@chewtoyxo @silnthills @nauseuos
produced by chewtoy

never

[delcada]
she don't even know about me now
i was falling out in the clouds
hit me up my soul bring it out
she look just like rei yeah she down

and you can watch me fall through the clouds
and i had it all then now i'm out
find me in the grass when i'm gone
bury me out back in the lawn

yeah they tryna get me killed tonight
and she was on my phone now she not in sight
and i was really down yeah like down for life
and were you really down yeah like down to ride

were you really down baby were you down to ride
when you come around swear that you're all on my mind
yeah she bad yeah she bad she never lacking
gota keep my eyes open yeah no lacking

i gota keep my eyes sober so no lacking
i gota keep my mind right for the passion
i was in the sunlight yeah just basking
gota keep my mind sober so no lacking-

[julemind]
???

[delcada]
and you can watch me fall through the clouds
and i had it all then now i'm out
find me in the grass when i'm gone
bury me out back in the lawn

yeah they tryna get me killed tonight
and she was on my phone now she not in sight
and i was really down yeah like down for life
and were you really down yeah like down to ride

AKA cult
yeaaaaaa

clouds (ft. julemind) [prod. moonveil]

written by me
prod @prodiv


im destructive, i break shit and start to yell
and im disruptive, i dont even realize that im being loud
im so annoying, i dont mean to be annoying
oh well
im just a burden to everyone and anyone thats around
ive realized that im too impulsive, cant control it
born this way, i cannot help it
this some bullshit
said this some bullshit
apologetic, told that i say sorry too much
i dont get it
dont mean no harm i just say sorry alot
i feel repulsive when i wake in the mornin
i cannott focus
even when i pop a vyvanse
doc i might have to up the dosage
snorting powders off my desk to stay up
couldnt describe just how i feel so i wrote it in a song

one day we will all bloom
till then ill stay in my coccoon
been in the dump like a raccoon
its hard to win, i always loose
go thru my day, always feinin
let it pass like a season
said let it pass like a season
i done been searchin for meaning
but i dont fit with the puzzle
so ill just search for a feeling
where i escape my troubles
put a red stain on my ceiling
it drips and makes a puddle
been in my room for multiple weeks
sneak out at night, im nocturnal

im destructive, i break shit and start to yell
and im disruptive, i dont even realize that
im being loud
im so annoying, i dont mean to be annoying
oh well
im just a burden to everyone and anyone thats around
ive realized that im too impulsive, cant control it
born this way, i cannot help it
this some bullshit
said this some bullshit
apologetic, told that i say sorry too much
i dont get it
dont mean no harm i just say sorry alot
i feel repulsive when i wake in the mornin
i cannott focus
even when i pop a vyvanse
doc i might have to up the dosage
snorting powders off my desk to stay up
couldnt describe just how i feel so i wrote it in a song

dear diary (prod i.v.)

baby i been falling so i know, so i know
i was fallin out i'm feelin froze, feelin froze, yea
i just swear to god i sold my soul, sold my soul, yea
i just can't remember what i'm told, what i'm told, yea

baby do you love me? i don't think you want me
i was so corrupted, i been turning ugly
i been most rejected, she don't even want me
i'ma pull it forward, moments that's beyond me
i was sinking lower, every single day now
i swear that i know her, she could take tha pain out
i got all these thoughts still, playing in my brain now
do you really love me? for you i would lay down

for you i would stay down- i would wait forever
i been feelin lovesick, can't keep it together
do you really want me? do you really want this?
ina lucid dream now, got me feelin so sick

baby i been falling so i know, so i know
i was fallin out i'm feelin froze, feelin froze, yea
i just swear to god i sold my soul, sold my soul, yea
i just can't remember what i'm told, what i'm told, yea

baby do you love me? i don't think you want me
i was so corrupted, i been turning ugly
i been most rejected, she don't even want me
i'ma pull it forward, moments that's beyond me
i was sinking lower, every single day now
i swear that i know her, she could take tha pain out
i got all these thoughts still, playing in my brain now
do you really love me? for you i would lay down

take tha pain out [prod. attackishere]

