathing
cant get you out of my head
now on the floor i lay bleeding
your eyes were deceiving 

i’ll crawl until there’s nothing left of me
oh cant you set me free
from this sick life i lead
disgusted with how i look
can i even wake up from this
never ending nightmare
might as well just die here
if i’m just gonna lie here

might as well you might as well
leave me in this hell

EMPTY:

ion take care of myself
i got blood on my fuckin pants
barely eat right 
procrastinate the goddamn advance
in body process 
cause it makes me mad
cus it makes me mad
and it makes me sad

i got 10 grand inside my fuckin duffel bag 
i got 10 g pure diamonds but im empty n thats a fact
"i got, i got, i got, i got, i got,"
what you got?
doing all this talking shit but bitch aint barked but once, like

you're fake
im bait
what did u say
what did i say
i mustve said something wrong cus nothin rly ever lasted
every single time that we was otp u was blasted
i just fucking miss u man who the fuck r u now
i just need protection or else im heading 4 the ground

spotify <3

no matter how hard i try i’ll never be enough w/ emptychest (fijin)

sleepatnite w/ casperrr (5head & splashgang)

v v v 

tell me how life changed and u dk why
smoking every night to get the words out of ur head
woah
please talk 2 me 
woah
but if u got like nothing to say then say nothing
ill know what u mean, ive been frontin too
woah
dont say a word
woah
ill sit in ur garage as the light just hums 
steadily more steady than my beating heart could
but please be proud of me because ive gained a few pounds since i got here
and i think i learned everything i felt was irrational 
i had a case of a thick ass skull
and everything i learned in school was useless
got alot of shit to say so hold my drink rq
stacking building blocks like a god damn child
does a come first or b come last
i still stay up but idk why
gtf to bed u gotta be alive tomorrow
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess
im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down
(im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down)
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess

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final lullaby (prod. Tim H)

Big shoutout to @reject333 for hopping on this one!

This song was self produced.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee Manzeron)
Rice Bubbles, Icebox and nicotine
.45's and MACs won't be the death of me
Burn off my eyebrows with kerosene
Do you feel the fire? (uh oh, HeyLee)

Rice Bubbles, Icebox and nicotine
.45's and MACs won't be the death of me
Burn off my eyebrows with kerosene
Do you feel the fire that's inside of me?
She's sickly and pale from the other side
Monsters in my head, the lullabies
You're what is waiting for me in the end
Will you come help me to breathe again?

I thought I was the one to do it different,
But I'm doing the same shit, just without the limits
If I thought I was special, I was wrong
Inside my mental, I'll stay strong
And I swear I'll lie awake for you
I swear I'll tell the truth
But it's not me, it's you

Because it's always you
Like you always do
Turn your back again
Watch me fall instead

(popularreject)
I been cooped up in my room 
Playin Xbox 
I just hit a 360 
Like I got aimbot 
Erase your face with the memories 
Skins bleached and in doused in kerosene 
I’m too young and dumb for what’s ahead of me
What’s ahead of me
Don-
Don-
What’s ahead of me
So I high I don’t think I’ll ever land 
Life’s fucked it’s madness in neverland

(HeyLee Manzeron)
Rice Bubbles, Icebox and nicotine
.45's and MACs won't be the death of me
Burn off my eyebrows with kerosene
Do you feel the fire inside of me?
She's sickly and pale from the other side
Monsters in my head, and lullabies
You're what is waiting for me in the end
Will you come back and help me breathe again?

Burn My Eyebrows With Kerosene (feat. popularreject)

new cover w the brother @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @nevrfall
=================
original by @sewerperson:
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lrt-nevrfall
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hope u enjoy <3

LR7 w/ betweentheveinsandi (cover) [nevrfall]

@strivemusicau
@shizukesaaa
@autumndropsdead
@torvamia

(strivesad)
Caught in a cage with this endless pain
caught up to my age now I’m getting paid
Depression stays high and now the feelings changed
pour another bottle all apon my grave

you’ve been building roads
I’m building settlements

I keep craving another fucking serotonin hit
let’s flip the script

I don’t need no alliby
come with me and stay the night
Fighting for my life I think I’m doing fine

Ripped clothes now I’m going home
got these problems cause I feel alone
keep me in my zone

