The Usual Suspects + Kanye West's Blood On The Leaves + The Matrix  

Faded like a pair of Lee's 
Float on liquor merrily 
Noah said "Grab two of each" so I maxed my card in a spending spree 
Bought foggy roads and clarity
for married girls and charities
Spread the wealth like 'currensea' and watched the waves crash under me. 

I wrote my own prophecy 
So all of you can laugh at me 
And come crawling back to me 
on those pretty little knees...

Flashes Of Vulgarity

Original music composition + Eli Roth quote from Death Proof

They say downtown's the way to get famous
Hit up every dive bar and drink until you're brainless
Get out on the dancefloor and shake what Momma gave ya
(and take over that piece of shit they call a stage)
Get your picture taken and make your head a little bigger
See a guy you like and wait for him to pull the trigger
He brings you a drink (but it's not something that you like) but you take it anyway cause it's liquor

("As long as the guy's buying the booze, a fuckin' bitch with drink ANYTHING")
All the parties look the same when you spend them in a stall
("As long as the guy's buying the booze, a fuckin' bitch with drink ANYTHING")
Fucked up from the mix of hard drugs and alcohol

They say downtown's the way to get famous
Hit up every dive bar and drink until you're brainless
But I can't tell the difference between the boys and girls
let alone their ages..

From Graveyard To Afterlife

LYRICS:

They say downtown's the way to get famous
Hit up every dive bar and drink until you're brainless
Get out on the dance floor and shake what Momma gave ya
And take over that piece of shit they call a stage
Get your picture taken and make your head a little bigger
See a guy you like and wait for him to pull the trigger
He brings you a glass and it's not something that you like
But you drink it anyway cause it's liquor

Eli Roth (from Quentin Tarantino's Death Proof): "As long as a guy's buying the booze, a fuckin' bitch will drink ANYTHING"

All the parties look the same when you spend them in a stall

Eli Roth (from Quentin Tarantino's Death Proof): "As long as a guy's buying the booze, a fuckin' bitch will drink ANYTHING"

Fucked up from the mix of hard drugs and alcohol

They say downtown's the way to get famous 
Hit up every dive bar and drink until you're brainless
But I can't tell the difference between the boys & girls
Let along their ages...

SAMPLES:

Ryan Hemsworth's Laboratory Ruins

LYRICS:

I'm the bearer
Of all bad news
What's the point of
Airing out issues
When I'd rather 
Expose myself for free
On a Ryan Hemsworth beat
(On a Ryan Hemsworth beat)

Alone for the first time
Turns out I'm fine


Cause I'm the bearer
Of all bad news
What's the point of
Airing out issues
When I'd rather 
Expose myself for free
On a Ryan Hemsworth beat
(On a Ryan Hemsworth beat)
I'm the moisture
that's between your sheets
And the nightfalls
before you catch some z's
And I'm awful 
at one on one speech
So I'll scream what I mean
(So I'll scream what I mean)

"Why can't we just talk?"
Because I'm too fucked up
Been silent so long that
I don't even know what's wrong

I bounce to a different drum
I always go instead of come
I never stay cause they never do
And they don't know what they put me through
Cause I'm the bearer 
of all bad news
Complete with
a box of tissues
And I'd rather 
just jump through the screen
than talk about me

Sick of all the headaches
Sick of all the pain
SIck of daily life and the things I can't explain
I'd really love some solace like the clouds among the planes
But I'm disappearing faster than both Malaysian flights...

I mean...

I didn't mean it like that...

Nevermind

NOTES:

This is probably the most personal song I've written since I was in a band called The Rein. I have no problem putting out my feelings in a song, but it's literally torture to tell someone how I feel and what I'm thinking. I have no idea why, and this song is the product of that. Well, that and being unable to have a fully functioning romantic relationship, but that's already apparent in the words.

LifeRuins

This is the first or three tracks that appear on my multimedia project, THE HEAVY PETTING ZOO. 

Everything from THE HEAVY PETTING ZOO was created on my iPhone 6s+, including this song, which was erected by using FL Studio Mobile.

Pre-Orders will be accepted soon on my BandCamp page:

nchlstft.bandcamp.com

Check it out!


LYRICS:

I bought brother a sack of weed, to spend my vacation between your sheets
Ride the booze cruise, a one-way dance
And spent two whole hours in your 'South of France'.

I bought brother some brand new teeth, so he can finally smile pretty at me
I lost my faith in and endless sea
And let the tide take me

Gargantuan

I use FL Studio Mobile on my iPhone5s to create musical accompaniment for the words that I write.

Sometimes I use other people's music and record vocals over it. Sometimes my friends make music for me and I record vocals over it.

Basically, I have no idea what I'm doing.

NCHLSTFT