nothing ever quite feels the same, now 😔🌅🌌❤️

THIS SONG HITS AND FEELS ME TOO MUCH DEEP IN MY HEART ❤ 😞😞😊😊

I'm feeling lost not found I fell in love with sounds and I don't think that counts

And i can feel your pain now. I never got the chance to explain how.

I’m lost and I can’t find myself in the darkness

Dubey

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Lyrics:

I’m workin I wanna be great
yuh
working I wanna be paid
yuh
every decision I made
yuh 
I ain’t never been afraid
nah
I’m always trying new things
yuh
that’s how you grow and succeed
yuh
Man you just gotta believe
Yuh
so listen up while I proceed
yuh

want a couple hundred grand like yuh
got a couple hundred plans like yuh
man I do it for the fans like yuh
I don’t do it for the gram no do it for the gram no do it for the gram oh nah
I don’t do it for the camera 
I just do it cuz I love it do it cuz I want it I can never get enough

don’t judge so quickly 
yea we’ve all been guilty
and this life’s real tricky
just keep your head down with me

I been making tracks so I feel ok
I been making tracks so I feel this way 
make em back to back or id go insane
every single week it resets my brain
I will not retreat from doing my thang
rap, trap, rock love it all the same
don’t judge me cuz I play the game
understand art always has to change 

I do not want to be put in a box
without this music I know I’d be lost
I want my music to finally take off-
if you hate on me you don’t know me at all
keep my head down I don’t have no regrets
everybody gets so crazy upset 
sometimes it’s better to think and reset 
you never know when you’ll take your last breath 

don’t judge so quickly 
yea we’ve all been guilty
and this life’s real tricky
just keep your head down with me

I wanna party like gatsby
i wanna Girl call me daddy
I want a personal cabi
driving me all around Cali
i wanna place in the valley
I want a hook that is catchy
I want my life to be classy 
man I just wanna be happy

I been like rolling they loving my stuff
I been like going it plays in the club 
I keep on growing they see me come up
I keep on showing them why they in love
nobody knowing just how we came up
if we keep on going we’re blowing it up
we keep on rollin it’s never enough
we in the zone yea they fallin for us 

don’t judge so quickly 
yea we’ve all been guilty
and this life’s real tricky
just keep your head down with me

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Judge [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics:
and if our time is ours to waste
to leave behind a better place
then I need nothing more than life with you

yo,
it’s hard days and it’s hard months
sometimes I don’t know what to say
hits me all at once
my pride is getting in the way
and I’m on the run
scared that things are gonna change
what will i become 
no,
I can’t take it sometimes
that’s why I dive into rhymes
that’s why we dive into lies
we diggin deeper inside
we try to keep up with life
we hide our pain from the light
do what we can to survive 
but no
I wont let it take a hold of me
find my passion make it happen I’m gon take control of me 
not reacting taking action I can feel it pulling me
a hole so deep my soul will need a passion that comes over me yuh! 
no!
I won’t hide from mistakes
cuz if I tried that’s ok
I’m learning life everyday
I’m 25 still the same
when I was 9 thought ok
I’ll figure it out one day
get peace of mind I’ll be sane 

and if our time is ours to waste
to leave behind a better place
then I need nothing more than life with you
and if I was the one to stay
would you still spend this time with me
when I go I want nothing else but you

yo,
they say to be where you feet are 
I just listen to the beat try to restart
I just listen to the beat like it’s your heart
so far I can’t seem to let down my own guard
yea
I’m defensive for a reason
hiding all my demons
affected by the seasons 
uh
sometimes I just feel like leaving
I’m sick of all these feelings
I’m sick of always dealing
yo
you say that I’ve changed but you’ve changed
all this pain in my veins is from the things you say
your state of mind never stays the same
you say your fine but you lie to me
inside your dividing me 
yea
we’ve got our highs and our lows
and when we’re high we’re so close
but when we’re low I don’t know
yea
don’t wanna be someone different
why can’t you just be forgiving
am who I am that’s a given 

and if our time is ours to waste
to leave behind a better place
then I need nothing more than life with you
and if I was the one to stay
would you still spend this time with me
when I go I want nothing else but you

NEFFEX

With You [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics:
take me away
to a much better place
yea we could run away
yea we could go today
just take me away
where we all feel the same
where we all feel okay
where we all feel no pain
I don’t wanna stay down, no more
hit me with the pain and the stab as I grow 
turn up the mic gain as I grab what I know 
I want the right fame just to pass you my flow
I wanna teach the masses
like classes
just how to practice so maybe you could pass this
class called life
we live then we die
so we might as well try
not only get by
before you’re in the sky 

I’ve been running long enough think it’s time now
for me to face it all
every second going by I’m losing time now
it’s time to take it on 

I’m ok yea I’m ok yea
there no pain yea no there’s no pain yea
I’m ok yea I’m ok yea