(shizu)
beamer swerving 
cuz i deserve the worst shit
bet she gon hit me up w/ 'love u but this isnt working'
might fuck around my blade till i negate the serotonin
now watch the liquid dripping red off slitted wrists, still frozen
find another guy and leave me dying w/ no notice
no i was never that man but fans in my dms saying im chosen
it gets hard to speak every want when everyone is seeing you choking
when words go wasting the space of audio waves to leaving me broken"

(autie)
my conscious is ever so heavy
i've been so cautious ever since you left
i've been holding myself down, with this self doubt
but nevertheless
i swear that i'll know when you need me
you know i'm right there when you're hearing that ringing
i'm patient a bit, but waiting's a bitch
i wish i could split and fuck up my breathing
but if there's anyone out there like me
smite like a god do and make me undying
bottle my goods for a world that is dying
plenish a helt that is tattered with lies
'cause i see through them every single minute
proof is in my dome, that's why i'm livid
tell me that you love him 'till i'm finished
i repel and let them be forgiven

(torva)
smoke until my chest hurts, til my lungs burn
think ill die soon, think ill go first
now my head hurts, never heard worse
if i lose you, need a gold hearse

never fuck it up, bitch i run it up
i go fucking crazy
til i do enough
keep my tommy tucked, never losing love
think i need some help
fore' i lose my trust

Cage w/ strivesad, shizukesa, autumndropsdead & torvamia [+ Tied For Silver x flesh]

After rain comes a rainbow
We all drifting on the same boat
Me and you no the same though
Treat this life like a game show
Turn to ash in a wrap like Pharaoh
Feel the load in my bones like marrow
I sip captain until the morning, No sparrow
Still fly like a bird feather arrow

Young and stupid living in a wonderland
Settle down? Maybe I've got other plans
Pedal down, hit the gas to another land
When I'm down bounce back like a rubber band

After rain comes a rainbow
We all drifting on the same boat
Me and you no the same though
Treat this life like a game show
Turn to ash in a wrap like Pharaoh
Feel the load in my bones like marrow
I sip captain until the morning, No sparrow
Still fly like a bird feather arrow

I could explain but you won't understand
The weight of the world rests on his hands
Pure life past those eyelids
His mind's in a dance
From order to chaos he keeps up his stance
Order order
Chaos chaos
Order order
Chaos chaos

Turn to ash in a wrap like Pharaoh
Feel the load in my bones like marrow
I sip captain until the morning, No sparrow
Still fly like a bird feather arrow

After Rain Comes a Rainbow [abysshund]

Sorry for my inactivity recently. been finding it hard to put my thoughts into writing. thank you for 2k on your loss with @caspywaspy, thank you for my first 5k, and most importantly thanks for sticking by me. Ill be back fully asap.

Lyrics

man fuck why does nothin ever last
Wonder what that means for the people that i have
Will they miss me like ill miss them?
if they dont then what does that say about my worth 
Uhh , will 
I be okay?
usually i can sleep off all the pain
I tell myself the same every night 
Tomorrow ill be feelin alright

ill be fine when i wake up
Hate when they treat me like something im not 
trying my best to suppress the depression but im so damn close to just giving me up
Fuck
Sorry mum
I wish that i could be the son that you want
A credit to you but im useless as fuck
I should kill myself i wish i was enough
(I wasnt enough)

not doin enough
promise im trying my best to keep up
with all of my friends and my family my loved 
but this shits so hard with my mind in the mud

ill never be who i wanna be
Just a fat piece of shit with a brick for a mind
How did people ever like me?
What do you see in this excuse of a guy
Why do you all stick by me?
i did nothing to deserve that
shit would be best if i died, see?
Spilling my blood in the cold bath

ill be fine when i wake up
Hate when they treat me like something im not 
trying my best to suppress the depression but im so damn close to just giving me up
Fuck
Sorry mum
I wish that i could be the son that you want
A credit to you but im useless as fuck
I should kill myself i wish i was enough
(I wasnt enough)

enough (autrioly)

prod. metlast x sor
mix: me
master: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
art: my girlfriend <3

lyrics:

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat 

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing 

3 in the morning
i should be sleeping but im not
this anxiety has got its grip on me
this is something you won’t see
cause you’re caught up in a dream
so far away from the disease
im begging im down im on my knees
for someone to save me
but no one’s here lately 

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing

now you see me
now you don’t
now i’m gone and missing
you shouldn’t have gotten close

close (metlast x sor)

Dream Vision Orchestra
Around the world 
new Release
The International
Für alle Songs Komponist , Singer, Songwriter Julius Florek

final lullaby (prod. Tim H)

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