Woke Up Zapped · Schimo · DJ Icarus

Woke Up Zapped - Single

℗ MAC Drive

Released on: 2025-7-9

Woke Up Zapped (prod. me)

prod @winterfurcoat (ᴗ˳ᴗ)ᶻ𝗓𐰁

helium x2
in my fragile lungs
straight to my brain
ill go away ill fly away
i hate that
i hate this
i just wanna go numb
stuffing falling out of me
sew me up n fix that

look at me x2
antisocial go away
feel out of place
i just wanna fit in x2
i just wanna go away
will i ever fit in?
i just wanna go away

i just want shut out 
all these annoying thoughts
i hate this i wish that
i wish i wasnt so lost
i dont what to say
im so fcking stupid
my brain never registers 
im just so clueless

thxx deaduax 4 mix

look at me

2019

sipping blueberry tea
got your hoe&she with me
tye dyed shirt with red jeans
my eyes hurt she smokes weed
making me trip like lsd
make her do a flip of hennessy 
my ex bitch forgetting me 
your next bitch shes wetting sheets

&im in the street
everywhere i go i carry heat
make little bitch start moving feet
hit a little lick i love money
scissoring your sis i love to cut
scissoring your wrist im an evil cunt
cigarette dipped with some visuals
how your still alive is a miracle
i got dead friends looking over me
on the internet now watching beheadings
corrupted minds&souls always levelling
make her cry&swell for the hell of it
molly i would sell just to make a flip
lollies i would spell just to make you trip
poor mental health& a spastic twitch
i'm by the wishing well if you need the gift

uh oh i don't give a fuck no more
that stupid bitch shes at my door
you want to sleep when i wake up
i don't give a fuck i'll pretend

2019

♫⋆blueberry🫐｡♪ ₊˚. ☕tea♬ ﾟ (prod. joseph)

alkypinik - samsies (prod. 2004)

(directed by Francis Ford Coppola) 
prod. me x @hara035

goblyn x hara - irregular/marlon brando reloaded (directed by Francis Ford Coppola)

#Live4TheTrill TAPE SOON
Mixed & Prod By Me
Cover By @jugpace
www.instagram.com/sag4swag/

@Sag4Swag - Been Known Dat #Rare

https://soundcloud.com/selfloadingimage/sli-as-i-t-was-i-cantt-sto

lyrics :

yeah im rlly done w this whole damn thing-
yeah- thing-
i think that im losing hope , that im losing hope
beep, yeah i flex yeah im shining, yo
im justtryna change the game i aint tryna switch lanes
switch switch switch, uh oh
you dont gotta say it twice bc i heard u the 1st time
different states have different languages
do you even know like what im trying to say ?
im going to do it the first time and im going to do it the last time 
uh oh  !!
beep beep beep beep 
sang sang sang sang, uh oh
i could try again but i would do it like the last time :( uh- uh oh,
fake man , yeah i know youre  faking it :(
fake fake fake
losing yeah im losing yeah
but im stable now, but im stable
try try try try yeah im trying yeah
slide slide slide slide you cant slide through, no
you could lick my teeth if you wanted to
if you see me in person it wouldn't even change
it wouldnt even matter, uh oh uh oh-
im so over you im so over you
make the same mistake, make the same mistake :/ 
beat it ima beat it ima leave it leave it
ive been holding on every damn day 
yeah i see ! yeah i see ! ya !

self loading image - honestly, i'm good <3 !!

@hatred2 💞  ᵘ Ⓡ ˢ𝕥ƗlＬ ωᎥtн ᗰ𝔢 𝓲 𝕃Ⓞ𝓿乇 Ｙ𝐎υ 
ɘm ɿoᎸ mɘʜƚ ƚᴎuɒʜ
Always was Always Will be


All vocals and lyrics by me (2013-present)
 ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵒˡᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ⁿᵉʷ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠⁱᵈᵈˡᵉᵈ ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ


