If u like this track pls check out my new track La Rosa.. (NotAGoodPersonPt.2)  I producer all my music myself with my friend and producer Icy Z. pls comment your thoughts on the track n if you read this thank for your time,much love n gratitude🤞🏼💯🌹

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

LIL NARNIA - i'm sorry (feat. alliknowispain) [prod. charlie shuffler]

as long as i can hide my tears w gucci we gucci

spotify

gucci shades (prod. savior)

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LYRICS:

 Playing with my head is too much
Laying in this bed is too hard without you
Everyday I'm getting too drunk 
Try to numb the pain so I don't think about you

But I never wanted to feel this alone in my life 
Take you for granted and push all my loved ones aside 

I'm staring at the floor
I'll just drink some more
Try to numb the pain
Yea baby I just need that

And time plays tricks all in my head 
Remember what you said  
Maybe I could change
Yea maybe I could be that

LIL LOTUS - Alone [prod. nedarb]

lyrics

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your chest
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

ya ya fuck being down, and fuck being dumb
i always love what i lost, why do i hate what ive become
and im so beat down, by the shit that you sent me
im sorry i cant help ive never felt this empty
now youre stressed out cause i dont care what my rent be
while im at vv droppin 20s on fendi
and you dont need me didnt say it i guessed it
well my heart bleeds cause youre the one im obsessed with

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your 
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
got some pills im off it baby im just being honest
knew right when i met you youre the only one i wanted
for you id do whatever baby baby thats a promise
take away the pain cause i know that theres a consent
got some killers with me ya i brought em in my pocket
i just sniffed the twisted got me blasted like a rocket
know that they fuck with me ya they love the way im rockin
and if im lookin sad, its just because i feel sad
know im fly as hell but somehow i still feel bad
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
and im obsessed baby with doing my best
its your boy lil death wont someone lay me to rest
in a year imma be poppin or dead
i said im bout to be ballin you heard me thats what i said

Untitled EP

Precautions are for the Weak & Living w/poloralphmacchio (feat. SMRTDEATH) (prod. haruhi)

**official vid**

https://youtu.be/CwDBNYZpbos

ion think i got that much time left

everything (prod. ka$ey) *video in description*

jump on 3 w/ smrtdeath (+ charlie shuffler)

spotify/apple music

"All My Little Scars" 
 Nov. 2 <33333333
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Prod: https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

LIL LOTUS - Alone [prod. nedarb]

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