You Don’t Even Try

You Want Me When You’re Losing

Album Description: Energy Vampire
A cycle of extraction, revelation, and release
He doesn’t love me.
He loves what I do to him.
He comes hollow, drained by her —
the one who lifts him with praise,
then holds him down with silence.

She breaks him.
He runs to me.
I fill him with light,
make him feel strong,
make him feel wanted.

Then he leaves.
Back to her.
Back to the cycle.
Back to the cage.

This album is the truth of that loop.
Of being the one he feeds on
when he’s low,
when he’s lost,
when he’s forgotten who he is.

But I’m not his cure.
I’m not his mirror.
I’m not his spark.

He’s an energy vampire.
And I’m done being the source.
Let him find someone else
to drain and abandon.
I’m not his victim anymore.


No More Light

Energy Vampire

First Drain

The Bounce Back

You Didn't Flinch

Love Bombed

Good Luck Charm

Someone Else’s Victim

I'm a genre-blending songwriter, worship leader, and spiritual storyteller. My sound doesn’t fit inside a typical Christian or Gospel box—it’s rooted in clarity, truth, and lived experience. I write music that’s raw, educational, and anchored in Scripture, often shaped by the emotional highs and lows of walking through this world with Jesus by my side.
Yes, I’ve written songs as I'm learning to surrendering fully to Him—and no, I’m not perfect now. I’m human, growing in His ways daily. But I won’t write anything that opens doors to darkness. Every lyric is intentional. Every track is a reflection of the healing, insight, and truth I’ve found—and want others to find too.
I'm a nurse by day, and helping people has always been at my core. Music is simply another way I do that now—through truth, through grace, through sound.

You Don’t Even Try

Neesie Welch

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