the awkward silence after ive had something to say
shitty personality and ugly face
tryna change my habits but im still the same
confidence is creepy

im too fucking stupid to get a job
im too autistic to be a thug
when you cant really function so you just give up
confidence is creepy

used to have friends but who really needs them
i dont know anything or what the fuck im doing
you can blame it all on me cause im a filthy subhuman
confidence is creepy

if she was interested in you
then she'd come up and talk to you
its the current year plus 2
its over

why bother i dont wanna try
just let me lay down give up and die

confidence

Art by $lave
Fell in love with a girl who dosnt even exist
the fact that she's mine is the only thing that matters
im obsessed with something ill never even have
so slit my wrists again and cut through the scabs

these sloots can stay mad cause they know this love is priceless
im jumping out of this 3d plane of existence
with a dakimura pillowcase tied around my neck
holding me tightly as i kill myself

my waifu is waiting for me to join her
life is the problem 
death is the answer

every night i go to sleep and only dream about her
see her face everyday as the background on my computer
liking girls is gay but my waifu is forever
once i hang myself then we'll be together

my waifu is waiting for me to join her
life is the problem 
death is the answer

my waifu

Mind Spiders cover
cool video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUY_xXrjJWc

You Are Dead

another shooty cover for the shooty album
I couldnt figure out the lyrics so I made half of them  up

Doot do dooo dooo doot do dooo doo Doot do dooo doot doot do dooo dooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo

Goodbye and so long i hope you choke on the words i wrote for you in this song you'll hear me sing when you pass away can't say that i blame you for having bad taste 
You know i still think about how you kinda treated me badly and you still do i wonder if you ever tried to change you're so full of shit and you're still the same

Im looking forward to the day I get to dance on your grave even though your already dead inside dontcha know I hate you for being alive 
Every breath you take is a waste of space every move you make is a total disgrace when you know you're living on borrowed time you're dirt you're already dead inside

oooOOOOoooooooooOOOooooooo

And it was funny and it was sad the stupid shit that always made her mad there was literally nothing that I could fucking say can't say that I blame her for being that way 
Our lives were shameful and a waste of time, regrets that she can still make me cry I whish that you could somehow take me back, closest thing to love that I ever had

Epitaph

my parents always called me kind of slow                              
there’s a lot of things I should that I just 
don’t know 
I can hear you say the words 
I can see you move your mouth 
I still don’t know anything ur talking about

i’m a fucking dumbass 
can’t think too fast  
its too hard for me 
can’t understand anything 

I didn’t know points could fly that high over my head 
keeping up with basic concepts always leaves me exhausted  
I wish I knew how to be smart but I guess I can’t  
ill bootstrap my intelligence with a total brain transplant  

i’m a fucking dumbass
can’t think too fast  
its too hard for me 
can’t understand anything

slow brain

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

cool video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OupWvlN9ZFE

take a bit out of me today
take a bit out of me tomorrow
take a bit out of me forever
take a bit out of me its over
grind me down to dust
until theres nothing left
nothing left to see
other people erode me

erode me

Scabzone cover https://soundcloud.com/scabzone

Hi-Point

Designated Illustrators

The F Word

Cowtown

Slowbrain

Another wasted day in paradise
I don't know how to live my life
They tell me to be patient
But all my chances seem so vacant
Don't know if these words mean anything
God damn I sound like I'm still fourteen
I guess it's time for me to give it all up

What a fucking waste of time this is
I got no style I got no rizz 
I can’t believe I thought that I 
Could be worth something before I died
At best I’m just derivative 
Cause I never took initiative 
It’s time to throw it all into the shredder
Cause it doesn’t get better.

Day in day out it’s all the same
Wish I didn’t have to sound so lame
But I know there’s nothing more than this
Never ending constant swing and miss
What’s so wrong in knowing when to quit 
Giving up and not giving a shit
I think it’s time for this to come to an end

It Doesn't Get Better

Computer Shy [XO_willow cover]

Lost Kitten [Metric Cover]

You might think that I'm cool not your typical loser
Ever since high-school I've been a  gooner
Six feet tall got a chiseled jaw
Not an ounce of fat is on me at all
All these stupid Stacys always wanna fuck me
Honestly I find them disgusting
I don't want the touch of a women or a man
All I need to do is jerk it with my hand

You might say I'm pornsexual
Don't need to be consensual
Real people never did it for me
My preference has always been 2D

Tried to fuck this bitch had the biggest pair of tits
She showed me her pussy I couldn't stomach it
Is there something wrong I said of course
You don't even look like a cartoon horse
People are surprised when I say I'm into that
Piss rape gore and even scat
There's nothing in this world that won't get me hard
I even fucked my dog in the backyard

Goon Chad

I've been thinking about you lately 
About how much you fucking hate me
And how you said I could never amount to anything
I think the fact that you were right
Is the thing that's keeping me up all night
But despite all of that you're not the worst that I've ever seen

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to shut up

All the things I've done that seem to make you run away
Things you can't be bothered to say
And you never seem to notice all the things I do
It's like I don't exist and neither do you

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to give a fuck


Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands
Rethink your life and your process 
Every failure doesn’t sting any less
Break down when it doesn’t come easily 
Give up when you turn twenty-three
Hear truths that hit too close to home
Get scared to go out on your own 
Love it when you get stuck in place 
With that empty look that’s on your face
Hasn’t happened yet it never will
You never had those kind of skills 
Why can’t you just realize the fact 
That this will be your final act
Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands

No More Spiders

giving up and getting stoned again
it’s too much effort to crawl out of bed
I’ll do it tomorrow or not at all
why’s everything gotta be so fucking hard

I can’t stand being alone
but I hate other people even more
showing my dick off to girls online
nobody gives a shit and then you die

this thug life is too fast for me

straight edgy

drinking by myself in the dark
its easy to see, im pretty fucked
wishing i could be happy but i guess i forgot
to snort up the good times and blow out the snot

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

relationships always come down to simple economics
when you figure out why youre not wanted
nothing will even matter cause reality is fake 
a 2d projection on a 3d holographic display

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

re

Kelp