the text on this song represents exactly my last relationship :/

this is amazing, i could really hear your emotions poured in this song, thanks for sharing this bro

beautiful song, reminds me there's still music in this world we live in

Teach me how to love you. Teach me how to love you the way you want to be loved. Because all this time I've been loving you the only way I know how. I don't know any other way, I haven't exactly acquired the proper skill set to love so, how else am I supposed to know? How else am I supposed to know how to be with someone correctly if before you, I was alone. Alone for what seemed like eternity when suddenly, like a random gust of wind, you appeared in my life. Little did I know, it would pick up speed and spiral into a tornado of emotions I never knew existed. Little did I know, the challenges and responsibilities that lay ahead. Little did I know, of what love could possibly be until you appeared in my life. 

It seems like I've made so many mistakes. It's almost as if you learn to love someone through trial and error. Okay, you don't like it when I ask dumb questions or when I make that silly face. Okay, it felt like you liked it when I held your hand in the car but it turned out you found it annoying. I'm still not sure if you're okay with the way I show affection. I'm still not sure if you're okay with me being needy or if you want space. I developed quite a few insecurities and I can't help but blame myself for either not taking in your information fast enough, or simply being oblivious. I'll be honest, it hurts not knowing completely what I should be doing to make you happy. But I want to. I so badly want to know.

I know you've been hurt many times in the past. So many times it disgusts me people like that even exist. If I was big and strong I'd beat them all up, but we both know I can't do that physically. I know theres nothing I can do to change what happened and I know theres no way to vacuum all the demons surrounding you. I know you're who you are because of everything you've been through. Once upon a time you were an innocent girl ready to give her heart to someone, someone...someone. But now things are different, you're so much stronger than you were before. It makes me happy knowing that you've given me a chance. It makes me nervous because I could mess things up at any moment. You really deserve better than anyone you've ever had before. With what little I have I'm trying the best I possibly can my love. I really am.

This song might be a huge risk, but I'm willing to take that leap of faith. After I messaged you, I felt the urge to play piano so I went to the piano, hit record, and played what was in my heart and went wherever my fingers wanted to. I may be horrible at how to words and speak, but put me on a piano and I can tell you absolutely everything I'm feeling. It's only a matter of if you understand what I'm saying and if you're okay with it. If you're okay with us.

I'm ready to learn. 

Please be patient with me. 

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