i just got fired from my job
and now i sit and home a slob
i watch my mom she falls apart
she just lost her damn husband
i just lost my father
and my work amounts to nothing
i’m an idiot
i won’t reach a stretch of glory
with all these fuckin dumb decisions 

tell me something new
i’ve been graspin at potential 
but it’s too high out of my view
why can’t i be the same guy
that i was here with you
i envy you
nothing but the good in you
if i was half the man you were
they’d put me on a pedestal

i remember those trips
2 hours up north
to see your folks
those redneck
pricks but i love em
always on the way we’d say we’re hungry
stop at mcdonald’s and get some food now we’re in huntley
about halfway
we’d i spy or 20 questions
eventually i’d get bored
and be dumb to get some attention 
and rollercoaster road
won’t forget the feelin in my stomach
he’d high tail it down the road
always seemed to be done quick

can’t forget the cooking nights
if i thought it we’d make it
like orange chicken and some asian shit
wanna have it back and be a family of 5
this number 4 is missing something
and i really hate this vibe

BURLAP

send me
send me a postcard

sad to see you go
I don't know far you went
or how far youll go
or if I'll see you again
been about 3 months
I struggle to get a win
but I think I met the one
who makes me lay awake in bed
oh and mom got a new car
it's big and really red
but me and Jerrod grew apart
from the stupid things that we said
Alina met a guy
he's kind of cool
but not a 10
I think he'll make her very happy
If the kid can stay in check

send me
send me a postcard

update
talked to bean
she said she doesn't like him like that
that's okay
best believe I'll still be watching her back
I don't see your parents much anymore
and in about a year
I'll be leaving the front door
doing college? I don't know
at the moment I'm kind of poor
and I need to get some bread
cause I'm not working anymore
got a little lazy, tired
decided to quit the job
so hooray dad your son's about nothing more than a slob

send
send me a postcard 

listen I'm sorry
I did some things so I'm sorry
I wasn't great or the best
or even good more or less
I know I took a few things
more than a few to be honest
I know i said I'd be better
and damn it I broke that promise

POSTCARD

felt some type of way
when i was with that one night 
snuck a couple peeks
i knew you knew but that’s alright
we should’ve been alone
he had to come
i’m so uptight
i’m sure you understand 
you understand i like you right
like your color streaks
you are my beacon in the night
i feel devoted to you
you’re my princess i’m the knight
if i could show you just how much you make me happy
i would probably explode the feelings way too much for me

lemme speak straight
baby please yourself
i'll appreciate you 
through your sickness through your good health
baby please
baby please
baby please

i dont like talkin
but this is a fact
that i want you to hear
while its hot and i
need you
said that i need you
i promise i need you

i mean it i need you
not here to deceive 
or defeat you
we're on the same page
and we'll be our own people
but you'll be the best
and i promise im nothing
without you princess
and i did
a couple fucked things
im honest
and i cant communicate
thats my biggest problem
if it matters and it does
in a second ill solve it
if you give me your trust
ill keep it safe in a bottle

please yourself (remastered)

make me whole

I'ma do what I want with this one

dumb little bitch do you that I'm playin 
stop
I came in too hot
jus to be honest
I'm losing my conscious
no voice to be good
so I'm always a hothead 
I'm losing my patience
hm I'm losing my patience
my father is gone
can't believe that he died
tryna survive
tryna get out this hole that I dug for myself where I lie
will I get better will i
I don't got time to make more time
only time to work and get and get high
okay like hm

stop with the bullshit
got fuckers ready to bang full clips
you can't hang the misfits
unless youre here to take dick bitch

NAUT*

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