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"Remember all the good while forgetting all the pain..."

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Lyrics:

Verse 1:

it's that first day of first grade
that cute girl your third date
that back pack that snap back
you've had since the third grade

the first time you got laid
the worst time you got played
it hurt but your ok
you learned from your mistakes

your friends back in high school
we thought we were so cool
we'd steal Jack my dad's stash 
and drink the whole night through

the first time you first moved
dad's new job a new roof
new student made new friends a new start a new you

I guess things could be worse
dad's in sales and my mom is a nurse
yea
family comes first
remember all the good and forget about the worst
yea
some things will burn
others will hurt
but you can make it work
yea
just flashback and be glad that you can look back at a good past happy that you have that

I like living in the past
makes me thankful for everything I have
yea
every time that I laughed
it makes me greatful for the present and the past
yea
don't live life too fast
take it all slowly and you can make it last
yea
keep all the friends that you had back in your math class you'll be glad that you have em when you look back.

verse 2:

it's that time that you got caught
you snuck out and forgot
your parents were so mad but man she was so hot

that time you got too drunk
the first time you blew chunks
it's ok we all drank too much when we're too young

the first time you held hands
your first time in romance
you thought you had no chance but still asked her to dance

the time that you moved out
your parents were so proud
and waving goodbye they held back their tears somehow

all lives aren't the same
but we can work together and we can make a change
this life is strange
remember all the good while forgetting all the pain

think back to a day
when you were so free just to run around to play
yea
you can have that dayyy
just let go let your mind run away

learn to be young
have a little fun with your friends in the sun
cuz
in life you only got one
give yourself a break quit livin on the run

and be where your feet are
layin down at night just to stair up at the stars
and be proud of who you are
wear ya memories on your sleeve like a scar

#FOXFAM

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Memories [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics:
and if our time is ours to waste
to leave behind a better place
then I need nothing more than life with you

yo,
it’s hard days and it’s hard months
sometimes I don’t know what to say
hits me all at once
my pride is getting in the way
and I’m on the run
scared that things are gonna change
what will i become 
no,
I can’t take it sometimes
that’s why I dive into rhymes
that’s why we dive into lies
we diggin deeper inside
we try to keep up with life
we hide our pain from the light
do what we can to survive 
but no
I wont let it take a hold of me
find my passion make it happen I’m gon take control of me 
not reacting taking action I can feel it pulling me
a hole so deep my soul will need a passion that comes over me yuh! 
no!
I won’t hide from mistakes
cuz if I tried that’s ok
I’m learning life everyday
I’m 25 still the same
when I was 9 thought ok
I’ll figure it out one day
get peace of mind I’ll be sane 

and if our time is ours to waste
to leave behind a better place
then I need nothing more than life with you
and if I was the one to stay
would you still spend this time with me
when I go I want nothing else but you

yo,
they say to be where you feet are 
I just listen to the beat try to restart
I just listen to the beat like it’s your heart
so far I can’t seem to let down my own guard
yea
I’m defensive for a reason
hiding all my demons
affected by the seasons 
uh
sometimes I just feel like leaving
I’m sick of all these feelings
I’m sick of always dealing
yo
you say that I’ve changed but you’ve changed
all this pain in my veins is from the things you say
your state of mind never stays the same
you say your fine but you lie to me
inside your dividing me 
yea
we’ve got our highs and our lows
and when we’re high we’re so close
but when we’re low I don’t know
yea
don’t wanna be someone different
why can’t you just be forgiving
am who I am that’s a given 

and if our time is ours to waste
to leave behind a better place
then I need nothing more than life with you
and if I was the one to stay
would you still spend this time with me
when I go I want nothing else but you

NEFFEX

With You [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics:
yo, grew up alone on the coast yea,
had a few friends that were close yea
we would cruise to Newport for the show yea,
long tan legs oh you know it
growing up in Cali really ain’t a bad deal
the girls look fine and about half are real
I got my mind set on mine she a bad chick
I wanna see if I can get her on a mattress 
she said she’s almost done taking all her classes
but she doesn’t really care if she passes
cuz she wants to go to LA be an actress
I said that sounds about right she needs practice
hey
I’m just here for a good time,
hand me a margarita with a little lime
and the suns out feeling like it’s summertime, 
keep sippin while I listen to some sublime 

she’s lookin so fine
I think she’s got what I need
I’m wasting no time
want her to come here to me
should be a damn crime 
most guys would need to retreat
and in the night time
I want to feel that body 

