I'm so happy to drop something different for yall. I've been wanting to dabble in different sounds for a long time and now I'm in the right space to do so! I hope yall enjoy what me and my brother cooked up 🙏🏾🙏🏾

LET'S GO OFF THE WALL!!!

Written by nebula. and Yugi
Produced by Yugi
Mixed and Mastered by Yugi


Lyrics:
Yea why you always talkin down 
You could never hold it down huh
Put yo daddy money down huh
Count my chedder count my bounty 
Got me feelin like im spike now
Funny how you niggas doubt me 
Funny how you niggas bite now
Itty bitty nigga pipe down
Use to hate me a fan now
All i ever see is bands now
Do em dirty dirty dan style
Lil homie better stand down
Lil homie better stand down
Lil nigga betta stand down
Momma told me im the man now


Chorus:
ik the reason they mad, they hatin on me cuz my money tall
walk in the store & we ball
we goin off of the wall
i dont have time for the beef
i am not getting involved 
idk why u keep callin me gang, when i do not know u at all

Yugi verse:
me & lil nebby just like kel & kenan
he said he was widdit but he didnt mean it
he said he was bout it but we know it’s cap
& i got a blade it’s sittin on my lap
i keep a katana i don’t need a strap
i remember when they laughed at us
i remember they was teasin us
now they say that they believe in us
now they claiming that they wanna see  me goin up, but ik they lyin
he said he dont like me that’s fine
i cant believe he rlly think i care 
he said he was pullin up he wouldn’t dare 
these niggas rlly think that im scared 
yo girl like it when i shake my hair
we rlly them niggas it ain even fair



2nd verse:
Magazine yea we DID THAT
Got em shook now they big mad
Lil homie take a chill pill
Lil homie take a tic tac
Why you messin wit the S class
If you lame then admit that
My katana got some kickback
If you want it come and get it
Jin and mugen know we wit it
We gone send that boy to space 
We gone send that boy to venice
We gone do the money dance
Want our money in advance
If you really think you bout it
Run them hands 
Run them hands
Run them hands
Run them hands


Spotify

Off The Wall (ft Yugi)

Grief: deep sorrow, especially that caused by someone's death. This is a feeling that is inescapable even after you have moved on in life. The feeling you get when you see a picture or watch a video of someone you lost is still there. All the emotions you thought were gone start rushing back to you like a title wave on a seashore. It's ok to still feel like this because it shows you haven't forgotten about this person. I wrote this song for the ones who still feel that grief the ones who still remember. 

luv yall <3 - nebula.

Produced by nebula.
Written by nebula.
Spoken by nebula.

Lyrics;
I love you over the moon
Miss yo fragrance miss yo smile 
I miss yo compliments too
I remember when told me that my jacket was saucy
Everytime I think about the things you said it engulf me 
First time I didn't see you I can tell you it got me
like somebody put some salt on my wound
Crushed a lung 
Like somebody went and chained me to gloom
Can't move 
Feelin like i'm really walkin wit doom
Disbelief
Prolly why I never went to yo tomb
Ain't no beef
I just don't wanna shake hands with the truth
Say cheese
We was laughin we was shining with youth 
I wish I told you that I love you but its long overdue
It took awhile to get me outta dem depths 
When I walk I feel the weight in my steps
When I talk my stomach tangle with death
Wanna see you but you aint even there
People walkin and you watchin em stare
Cold world
And it aint even fair
Just another person gone in the air
Still remember still remember you dear
Still remember you dear.....

I Still Remember

This song is off the EP I hope you guys enjoy this one is for yall

Written by nebula
produced by FR0WNS
Mixed and Mastered by nebula.

