in this song I would like to express my bitter experience that is still often I feel. gambling or whatever it is .. I'm lost deep inside. 
I'm a bad person, I don't have anything, I can only believe in love.
hope you guys like it #LostDeepInside



Lost Deep Inside


I eat only once a day
sometimes not entirely
doesn't give a shit and seems
gambling sear my money

one night i try and i pray
bet in all what i fucking have 
hope you god listen my sounds
I sit in front of my game

sink to the ocean floor
without love and hope ( only the void and silence )
even hard to breathe
i'm lost deep inside of it
like I burn in hell
flayed and beaten, 
knife pieces
god give me one more chance

lie down while hold my phone
finger typing quickly yeah
when arrived at  destination
always finally never won

one night i quit feel so strange
life so boring here always
do something great always wrong
when i silent all be mad

and when it's done i'm always roar
and i don't know what to do now
like my prayers can't be realized by god
faithful , when i be an enemy?

Lost Deep Inside ( phone version acoustic )

This is my new song Feat Trz on drum #MyFirstSecretBegin 
Thanks to the people who worked on the process of making this song. this is really cool!
song about girl

Hope you like it and make you dance 

#NCOLVEKAY #KMGTRZFRN

ncolvekay feat trz - My First Secret Begin

I made this song in 5 years ago, a little wound on truth, justice and Hypocrisy. This is love, love is blind. and I fell away into it. until now I am still searching for the truth of love!

this is "Anthem of Truth" by me, hope you all can enjoy it and bring you got lost in my shadow..



anthem of truth 

and there's no action
i'm locked i need go
and panic, days lost
i write a lot a dreams

a secret of love
someone fight with god
and sure will win? NO
let's sing FUCK

hope you, fill you, touch you and fall for you
hope you will kiss me here

let me to do what i can do
let me to this, better till end it
the last of the part love must be sick

i'm not emotions
i'm nothing made joke
like a spooky face, ghost
the world like want it ill

a middle finger up
and glared  till eyes out

and the truth will find own way
and the truth will show  justice
and start again
the world await
i love design new days
forget all past
forgive will fun
new days will comes with sun

Anthem Of Truth

This is Say Yes, Enjoy it!!

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Say Yes

Hey saya ncolvekay
Umur saya 26th, jelek dan miskin

Di lagu ini saya ingin menceritakan tentang sebut saja joni, dimana joni selalu merasakan hidup enak sebelum dia umur 17th. Joni tersesat jauh didalam cinta buta, hidupnya mendadak berantakan. Tangisan dalam senyumnya, candaan dalam perihnya. Impiannya yg telah tenggelam ke dasar laut dll. Tapi, dia kini sudah beda, tidak sama lagi.. joni sudah menemukan dunia baru dimana dia bisa menjadi dirinya sendiri, melakukan apa yang dia bisa lakukan dan inginkan. Joni berjanji akan berubah, melupakan semua cerita pahitnya, menulis ulang mimpi mimpinya dan menjadi lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Joni.. joni... koplak!!!!


Song it's cool "AKU AKAN BERUBAH"


Aku Akan Berubah

Pahit

MADNESS demo
good one yeah!

Lyric

I never want it all
I never asked for all
now, it was too late to go back
bitch I don't like this
This madness came never stops
madness never stops
shit, I really dizzy, crazy and complicated

first, madness about the girl
second, madness about our life
Third, madness about possessions
and money to survive
I strayed into the dark side
hatred, anger and emotion
wounding love again

madness 
a madness that killing my love
a madness that inside my life


I cry every day
I cry even though I'm smiling
you see me always smile?
but its so sad when i tell
tell the story about the kids
found a new world fucking shit
lost a fake of love, a silly fuckin' love


a madness arround me
the darkness behind me

Madness

hear this sh*t and you will know!


ncolvekay
BALI

You'll Never Know

this is a sad song. this is for your family... my girl ! :D


Girl, Sex And Fuck

hi i'm ncolvekay, enjoy my music.

i don't need you again by ncolvekay

#ncolvekay #godie

I Don't Need You Again

hello all, I'm ncolvekay from Bali Indonesia .. I made a song I dedicate to a better life. Thanks to my friend, girlfriend, wife, children, mother and father, truck driver, dust, sand, and others. you are all my inspiration.
#ncolvekay
