there's better ways to go about the pain you feel today
everybody knows that I would put you in your place
scarfing down that alcohol a smile on your face
it breaks my heart to see you like this I don't think I can stay

anyway 
anymore
your falling out the door
you're screaming at me telling me that its my fault you're a whore
don't give you what you need just always searching for some more
the truth is, you couldn't settle, its all your fault you know

breaking my heart
its always me to blame
doing some coke
on the weekend at your place
with your friends
or so called friends I feel ashamed
I don't know the truth no more its hard to stay awake

there's better ways to go about the pain you feel today
everybody knows that I would put you in your place
scarfing down that alcohol a smile on your face
it breaks my heart to see you like this I don't think I can stay

anyway 
anymore
your falling out the door
you're screaming at me telling me that its my fault you're a whore
don't give you what you need just always searching for some more
the truth is, you couldn't settle, its all your fault you know

break it out
and break it in
run away
from your sins
you're stuck in your ways
you're family is to blame
they raised you like in idiot, I hope you'll be okay

i dont think i can stay (prod. fantasy camp)

too much time
i waited too long for you to be mine
cuts on my wrist and on my neck
in time
im surprised that im still here i didnt die
i dont know why

god has a plan and i get it
i am part of the men who will make it
every second i wait i manage
screw it up, and youll leave in a second

im manic
and i panic at night i think about death im sore
i wine
and think about the lies

manic thoughts
novocaine
all my fears
accumulate
making pain
seperate
my life from 

theres pressure inside of my head and its building
im lost in the 

too much time
i waited too long for you to be mine
cuts on my wrist and on my neck
in time
im surprised that im still here i didnt die
i dont know why

your arts on my walls
i stalk i gleem at every thought
open me up and im coating the wall
im drawing myself with the blood that i draw

i bleed
i need a way out my mind when im thinking of you in my dreams
wake me up, i just need to sleep
without thinking of you i need
to sleep

Drawing Myself With The Blood That I Draw

cruisin 98 yeah i was flying
sick to my stomac i was dying
just to get home
i wanted more of you

was there a point in us even fighting
just led to you hurting yourself, its tirin
dealing with this every other day
its tasking my mental they would say but

im too in love with you

* i dont wanna fight with you*  

i guess the lord was right
he told me not to do it but i did it outright
listen to your senses and what the man says
he said to stop the problematic behavior i guess
its too late
too tell you im sorry anymore
im beating my chest and im crying on the floor

speakin to god as i sleep
he says that things get easier so i guess ill just believe
youre the only reason that i have
i saw you bleeding out as i walked pass
i didnt think it would last
so long
so long to you i guess
our love is in the past
you past on to another life
another mans grace

im sick to my stomach dont you see
just give me time, to breathe

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