Lyrics nebula:
It always hurt when I see love at times
My heart get tangled up
Always thinkin when im gone get mine
Unattainable 
Never had nobody love my shine
Got anxiety 
Everytime I try to say my lines
Can't see through the lies
Ever since I thought that I was fine
There was a girl of mine 
Always told me that I was divine 
Gave me all the smiles 
Reassured me that she's always mine
Happy on a high
Always happy cuz I found a prize
Movin through the times 
That I found out everything was lies
There was a prank in mind 
That you had to date the ugly guy
Guess I was the guy
Now the smile I built was on decline
All the love I had 
Went away it shriveled up and died
Thinkin bout the times you said you loved me but you knew you lied
knew I wasn't fine 
Insurcurities they trickled down
See it in my face
Is it me am I the problem now
Try to work on me 
Got it down 
Its still the same around 
Its still the same around


Lynx Cane:
My vision aimless
Was linkin' strangers 
Drunk drinkin' painless, 
Envisioned stainless 
Decisions brainless 
Excision lameness, 
Charismatic  constructin'
Cuffin' comin' through coitus, 
Love was static conductin' 
Somethin' lovin' was pointless,
'Cause you build on rocks of love 
Not on sands of lust, 
Pain I truly knock and shove 
See the land of dust, 
Those insecurities burn 
Like sodom and gomorrah, 
In sincerity yearn
More lessons from the torah, 

Baruch ata adonai 
Eloheinu melekh,
Ha'olam o'seh 
Ma'ase be'reshit,
(Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the universe, Who makes all creation.)




False-Hearted Ft Lynx Cane (Pro. FR0WNS)

Produced by nebula.
Written by nebula.
Spoken by nebula.

Lyrics:
You know I been trill 
You gone need some Theraflu cuz you know that I been ill
Mesothelioma, coughin, nausea
Transformin forming my weapon
causing dysmorphia
Kill rappas punchin em down
Tell em get off of ya
I'm the problem that you don't want
Call me lunastria
Killa baby author b made me 
Infect ya corneas
Feel bad for killin the game 
Feel like I'm Barnabas
Told ya that i'm comin for blood 
I made it obvious 
Victorious in a war of starvin artist
Imma bush no competition I win reguardlious 
I discourage rappas from writing diss
I'm usually so humble but i'm tired of gettin missed
I'm tired of workin nine to fives
I'm focussed on gettin chips
But life a trip
Hyper focused on bein televised 
Give me a blimp
Imma get it anyway anyhow 
Cause I'm legend bound 
Wonder why nobody ain't test me
I think I get it now

Hook:
I'm really ill I think I get it now

Mesothelioma

This song is for all my people who love to stay home and hate being bothered and its also for nerds out there hope yall enjoy!

Produced by nebula.
Written by nebula.
Ft. verse written by Sweepy
Mixed/Mastered by nebula.

Lyrics:
I just wanna watch some anime 
I'm so tired of the repetition 
Been a minute since I found my solace mane
Every time I look around weird
I don't wanna be around here
Niggas thinkin that they know me 
Nigga you don't know the first thing
Niggas thinkin that we besties 
I just wanna be a shut in
9 to 5 be trynna but in
My reality be chokin 
I ain't notice it was potent 
Who ain't tell me 
Need my round please
Why you scary come around me
You don't 
Want no
Beef
Please don't
Test 
Me

Sweepy verse:
if i’m not out with the team, you can find me at home
tryna get to the green like i’m charging my phone
you’re in your bag i’m in my suitcase
ready to fly, i’m  chasin new dreams
i’m just really try to get goin
niggas thinkin that they my kin folk
but your not fam
not my brethren
not my best friend
not anything
you can find me slow dancing to whole lotta red
rockin some sandals that go with the fit
keep my brothers close, you were never there
i’m good on my own, i don’t need ya here
fire on me, engulfed in the flame
i ain’t sorry, get up out my face
you wanna see, what’s up in my sleeve
still shut in, but i’m makin plays

ion need u

Second verse:
Thinkin everybody foney
Always thinkin bout the old me
See a serpent every outing 
Thinkin dat boi satan owe me
I need my reparations now plz
So many times I tried to OD
So many times I had nobody
Plz call my momma call my daddy plz
Wonder what people thinkin of me
I need some distance leave me
Wonderin if my people need me
Maybe i'm tweakin lowkey
Maybe I do not know my own needs
Imma just thug it out like a G

Introvert ft. Sweepy

This song is to show everybody that i'm HIM and imma make my dreams come tru no matter what!

