nah cant be

"i sew myself back together"
prod me 
vocals by me
mixed  by me

standin in the closet where my blood trickles down
im in feedback hell i cant get it down
another day procrastinate the pistol in my mouth
i dont even want to die my players maxed out

you sat and watched me crumble to no avail
you burned a fucking hole in my heart i cant heal

standing in the doorway while your blood trickles down
its more than just a heartache
my whole world is spun around
im ugly when im with u 
just as pretty when i miss u
theres nothing that you could do for me to ever forgive you 

standin in the closet where my blood trickles down
im in feedback hell i cant get it down
another day procrastinate the pistol in my mouth
i dont even want to die my players maxed out

you sat and watched me crumble to no avail
you burned a fucking hole in my heart i cant heal

selfsurgeon

Man i was a kid with a real old soul
15 year old when i pull up with that pole
15 year old when i was kickin down da door 
i was 15 years old tryma get alotta dough
i was a kid and i aint have a dad
he wasnt there and i felt like he dead
sayin dat shit and it fuck wit my head
he in the cut and we doin him bad
so bad so bad
we got it good why the fuck is you mad
we got it good why the fuck is you sad 
we got it good wit the shit dat we had
shoutout my mama cause dat my real dad
gave me real love but i need me da bag
i was a kid i aint mean to be bad 
walk in that bitch and blow up like a frag
yea yeah 
real ass shit i aint fucking witta sad song
pull up on the gang and dat boy gettin crashed on
boy youa bitch and you betta get yo ass on
talk bout my mama and i turn to a spaz
get him right now i dont care what he has 
walk in dat bih widda glock and a mag 
like how in the fuck do you think youa dad

not that got me thinking was he really even missing me
eat a fucking dick you piece of shit like you aint shit to me
all my fucking life you made me feel just like a fucking freak
you never gave a fuck you never put them shoes up on my feet
now we got him trippin cause we told him that we fucking geek
he talkin to my mama but to me he never made a peep 
like how the fuck you cheating on my momma widda wedding ring
but i cant be the same i give my lil girl my everything 

never gave a fuck bruh he never gave a shit
i had 23 birthdays dat a muthafucka missed
when i was a jit n all i wanted was a kiss 
all i wanted was a hug
but you never give me shit 
i was 15 when i done my first hit
i was 15 when i got my first blick 
now im 23 and i aint looking for no hand out
pull up widdat choppa ima let it fucking fan out
pull up widdat cutter ima take yo fuckin man out 
find him in da gutta now dat muthafucka xand out 
said you getting money but i know that money ran out
buyin all dat shit like you da muthafuckin man now

like how the fuck you keep on leaving me n momma in da hood
he aint do the right thing even though he know he should
take it all back i wish a muthafucka would
shoutout to my momma cause we making sure we good
making sure we good teaching me the wrong from right
taught me real ass shit
told me how to ride a bike
told me how to play cards 
told me how to fly a kite
taught me how to play games and i do it every night 
where the fuck was you at when momma bought me home dat xbox 
where the fuck was you at when momma bought me out dat detox
momma never cried cause my momma not the type 
but how the fuck you got my momma sitting crying every night
gave you chance after chance but you never turning up
momma wiped the slate clean how you still gon fuck it up
how the fuck you doin us so dirty what da fuck
how the fuck you doin us so dirty what da fuck

23 YEARS (DEAR DAD)

written mixed performed by @tamaeya777 + @jjezebel
produced + cover art by me

tamaeya + sex dante # what it is (remix) prod sffr

卩🎯山卩🎯山 {𝓹. ɭɛɨռ ɠ + 𝓈𝓀¹⁴]

prod rosario productions
written and performed by fps x krvmpus

lifestyle ft krvmpus (rosario)

I LUV U BITCH <3 FT. CHASEMAYNE AND MVRTYR PROD. KEDR

Prod rainn god 
Mixed by spiral forever 

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someday you will forget my name (prod. rainn god)

if u saw the og cover no u didnt

written mixed performed by @jjezebel
produced + cover art by me

I LUV U BITCH <3 FT. CHASEMAYNE AND MVRTYR PROD. KEDR

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