the west coast is the place to be
with a little bit of honey you attract the bees
it’s the best damn thing that you’ve ever seen
just trust me take a ride down to Huntington Beach yea
I’m feeling good with a drink in my hand 
I lay out man working on a nice tan ha
gotta compete with these ladies damn 
a quick scan of the sand and you’ll understand
if you like it during the day just wait till night
you hit the bars and ladies looking outta sight
bright lights jeans so tight it feels so right
costs $20 Just for a goose and sprite
but that’s alright
cuz now we out living the life
out in Cali there’s a couple thousand mrs. rights 
another day in the life of the sleepless nights
if you ain’t never been ya gotta book a flight 

she’s lookin so fine
I think she’s got what I need
I’m wasting no time
want her to come here to me
should be a damn crime 
most guys would need to retreat
and in the night time
I want to feel that body

So Fine [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics:

verse 1:
when you feeling down on your luck
you’re tired and stuck
enough is enough 
you gotta pick yourself up
life gets hard
it might leave scars 
could tear you apart
if you let it be smart
yea
you wanna be just like the stars
take me to mars
high up and far
guess that’s a start uh
all I know is that I love making art
straight to my heart
keep up my guard 
and always work hard yuh
it’s hard to have faith 
when you had a taste 
of this awful place
and if that’s the case
you sitting there sick and tired of the rat race
the fast pace has you thinking this a bad place
you just wanna blast off into outer space
I get it trust me I’ve been there just wait 
it gets better if you take control of your fate
so stop waiting and get-going your own way 

are all these broken dreams
and these hopeless teens
how it’s supposed to be? 

verse 2:
I’m sick and tired of these broken dreams
these broken teens
sitting down on broken screens
it sucks, cuz I really know what hopeless means
but focus seems to stem from darkest themes
don’t park your dream
get a jump start and dream
of everything
you thought you ever wanted to be
then mark your team
together you can be something
be smart and see
that You is all you really need 
sometimes you gon feel like you don’t know
sometimes you gon feel like it’s going slow
sometimes you gon wish that it came fast
sometimes you gon dwell back on the past
I’m here, to tell you, that it won’t last 
your minds, stronger than you think get pass
all the things that, keep you feeling bad
and pick yourself up carve your own path 

are all these broken dreams
and these hopeless teens
how it’s supposed to be?

Broken Dreams [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics: 
I wanna live in freedom
I wanna dance with my Demons
I wanna drink for no reason
and celebrate every season
yea call my place the kingdom
cuz I got what you need hun
and we don’t answer to no one
cuz we’re just out here to have fun! 
so let’s get some
yea! 

I hate it
I love it
I’m aimless
and honest
feel weightless
I’m on it
cuz I’ve waited
and I want it
yea
and no I’m not playing around
I knock em all down and out
and they be down for the count
I’m lost but I’m never found

i don’t wanna be low no more
yea I wanna be high that’s right
yea I wanna live life at night
I don’t wanna get by just fine
I wanna be a king for a day
not a sheep for a decade ...
I’d rather play for keeps 
than a fair trade 
I’d rather turn up the heat
screw an ice age
I’m bout to crank up the speed 
call it upgrade

I hate it
I love it
I’m aimless
and honest
feel weightless
I’m on it
cuz I’ve waited
and I want it
yea
and no I’m not playing around
I knock em all down and out
and they be down for the count
I’m lost but I’m never found

Hate It or Love it [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics:
and all that I know
is taking it slow
is something I don’t
I jump and I hope 
I grab on the rope
I climb and I go
I find something more
I wish you could know
all the feelings that I have but you really don’t 
and now I feel like I’m running from myself all the time
all these doubts keep on coming while I think that your mine
and this pain can be numbing I don’t think I’ll be alright 
if you think that we’re nothing than I’m just wasting time 

and why won’t you just take me back again
I always wanted to be more than friends
I never wanted us to ever end
again

the rose whithers
there’s no pictures
i forget her
dont regret her 
hope she feels better
I’d hurt her never
hearts deader 
hold her forever
I won’t surrender
no center 
my hearts leather
hope I feel better

they say that pain is just part of the mind
I swear that I’m fine
I know, that she used to be mine
but things change with time
I think I’m alright
my thoughts take my mind
and twist like my spine
I look so alive
but I’m dead inside 

and why won’t you just take me back again
I always wanted to be more than friends
I never wanted us to ever end
again

Take Me Back Again [Copyright Free]