Mixed and Mastered by nebula.
Written by nebula.
Produced by nebula.

Lyrics:
Tread lite
Tread lite
Tread lite
Niggas trynna talk to me crazy like im scary or sum
Beat you up then go back to normal like i'm perry or sum
Running circles dodgin dem hurtles like i'm berry or sum
I'm exhausted carry the game feelin weary or sum
Feel like gabrielle imma bring it on
Know i'm the one
1 on 1 
Tradin dem blows 
Bet not opt for a gun
Betta take yo whoopin lil mane
And lets do what it does
Mugen flows movin speradic
But i'm smooth wit it cuz
Workin hard improvin my craft imma get me buzz
Im the greatest good that you'll get 
Turn you into a was
A has been


I feel like one of those
I feel like one of them


I could never fit a mold maybe i'm way to cold
Drip me and put me in gold maybe then you would know
Tired of being skipped all the time
Got alot to behold
Pay attention listen real close
Imma give you a dose
Of what im made of
My pen is venomous 
But fill it wit love
I gotta imitate the one thats above
But at the same time I gotta kill some
So I could win some
Goin crazy know I been dumb wit it
How many bars do it take till you niggas admit it
I can't get off of this
Know matter how you chop it and slip it
Im still a dawg at this
Workin full time trynna get it and still make time for this
You busy trynna twist it and pivot around the obvious
My ragin confidence made you fidget 
How many times is this
I'm speakin loud but nobody get it
Im one of those
I'm hopin everybody study my image
We 1 and 0
You need to sit and ponder, wonder, exhibit
That i'm the goat
 

Tread Lite/One of those

Have you ever wondered where you're going in life? I have
This a single off my upcoming EP Walking Aimless that drop Jan 13th hope yall enjoy

Written by nebula.
Produced by FROwNS
Mixed by nebula.




Lyrics:
I try to move but my body stagnate 
Is this the move is this the life i'm tacked wit
Feel like im joggin but im joggin backwards
Just gettin by just gettin by 
my time is always captured
In my mind my apprehensions scattered
How many times reality been fractured
Is it real?
Somebody give me answers 
Paint mirages on my canvas 
I can't take no chances
See the devil doin dances
Lockin up my bandwidth
All i ever do is panic 
Where is my companion 
Goin in and out of sadness
They could never manage 
Know my psyche is a bother
They could never vanquish
Reconcile within myself
The part that had been damaged 
How do I move
In my mind
How do I choose 
In my mind
Know imma lose
The cards i'm dealt I didn't choose
Shave em off
Had some friends I had to lose
Different paths 
In front of me
What do I choose


Walkin aimless

Walking Aimless (PRO. FROwNS)

Walking Aimless is a project about knowing where you want to be in life but not knowing if you'll ever make it there. Listen with open ears and vibe. 

6-track EP by nebula.
Runtime: 11:16

Tracklist:
1. Walking Aimless (Pro. FROwNS)
2. Play the part
3. Can I breathe?
4. Obsidian (Pro. JUNE)
5. No Empathy
6. One step at a time


Executive producer - nebula.
writers - nebula.
mix & master - nebula.
Artwork - @thehandofdoom


I haven't released a project since 2020 so it's crazy to be releasing another project after almost 3 years. Thank you to all my supporters I love yall with all my heart fr without yall I wouldn't be nebula. so thank you. Also thank you to my dawgs thehandofdoom for an amazing job on my cover art, my boy JUNE for the fya production on obsidian love u gang, and my boy FROwNS for a phenomenal intro track all yall are goated. Other special thanks to my brothers Yugi and rob for helping with the shooting of the visualizer yall are real ones now and forever. This project is an update on how my life has been you may hear some things are different from the way I do everything now. During these 11 minutes, I want yall to pay close attention to my words, cadence, and tone. Truly listen to what's being said and I know yall will have a pleasant experience. This is my audio art gallery so I hope you learn something new about me and enjoy your time! Love yall be safe! 