I’ve been running long enough think it’s time now
for me to face it all
every second going by I’m losing time now
it’s time to take it on 

back to the verse
back to the curse
hit me where it hurts
everyone’s the worse
I only got myself
I don’t need any help
already been through hell
I know that you can tell 
I only need a chance
I only need a plan
I’m going all in
and I’ll do it cuz I can
feel like you’re fallin
catch yourself with my hand
I’ll pull you back up
till your feet feel the land 

these words the verse it hurts I work rehearse I purge the curse,
these words immerse my nerves I slur at first then work reverse
now I talk with intent
I talk to defend
I talk to the world 
and I meant what I said
I talk and I blend 
a speech from a friend
its not about the life
it’s what you do before it ends 

I’ve been running long enough think it’s time now
for me to face it all
every second going by I’m losing time now
it’s time to take it on 

I’m ok yea I’m ok yea
there no pain yea no there’s no pain yea
I’m ok yea I’m ok yea

I’ve been running long enough think it’s time now
for me to face it all
every second going by I’m losing time now
it’s time to take it on

Take Me Away [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics:
and we could just fade away
into each other’s lives
and we could just fade away
until we’re all alright 

just like bird I would like to fly away yo
off of this earth I would fly with the halos
dont know my worth but I figured out how pain goes
treat it as a curse or reverse it ok go
back to a time when I didn’t make choices 
back to a time when my parents were my voices
back to a time when I used to take classes
back to a time when I couldnt really pass shit
it’s happens
try to figure out fate yo
I try to figure out hate yo
on the beach in San Diego
feet in the sand it’s late yo 
moon up in the sky so high so bright
the only thing at night that can really shed light
and I wish I didn’t fight with my thoughts at night
I think that I’m alright but it burns inside 
find a place to hide 

I got too many thoughts in head
thoughts that I dread
opinions from my friends 
this shit it never ends 
I’m sick of all these trends
I’m sick of paying rent
I’m sick of growing up and not just knowing how it ends
so I plan with intent
today I make a dent
I’m gonna make it happen everything that I have dreamt
and my hand I extend
out like a friend
to anyone who’s ever felt lost in descent
yea let’s both repent
forgive and forget
and keep on moving forward till we do what we had said 
yea we feast on the bread
we eat when we’re fed
and we need to go shed
all this doubt in our head
all this clout that I dread
is now where I head 
but i Found out instead
that my voice it can spread
got a choice take a breathe
make a noise and forget
about any doubts we gon live with every breath

Fade Away [Copyright-Free]

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Lyrics:
and I just wanna go somewhere where I can just stay inside
where I can just lose my mind
where I can just go unwind
a scotch on the rocks slows my thoughts and slows down time
i think I’ll be just fine
it’s broken by design

im feeling lost not found
i fell in love with sound
and I don’t really think that counts
I’m married to the beat right now
I’m feeling lost Not Found
I’m drowning in the bass right now
I listen like a drug I found
addicted to the pluck right now 

i hate that time just keeps on moving 
I don’t get why it feels like it’s looping
I wish that I knew what I was doing
and I hope that I keep my mind so lucid

and now I lay awake
sometimes I never feel like I can take a break
I dont know why this world just wants to make me wait
I don’t know why this world just wants to make me hate 

im feeling lost not found
i fell in love with sound
and I don’t really think that counts
I’m married to the beat right now
I’m feeling lost Not Found
I’m drowning in the bass right now
I listen like a drug I found
addicted to the pluck right now 

and I can feel your pain now
I never got the chance to explain how
nothing ever quite feels the same now
I wish that I could just forget your name now

Lost Not Found [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics: 
wake up,
early mornings
late nights
hopping on a different flight
what’s the meaning of life
ay
wake up
same ish different day
make a wish call it pray
am I sick I’m ok
ay
stay up
late nights still in pain 
and my mind it decays 
as I try to make a change
see the sun
see it set
feel some pain 
feel regret
all the same
what is next
im to blame
for my head uh

life it changes
in many different ways yea
ya turn the page 
and you see a new day yea
be the same
or you go and make a name yea
listen to hate
or help someone’s who’s in pain yea

we all want love 
and we all want to be great yea
it’s not enough
so we keep running the race yea
this life is tough
if you let it be that way yea
sit back and love 
your own journey everyday yea 

I got a lot of deep Thoughts
in my bed 
got me feeling like a weak spot
in my head 
and I ask myself to please stop
take a breath
need to get all of these deep Thoughts
out my head 

I just wanna be known
I just wanna be home
feel like I’m all alone
and I need to do it on my own

I live for music
yea I love to do it
yea it’s therapeutic 
and I need it to get through it
I keep on moving
I keep on doing
I keep improving
so people can feel it to and
go on,
fix their lives 
one decision at a time
one vision one mind
 we’re winning this grind 
ok ok
let’s make each other proud
turn the future into now
turn this world upside down uh

