sadness

Lyrics:

I know it's better deep down in the ground
Than to stand here and listen to your hurtful sounds
Why would you ever leave me on this
Cold floor to bleed away everything we stood for?
You were my last great hope
Now I ask you, why?
Why?

I thought you were my only friend
But now that we have reached our lonely end
Now I see the dagger is in my back
And I didn't see it coming
The times I've bled don't you remember
When the snow turned red back in December?
I loved you more than any other
I would have...
Given my life for you...
But it seems that you have taken it from me
But it seems that you have taken it from me
Why my friend?
How did we end?
Answer me my friend
Why?
The darkness sets so as I say my last words
They won't be ones of hate
When you see my corpse you will realize your mistake
Don't cry for me, my friend
It's too late

My Brutus [14x]

𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐬 - 𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐬

𝐇𝐲𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐚 - 𝐅𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐮𝐫𝐞

Trist - Neni Cesty Zpet II

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In the innermost sanctum of certain temples there's a pool in which the darkness resides, ever pulsing, ever in flux. When one's life cycle is about to reach its end, they are offered the Ab'us trial, a ceremonial confrontation with the void.
Entering the sanctum, leaving the crutches of religious practices behind, they are given the chance to engage in battle with the dark unknown.
The abyss reacts with menacing pulses, periodically pushed back by the unique harmonies of the participant's spirit, a back and forth culminating in the vocal manifestation of the person's innermost wish to end the battle, either by domination or with a truce.
Hence this incantation is unique for each individual, aggressive and threatening for some, calming and harmonious for others, based on the characteristics of their spirit.
If the battle is unsuccessful, the participant's soul is dissolved in white noise, their spirit put to sleep until their cycle can start anew.
If the individual manages to forge a harmonious cooperation with the darkness, together they reach the Plane of Rest, a place void of earthly thoughts and desires.
The harmonies and beats of the spirit merge with the tamed pulses and noises of the abyss, taking the form of unique and improvisative music in which the spirit can rest until they are ready to continue their journey.
Moving on to a destination of their own choice, freely travelling across the vast oceans of white noise, with the darkness as their companion.

- 0.00 - 0.40 -- introduction to the sounds of the abyss
- 0.40 - 0.55 -- the participant enters the sanctum, a bell sound signals the start of the confrontation
- 0.55 - 1.10 -- the abyss is alerted by the presence and reacts to it in the form of distorted sounds
- 1.10 - 1.35 -- the participant moves closer and challenges the abyss
- 1.35 - 2.05 -- the first push
- 2.05 - 2.35 -- the abyss reacts with strong pulses
- 2.35 - 3.05 -- a sharper and harsher second push, aiming to cut and wound the darkness
- 3.05 - 3.15 -- the darkness is weaker and pushed back
- 3.15 - 4.00 -- the incantation as the final blow, words offering the choice of cooperation or defeat
- 4.00 - 4.25 -- the dark pulse is disjointed, a bell sound signals the end of the confrontation
- 4.25 - 4.50 -- the last, mellow push, offering a hand to the defeated opponent
- 4.50 - 5.00 -- the darkness yields
- 5.00 - 9.00 -- the well deserved rest after the confrontation
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The Ab'us trial

Re-mastered track 
From the Painful Depression album Keeping The Pain Alive

sadness

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