-nebula.

Walking Aimless EP

This song is showing appreciation to all of my close friends specifically my brothers. I want men to feel comfortable showing affection toward their other male friends which is why I speak so affectionately about my male friends in this song. - nebby

Produced by JUNE! 
JUNE!'S sc - https://soundcloud.com/juneayth704
JUNE!'S Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/3DjxW...
Mixed/mastered by nebula.
Background by yugikun 
Yugi's sc -  https://soundcloud.com/iamyugi
Yugi's Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/2hY0w...

Through The Fire(pro. JUNE!)

This song was birthed out of tired of being slept on and tired of not being taken seriously. It's time for everyone to hear what I have to say and to know who I am.

Produced by JUNE!
Mixed/Mastered by nebula. and yugikun
rapped by nebula.

Support JUNE! and Yugikun:
JUNE! - https://soundcloud.com/juneayth704
Yugikun - https://soundcloud.com/iamyugi

Lyrics:
I got the time
I got a plan
In my head
Feel like Richie rich
I'm trynna make band
London Tipton
When I'm walkin in
Need it on demand
Understand
Hope you understand
The pen is neva bland
Steady writtin
trynna make amends
Trynna get ahead
Of myself
Can you comprehend
The space
That I'm in
Only care about my dawgs
Keep me sane
On the hinge
Dem my brothers mane
Even when the funds
Runnin thin
We ain't cut the same
We don't ever budge
Neva bend
Got them razors on me
Fadin all these niggas who contend
Actin like you know me
You don't know me
From a pack of pens
Yea I'm really hungry
Pass the plate and serve another dish
Feel like master roshi
Origami niggas in a sitch
I'm so cold it make me twitch
Sweep my throne
So I could sit
Gotta teach the
Same lesson to these niggas make me itch
And my flow tastin like tussin so disgusting
Make ya flinch
Yea

Yea
You niggas speakin jive
I'm trynna move
Out the way
I'm trynna duck and dive
Trynna keep my mind on the race
So I can stay alive
I ain't got no time to delay
I gotta run the mile

Yea
You niggas speakin jive
I'm trynna move
Out the way
I'm trynna duck and dive
Trynna keep my mind on the race
So I can stay alive
I ain't got no time to delay
I gotta run the mile


If you couldn't tell
I ain't in the mood to play around
Thought it was a game
Tell that nigga
Stay and play a round
Can you really hang?
Imma be the judge
Detective Conan
If you really can't
Pay the piper bud
Rap ellipses
Make ya figure 8
When you gone admit it?
I'm the
Hardest with a pen and pad
Writin with intention
Tired of bein skipped around and passed
Im in mint condition
I'm just bein real like Johnny Cash
Goin crazy like I'm Roscoe
It's amazing when I dash
We can do the hokey pokey
Swingin if you wanna dance
If you haven't heard
I'm one of dem
Im trynna get my 10s
Got a doctorate and a Ph.D.
In given niggas hands

Yea
You niggas speakin jive
I'm trynna move
Out the way
I'm trynna duck and dive
Trynna keep my mind on the race
So I can stay alive
I aint got no time to delay
I gotta run the mile

Yea
You niggas speakin jive
I'm trynna move
Out the way
I'm trynna duck and dive
Trynna keep my mind on the race
So I can stay alive
I ain't got no time to delay
I gotta run the mile

Jive (Pro. JUNE!)

This is my best work to date I hope yall enjoy!

Mixed/mastered by carlathepoet
Produced by Juno Adonis
Written by nebula.

