Watch on youtube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-rWTZXR8K0

Day after day

時間がない

Feels like
俺全然寝れない
Everything's bigger
Than my mind's eye

Can't tell the truth 

But I don't wanna lie

ないもの
はずっとないだから

It's fruitless 

To have desire
俺たちもう離れてた

その時その場所から

Can't do anything 

But I'm Soarin' so high 
On the couch
The same routine 

As yesterday 
The same mind state
So I'm not afraid 

Come whatever 
What may

I wanna be stronger than yesterday

Somehow I'm always in the way 

I wish you were here to copilot with me
As I navigate this space in me.




Since we parted ways the colour’s gone
Dark halls encroaching and four black walls
My loneliness smothers the pain and 怒り
Please bring back all the vivid colours in me


I shoulda known better

When I wake up thinking bout you in the mirror putting makeup
White walls, アイコン, no window seat

Last blunt but I think I got a little weed

確かに今一人人生インフィニティ

I KNEW 直接に言えたら良いけど
自分自身が超低かった


しっかりしてWAKE UP、
ダラダラしてもう窓から夕日
THINK TANKしてTHOUGHT ABOUT YOU
出会った時は本当に俺NOT A WANNABE

Double tap on the Instagram

Netflix via VPN
見ながら call on my smartphone
留守番電話になっちゃった

Better Stay Home


Since we parted ways the colour’s gone
Dark halls encroaching and four black walls
My loneliness smothers the pain and 怒り
Please bring back all the vivid colours in me

I shoulda known better
I




You gave up on us 
before things fell apart 

I hate that I would have given you my heart 

There's not a day I don't miss you
There's not a day that goes by like that

 

Since we parted ways the colour’s gone
Dark halls encroaching and four black walls
My loneliness smothers the pain and 怒り

Please bring back all the vivid colours in me


I shoulda known better

Indoor Sunset (Feat. Bina Miya and Sonny B)

From the album 『夜中』
Listen on Spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/album/4Ahr2WmNlCeQ2sAJj033QE

Who taught me to hate myself?
I'll personally thank you myself/
Who taught me to hate myself?
I don't need you
I can do it by myself.

In
my heart
I'm always 
alone
Like a lost cat
With out
A home
Staring
Into the night sky
Anger ablaze in my eyes
Watching others 
Pass me by
Maybe it's just 
Not meant to be
Perhaps there isn't 
Greatness in me 
No,
I know there's 
 greatness
in me 

Crying out
In the darkness
Let me know if you feel this
Crying out in the darkness
There's gotta be more than this

Again and again
It's always the same
Again and again
It's always the same 

Who taught me to hate myself
I'll personally thank you myself
Who taught me to hate myself 
I don't need you 
I can do it by myself 


I hate myself
At 3am the most
Guilty of sleeping
And  so I can't rest
gotta grind 
Till there's nothing left
Never mind the toll
It takes on my health 
Gotta be better
Than everyone else
Even though 
There's space 
For all of us
Gotta be better than everyone else
I need all the space to myself


Standing up to the darkness
I know I can do this
Standing up to the darkness
I want more than this 

This time 
It won't be the same
This time
It won't be the same

In the labyrinth of my heart and mind
I'll make a deal with god
to steal his time 
Trick the devil
To come out of the shadows 
I'll claim his light as mine

Who taught me to hate myself
I'll personally thank you myself
Who taught me to hate myself 
I don't need you
I can do it by myself

Nayokenza