f̶̨͍̭̉̈́u̷͇̯̱̯̩̖͙͙̅͜c̸̲͖͚͎̦̊͗͑̽̔͜ǩ̴̨̫̮̹͙͆̀̐ ̴̥̹̙͇̽̓́̑̈r̸̡̺̦̣̲͗̋̃̓̾̏̂ͅͅͅä̷̺̲̲̲̪̰̯̖̙́c̸̜̻͓̖͓̦͈̲̑͋̈́i̴̖̲͐̊̂̽́̍̅̌͘͘ŝ̷̛̮̖̺̪̰̞͍̀̂m̷̫̺̩̫͍̪͔̮͚̯̓̾̑̏̾̈́͊ ̸̭͖̟̙͓͓͓̙̪̎͐̎͆̊̀͒l̸̗̑̐͂̃ȍ̸͎͕͒̓͂v̴̢̫̫̠̙̼̯͙̥̐̈́̈̚͜è̵̘̥̞̥̤̩̼͂4̶͈̩̮̟̀̈́ͅd̷̢̥̃a̵̟̱̍͌̃̒̎͝ͅ ̸̱͔̠̙̐̉̒͗͠r̷̡̟͍̲̭̳͋́͆̉̇́e̵̢͕͓̮̅̎͒̀̓̔̽̋̕͠ͅa̶̛͔͍̠̬̪͈̋̈́̀̿̅͝l̷̙̝͔͇̯̦̇̅͝1̶̖̦̞͕̖͌̀̅͝͝s̷̡̭̩͙̠̞͗̈́̐̑̏́͝ ̴̡̧̟̫̦̅̿͜m̴̘͍̙͗̐y̸̧̨̘̟̣͒̓̄͌͆ ̶̼̖̙͙̤̗̈́f̸̱̩̓̓͛͝͠͝r̶̢̪̓̒̈͗̀̄̔̈́͘i̸͔̿e̶̛̻̝̙͈͈̰̲̊̄̀̀̓̓͜ͅn̵̻͇͇̥̩͔̏̂̐͑͊̉͘̚͠d̴̛͉͔̈́͆̓͛̍̌̀̋ ̸̡̰̣̙͇̜̪̗̂̎̅͂̈͒̈͠w̴̡̦̦̯̫̯̋̅i̴̝̬̫̖̜̯͉͚͆̈́̍̀̐́͘͜͜ḻ̴̭̲̫͈̟͚̥͂̔̌̊ͅl̵̞͕̍͛̀̂̉̏̃̕͠ ̸͍̹͎̱̻͕͋̅̋͜h̵̟͍̜͕̯̤͍̹̅͛͜a̷̠̘̝̣̥͕̙̣̠͂̿̈̈́͐̓̕u̶͔̅̊́̿̃͠ņ̷̝̑͠t̷̨̢̡̪̖͇̂̾̏̊̒̈ ̶̦̩́̈͝ư̸̻̯̦̯̬͕̤͂̈́̎̄͝͝ ̶̨̢̛̠̖̼̀̾̿̈́f̷̳̫̺̬̖̖̅̍́̀̍̃a̵̱͔̍ḵ̵͙͍̼́͂e̷̺̓̈́̇̋̒̈́̈̿̊ ̷̡̡̤͉̥͎̀͂̓̀c̴̢̭͙̱̞̓̋͗̿͛ù̶͙̏͒̒̄̒̅͘͝͝n̶̳̫̮̱͕̮̒͒̂ͅt̷̜͕̱̪̍̉́̽͌̀̊͑̎͠ͅs̷̜͙̻̮̉̒̀̋̃̚͝ ̷̧̦͕̱̜̥̓̽͜ÿ̴́͒̾̉̇̀͗̄̔̕͜k̷̡͔̙̯͔̹͖̂́͑̈́ ̸̡̡̜̞̺͔͎̓̀̑̏̋͒͊́͘̕w̵͉̭̰̪̪̻͇̭̠̞̽͛͐͛̌̐̍h̷̰̱̲̗̭̩͚̅͜o̸̳̹̼͙̭̊̎͂̃͝ͅ ̵̛̣͕̭̯̻͙̯̪͈̫̔̀̌̾̔̒̚ů̷̖̮͖͖̺̲̹̰̜͒̿̿̄̀̕ ̸̧̫̩̹̬̪͚̜̦̳̀͋̀̆̀́̌r̷̳̺͈͇̥̕fuckwar1999 But All4🩸 if you cross me 

Don't Dance4The Crowd Dance4The Spirits

  𐦂𖨆𐀪𖠋🖤💛❤️🏳️‍🌈✂️✂️✂️🦘

-Uncle Friday✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧
https://youtu.be/2RSsoTJA6cA

♫⋆blueberry🫐｡♪ ₊˚. ☕tea♬ ﾟ (prod. joseph)

Nearest Possible Friday

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