Lyrics:
I got different flows
Different equipment
like gogo gadget
What I gotta use
To get me some traction
Niggas tell me all the time that I be oozing with passion
Is passion enough?
I know my daddy
Never thought I'd be rappin
Rappin this tough
I remember when my cousin nem rapped
Straight off the cuff
Always told me aye just spit sum cuz
Couldn't adapt
Now I'm eatin down
Now they can't wait to give me some dap
I'm trynna make it out this small town
With my own sound

Only if these niggas listen
What it boil down
Know my talent shine
Know it glisten
Made my own crown
But what's the point
If niggas only tentive when the crowd loud
Case in point
The times that I be
Spittin to the nine
And I get undermined
Guess somethin in they spirit ain't align
I'm on they Dimmadome
Just call me Doug
The way I move the mind
You on yo tippy toes
To reach the bar
You niggas really trying

I'm gettin bored nah
It's giving meloton
Dozin off
I need alarms nah
I need bout ten of those
Its kinda comical
Like Mushu
I got some screws loose
You want some bars
I'll introduce you
To my sacred jutsu
It make ya ska dooche
Produce
The illest nigga
Coming out the mold
I told you niggas that I'm
One Of them
I'm really one of those
I'm trynna stay composed
You bring it out me
Every time you doubt me
Ears in tune

You niggas sound the same
I'm tired of monotony
I'm in my final form
I'm out the box
I'm out the cuboid
I'm really not the norm
Too hot to trot
I'm good to deploy
I got the glow
Just like Bruce Leeroy
I'm here to destroy
These niggas decoys
I'm
Trynna see what niggas be on

Go Go Gadget (Pro. Juno Adonis)

This song is off my upcoming EP called "All that I could do" and it focusses on the lost of joy being a very frustrating experience dealing with Depression, anxiety, and any other mental health issue. I've experienced it my whole life especially now with how my mental state is right now which is the lowest it's been. It makes you feel less than human but just know you aren't alone we gone be alright<3

EP DROP DECEMBER 16TH

Produced by nebula.
mixed/mastered by nebula.

Lyrics:
I grieve the lost of my joy
Feel annoyed
Everytime I try to conquer the noise
Null in void
Fun activites I fail to enjoy
Not a choice
All I crave is just a glimmer of joy
Just a bit 
When I sit 
I hope my anime hit

Serotonin got a negative dip

Tripple beam I'm not surprised that it tipped
Hold contempt
Saw my happiness it's gone in a blimp
Ain't dead 
But this shole is a glimpse
Need meds
Ain't seen my doctor nem yet
Hope they have my back
Keep it real
Keep it a stack
Give my happy back
Don't want my color wheel to turn to the black

But I know better than that

Not magicians
I know better than that

I know it's not comin back....

My happy not comin back

R.I.P Joy.

Memo 3/Stasis a Poem.

Draw The Deck.

Cogitent.

Intro.

I'M BACKKKKKKKKK😤

mixed/mastered by me

Regulated (Pro. Mayre)

Masking (Pro. hdnroots.)

Playing Human (Prod. mayre)

Believe

g o i n g   o v e r   m y  t h o u g h t s

IM BACK YALL!!!!!!

Lyrics- 

Chorus: i dont wanna hear my peers. No i dont wanna hear my peers talking x2

My peers talkin my mind in danger i need a ranger save me from the strangers 
maybe if i had a paint brush and some bruno major aesthetic magic mix it with tragic escape reality maybe forget it really happened 
and i imagined pretty sorrow and some shiny lapis 
intergalactic feelings puttin on my  darkened jacket it smell like roses dying overlappin flower patches i hear the braggin of the dragons off of little talent my thoughts emculate thinkin of vacant happiness pakagin all my triple beam balance balance savages of my mental rememberin everything that i been through i had some friends who'd assemble they assembled for funs and giggles then giggles left for the nickles it had me in quite a pickle I tried to give em some skittles but people just like to fiddle and diddle all for some giggles

Chorus: i dont wanna hear my peers. No i dont wanna hear my peers talking (sings for rest of track)

