https://soundcloud.com/anotherfakecel

idk what to do with my life
im sure ill die before i turn 29
i waste i waste 
all of my time
i just i just
 wanna stay online

cuz i dont see the point in going outside
id rather die than get a 9 to 5 
i remember it like it was yesterday
and im still in so much fucking pain
fucked over from my highschool days
stuck like this dont think ill change my ways

(deo mar)
every day I get more and more insane
I'm in my bed and I'm slowly decaying
always thinking of shooting my own brains
cause that's the only way to end the pain

I don't wanna go out 
I just wanna zone out
playing with my online friends 
but they all went out
yeah they're all gone now
I'm all alone now
I'm all alone now



never going outside again (ft. deo mar)

i left you
please never try to find me

theres no ending resolution just one lingering pain
and when im dead and gone i hope that you forget my name

let yourself down

october 3rd 2022
ill always remember u, k.

wearing my dead dogs skin (pill friends cover)

and ill be famous

@thisisallthereis

Standing in the rain
Feet are in pain
Next time use the train
It's happened again
You left me in the dirt
With mud on my shoes
My feelings are hurt
So whats your excuse

X40, where do you go
X40, nobody knows
It's not like so long ago
X40, got nothing to show

(thisisallthereis)
My head begins to sway
As we're truning through the rain
I just should've got a train
But it costs way too much
And I think I'm gonna puke
'Cause the morning came too soon
And I drank a lot of booze
It's just all way too much

N40, where do you go
N40, nobody knows
You're always driving so slow
N40, got nothing to show

(Both)
X40, X40, X40
(N40, N40, N40)
Really fucking sucks
X40, X40, X40
(N40, N40, N40)
Hate that fucking bus
X40, X40, X40
(N40, N40, N40)
Really fucking sucks
X40, X40, X40
(N40, N40, N40)
Hate that fucking bus

X40 (ft thisisallthereis)

I Cant do anything

Another song idea. This recording was from a jam session so the track will be recorded again with vocals shortly.

Song Idea 1104.m4a

REUPLOADED CAUSE IT GOT TAKEN DOWN FOR NO REASON BRAH

I'll kill you. I'll kill you

I'll blow your fuckin' brains out

I'll kill you. I'll kill you

I'll blow your fuckin' brains out

I'll kill you. I'll kill you

I'll blow your fuckin' brains out

I'll kill you. I'll kill you

I'll blow your fuckin' brains out

You say that you're lonely, I don't think you're one to talk

'Cause you're so fucking busy always sucking on a cock

And I'm so fuckin' lonely and I'm jealous as fuck

I can't wait for the day you blow your shit smooth off

I love the way you look when you're on my screen

And I hate your fuckin' dude, that deserves to be me

It makes me so upset thinkin' what could have been

And it makes me so upset cause I don't know what you see

I'll kill you. I'll kill you

I'll blow your fuckin' brains out

I'll kill you. I'll kill you

I'll blow your fuckin' brains out

I'll kill you. I'll kill you

I'll blow your fuckin' brains out

I'll kill you. I'll kill you

I'll blow your fuckin' brains out

retribution

Yeah, do you think it's cute that I'm so fuckin' stupid?
Tell me that it is, 'cause I'm tired of bein' useless (Yeah)
I've been up for three days, everything is haunted
Everybody's evil and there's bugs inside the carpet
Do you think I'm frightenin'? Organ chords and lightnin'
If I show my fangs, will you tell me that they're cool?
Mirrors shatter when I'm passin', broken glass and crashin'
Little blurry stars scattered all across my room

I've been up for three days, everything is haunted
Everybody's evil and there's bugs inside the carpet
Do you think I'm frightenin'? Organ chords and lightnin'
If I show my fangs, will you tell me that they're cool?
Mirrors shatter when I'm passin', broken glass and crashin'
Little blurry stars scattered all across my room


Missing out

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