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verse 1: 
thought that you were mine
but you had some different plans
it’s broken by design
and I left all of my friends
I wish that I was fine
but the pain it never ends
it’s never summer time
winter always pulls me in 

and I feel so lost
and I feel so down
no this pain won’t stop
with my face up on the ground
and I wish I could drop
and just make myself drown
in the life that is not
yea u always let me down 

you left me outside in the cold again
I think I’m alright but I’m lost within
took over my life so it has to end
it’s over this time yea you came and went

verse 2:
I know i know that I might be crazy
I wish that I could forget you baby
I don’t know why but I feel lost lately
looking for someone who might just save me
i don’t wanna waste any time I’ll be fine
have to get you all out of my mind so I grind
don’t know what I’m looking for I feel like I’m blind
wish that I could just go and rewind back in time yea 

you left me outside in the cold again
I think I’m alright but I’m lost within
took over my life so it has to end
it’s over this time yea you came and went

Lost Within [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics: 
Verse 1:
gotta get it
know I gotta get it
got the sun setting fast cuz the winter always winning
and I’m so sick of class always feeling like I’m in it 
my mistakes never pass going back to the beginning 
uh
I steal eyes, thats my prize
and to my Surprise,
 a milli came to my side 
cuz they recognize that all I do is try 
and I ain’t gonna hide what I got inside uh

put my mind in a cast
cuz it’s broke from past
good things never last 
bad things get a pass 
got scars on my back
from the scratch in the past 
if I got nothing left
then what’s left shouldn’t last
if a life is so vast
then we shouldn’t waste that
keep your head up pick urself off the mat
and you gotta fight back
make a name make it fast
make a change that’ll last 
and the pains just a fad 

pre:
hold me down
I’ll still make it 
I won’t be left out
a good time is waiting
and I’ll make me proud
just as time is fading
I’ll look back and doubt
that my time was wasted 

HOOK:
hold me down
I’ll still make it 
I won’t be left out
a good time is waiting
and I’ll make me proud
just as time is fading
I’ll look back and doubt
that my time was wasted 

I’m here to stay
I’m here to stay

Verse 2:

the ticket man
is to listen man uh
win a hand 
that you didn’t plan uh 
the vision can
give a better chance uh
and I land on my feet I stand up
never gonna give up 
till my dreams real
never gonna give up 
till I’m a big deal
never gonna give up
till I can heal
others who are giving up
in the real world 
I don’t wanna feel hate In side
I would rather try to live than die
I would rather tell the truth not lie
that way I got nothing to hide 
i ain’t never gonna let me down
would rather face fears than a lesser me now
staring back in the mirror like you could’ve been proud 
oh hell naw, ima make it somehow 

pre:
hold me down
I’ll still make it 
I won’t be left out
a good time is waiting
and I’ll make me proud
just as time is fading
I’ll look back and doubt
that my time was wasted 

HOOK:
hold me down
I’ll still make it 
I won’t be left out
a good time is waiting
and I’ll make me proud
just as time is fading
I’ll look back and doubt
that my time was wasted 

I’m here to stay
I’m here to stay

Here To Stay

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Lyrics: 
said I’m cold in the water
broken and still
feel nothing at all
but pain and the chill

cold and I’m all alone yea
I can’t even see shore yea
and I got no where to go yea
hoping I can stay afloat yea
it feels like I’ve been dreaming but
I know I’m not sleeping 
I, just need hope 

said I’m cold in the water
broken and still
feel nothing at all
but pain and the chill

waves crash oh so slow
white foam overload
my mind never knows
quite where to go yea
and I feel so unknown
misunderstood alone
miles away from coast 
but no one knows yet 

oh
don’t know where I’m gonna go
lost lives overflowed
hoping I can stay afloat
if the future is so bad 
tell me why the hell I should hold back
tell me where to go when everything’s black
when it’s too dark to see where I’m at
like oh
hoping I can stay afloat

Cold in the Water  [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics: 

yea and I feel the pain
broken hearts they all feel the same
and I don’t want to be all alone

just pull me apart
take me away
tell me it’s all gonna be ok
I wanna feel like I’m still alive
but I’m dead inside 

all I know is I keep on waiting
my minds running and my heart beats racing
im not the same since your heart gave out on me, on me
wish you would stay but I know you gotta go
I hate change and I hate being alone
never the same the beginning always loved it more, yea

just pull me apart
take me away
tell me it’s all gonna be ok
I wanna feel like I’m still alive
but I’m dead inside

Pull Me Apart  [Copyright Free]

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