Peers (PRO. Aso)

different type of track guys i really hope you guys like it

Play It Again

Mixed/mastered by me

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Smile (PRO. Aso)

Produced by me
Mixed/Mastered by me
Cover art by quinnconrad on instagram

Niggas try to walk beside me and fall
Death be lingerin
Tounge tighten up when I talk
Lungs be tinglin
My shadow test my patience then dip
My conscience shrink again
I have a lackadaisical limp
Look at the state im in
Im cautious of the words off ya lips
I don't trust ya creds
I'm timid like the scars on my flesh
I don't take my meds
My cousin image popped in my head
I couldn't comprehend
It hurt to hear her name off my lips
My wound be openin
Corrupted like that beer in my fridge
The voices whisperin
My stomach touch the cage of my ribs
I need some sustenance
Reminiscent thoughts of my gramps
That im caught up in
They tell me put some pep in my step
But my footin trash
I stored some happiness in my shirt
I had to make it last.







This song is off my upcoming album "Scarred lungs" which will release sometime next year!

This album is really personal and explores some dark things that have been going on in my life as of late.

The album is also going to be very experimental so I advise you to please have an open mind <3

Yours truly,
nebula.

Stream on Spoofy!

Shadow Walk

This is a song coming off my upcoming album "Engulfed in the flame". I hope yall enjoy it - nebula

Produced by nebula
Mixed/Mastered by nebula
Lyrics by nebula
Cover art by nebula

Lyrics:
Ways of a man
His senses sharper than the veins in his hands
Rise and defend
Smile and pretend
Ascend from the den then he
Provide for his kin but he 
Shackled within
At war with the sin
Death got a grip and its
Engraved in his pen
Engulfed in the flame 
Heavy to tame
Shocked from his pain but his
Demands never change
Dues never paid
Lost what a shame but his
Walk not derranged 
Speech smooth as jade
Move at a pace with the
Scars on his face 
Cage still the same
Black as a spade but he 
Stern never phased
Mind never sane 
Chisled away
Days set ablaze
Peace what he crave
Pray to god for his rays
Shine through the shade

Ways Of A Man

Wassup yall im back with another one this one won't be on the album tho. Hope yall enjoy this one 
- neb

SPOTIFY LINK: https://open.spotify.com/album/3jItsQW19bEhXsyTdRSHUy?si=uhncMp_vSJmlkPU-2Nwspw

Mixed/Mastered by nebula.
looped by nebula

lyrics:
Weaker the brain 
Harder to gauge
When the 
beast leave the cage
Lost in the rage
When the sage 
Outta flame
Stuck in a daze
Wit a perplexed looking gaze
Crazy to see that the world is passin away 
Nothin but pennies my brotha
More I could say
Land of the haughty 
That scent is stronger today
Its all in the roots of the people
Deep in the sand
Closed hands
Less supply and more demand
Cant win 
Different faces same trends
Sinkin in
No love 
Just the winds
Yea yea
Headstrong
We on a fringe
We in a world where the ppl want revenge
They stay on a high horse
Stay on a wide course
Make god as a bad source
Eyes of the shrewd one 
Disguise from the bad one 
Walk till the prize won

Remember the time short
Keep steady and move forward
Look out for that cracked door

Eyes Of The Shrewd One (OUT ON SPOTIFY)

Engulfed in the flame
13-track album by nebula.
~~~~~~~~~
bc: https://nebby.bandcamp.com/album/engulfed-in-the-flame

++RIP DEDAWN++

This album is very personal for me it talks about how pain destroyed and healed me at the same time. From suffering loss, struggling with mental illness, and just basically finding out how to find solace within the chaos. I want to thank all these special people who helped me with the album my boy Elmer, my boy ej_404, my boy knowdoubt, my father the one and only ddrukenpoett Arthur Bush, and my love my cousin Dedawn I will always miss you hope you resting in peace. I hope everybody finds a piece in this album that they resonate with.

,,,,,,

produced by nebula.
executive produced by Elmer Krupt, knowdoubt, and ej_404 
mixed/mastered by nebula.

,,,,,,
art by Thehandofdoom


1. Engulfed In the Flame (intro)(pro. knowdoubt)
2. Shadow walk (pro. nebula.)
3. Disguised memories (pro. nebula.)
4. The strain of loss (pro. nebula.)
5. Fall of dawn (pro. ej_404)
6. Void (pro. Elmer Krupt)
7. 7 Day Confinement (pro. nebula.)
8. The Beast Prelude (pro. nebula.)
9. Jabberwocky (pro. Elmer Krupt)
10. Spirit of the lowly one (pro. Elmer Krupt)
11. Ways of a man (pro. nebula.)
12. Mother's shoes (pro. Elmer Krupt)
13. Comfort in the flames (pro. nebula.)

++Rest in peace Dedawn imma see you soon++

Engulfed In The Flame

My struggle with anxiety has been a long and hard battle. There are days where you think you're getting better and there are days where you think you haven't changed at all. This song is for people who have been through that rollercoaster of pain. I want you guys to know it's ok that you feel this way with time we will be better so please keep pushing!

Written by nebula.
Produced by nebula.

lyrics:
Constant worry constant battle from within 
I can't shut it off 
Guess that's how it is 
Try to shrug it off
Still, I'm in amidst
I cant hear his call
Deaf 
im in the pits
Chronic pain
In my veins
Hard to spit
Up in age 
But my ways
Never switch
Grab the blanket 
With my grandmother scent
Always thinkin bout the voices that I miss
Am I worth it 
Am I worthy
Whats the sitch
Never sturdy when im talkin 
always glitch
Came to terms that im never gettin 
Hitched
On the edge 
But I always leave a inch
To persuade me off the ledge
Hope it hit
Get the bunny that was carefully stiched 
Hold em close
When my head in the mist
Rearranged 
But the strain still exist
Not amazed that it stayed
Never was
Happy staged
See the cameras turnin on
Want my fade wit my demons
Bring it on
Never win
But ik I set the tone
Let em know 
this the vibe that I'm on

Chorus:
Want my fade wit my demons 
Bring it on x6

luv yall <3

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Hikikomori/ひきこもり: Shut in/Recluse in Japanese Society 

This song is based on the showed Welcome to the NHK which is about a man named Tatsuhiro Satou who is a hikikomori. Throughout the show he is trying to get out of being a hikikomori he doesn't quite get there but he gets closer than he ever was. In this song I wrote in the perspective of a hikikomori trying to escape trying to escape the mental disarray and pain. Step into the shoes of a hikikomori and live their reality. Hope you guys enjoy tell me what you think in the comments! love yall<3

Written by nebula.
Spoken by nebula.
Produced by nebula.

Lyrics:

Seen my happy in the room
We was never introduced
Got some paper and a pen
Wrote some notes to all my kin
Told em I cannot escape 
From the corners that im in
Put some posters in my cell
Maybe that would make me sound
Where was yo antennas then
When I was sinkin through the ground 
All around me blue as lapis
Watch it glisten while I drown
Feel like tatsuhiro satou 
To my room I know i'm bound
In my room there's no misaki 
Gotta do this by myself
Seein visions think i'm crazy
Wicked pick apart my health

I just wanna leave my room
Maybe I could do it stealth
Grab the knob it doesn't budge 
Feel the fear I always felt
I've forgotten how to breathe
Now my lungs is cavin in
Suffocating yes indeed
Walls is melting all around
Spinnin till I feel fatigued 
Where my hands and where my feet
I can't feel em when I land
Hear the voices of my past
People laughin never ends
Always thinkin is the trend
Where my friends at?
Where my mind at?
Where am I at?
Want my smile back
Want my time back
How my mom doin?
Where my pops at?
Want my light back
I ain't pass that

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