I don’t wanna feel the pain no more
I just wanna make a change restore 
humanity the sanity is leaving for the vanity I plan to be close with my family substantially avoiding all calamity financially
stable it’s a fantasy it’s blasphemy I Hollar out loud cuz I’m crying out in agony  
uh
I just wanna help people yea 
cuz we all just equal uh
and we all just fearful uh 
of those who deceitful yea
but if we all just work hard 
and we let down our guards
we can open up our hearts
and figure out how the healing starts yuh

Deep Thoughts [Copyright Free]

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Keep Dreaming is Song #95 on the road to 100 songs in 100 weeks 🤘

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Lyrics: 
I’ve been feeling hella bad and I’m sad right
but I never look back
I keep dreaming even when I have a bad night
I’ll figure out my own path 
ay
I know all the pain yea
and some of the glory
I don’t understand life
or why it’s so boring
I lay in my bed yea
for too long a time
I miss where your head yea
where it used to lie 
why am I so fixated 
why am I still hesitating
why is everything devastating 
and escalating oh man I hate it but
I won’t let it hold me back
no I won’t let hold me back
I can do it I can do it,
I never hold back never give in to it no

I’ve been feeling hella bad and I’m sad right
but I never look back
I keep dreaming even when I have a bad night
I’ll figure out my own path 

if pain is uniting
then why are we fighting
and all of this violence
is keeping me silent
it hurts that you hate me
cuz I feel like a tyrant
we fight and you bait me
you feel so defiant
you used to save me
but now I’m just frightened 
yea you used to save me
your gone now I’m sliding -
I’m headed somewhere but it’s nowhere
I wish that u cared but you don’t care
I wish to say that I was not scared
I wish to say that I was prepared

I’ve been feeling hella bad and I’m sad right
but I never look back
I keep dreaming even when I have a bad night
I’ll figure out my own path 

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Keep Dreaming [Copyright Free]

"Here to Stay" is featured on "Careless: The Collection" which is our 14 song compilation of some of our best rock/edm hybrid tracks!

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Lyrics: 
Verse 1:
gotta get it
know I gotta get it
got the sun setting fast cuz the winter always winning
and I’m so sick of class always feeling like I’m in it 
my mistakes never pass going back to the beginning 
uh
I steal eyes, thats my prize
and to my Surprise,
 a milli came to my side 
cuz they recognize that all I do is try 
and I ain’t gonna hide what I got inside uh

put my mind in a cast
cuz it’s broke from past
good things never last 
bad things get a pass 
got scars on my back
from the scratch in the past 
if I got nothing left
then what’s left shouldn’t last
if a life is so vast
then we shouldn’t waste that
keep your head up pick urself off the mat
and you gotta fight back
make a name make it fast
make a change that’ll last 
and the pains just a fad 

pre:
hold me down
I’ll still make it 
I won’t be left out
a good time is waiting
and I’ll make me proud
just as time is fading
I’ll look back and doubt
that my time was wasted 

HOOK:
hold me down
I’ll still make it 
I won’t be left out
a good time is waiting
and I’ll make me proud
just as time is fading
I’ll look back and doubt
that my time was wasted 

I’m here to stay
I’m here to stay

Verse 2:

the ticket man
is to listen man uh
win a hand 
that you didn’t plan uh 
the vision can
give a better chance uh
and I land on my feet I stand up
never gonna give up 
till my dreams real
never gonna give up 
till I’m a big deal
never gonna give up
till I can heal
others who are giving up
in the real world 
I don’t wanna feel hate In side
I would rather try to live than die
I would rather tell the truth not lie
that way I got nothing to hide 
i ain’t never gonna let me down
would rather face fears than a lesser me now
staring back in the mirror like you could’ve been proud 
oh hell naw, ima make it somehow 

pre:
hold me down
I’ll still make it 
I won’t be left out
a good time is waiting
and I’ll make me proud
just as time is fading
I’ll look back and doubt
that my time was wasted 

HOOK:
hold me down
I’ll still make it 
I won’t be left out
a good time is waiting
and I’ll make me proud
just as time is fading
I’ll look back and doubt
that my time was wasted 

I’m here to stay
I’m here to stay

Here To Stay

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Lyrics: 

yea and I feel the pain
broken hearts they all feel the same
and I don’t want to be all alone

just pull me apart
take me away
tell me it’s all gonna be ok
I wanna feel like I’m still alive
but I’m dead inside 

all I know is I keep on waiting
my minds running and my heart beats racing
im not the same since your heart gave out on me, on me
wish you would stay but I know you gotta go
I hate change and I hate being alone
never the same the beginning always loved it more, yea

just pull me apart
take me away
tell me it’s all gonna be ok
I wanna feel like I’m still alive
but I’m dead inside

Pull Me Apart  [Copyright Free]

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Lyrics: 
HOOK:
the things we keep inside 
I know I’ll be alright 
I’ll fight with will and time
I won’t lose my mind

VERSE 1:
wake up and everyday told me a promise
that I would make it one day as an artist
music’s the only thing keeping me honest
I know that I want it I’m hoping I got it
addicted to all that’s remotely melodic
I see how some people become alcoholics
addiction is real but mine isn’t as toxic
although sometimes I feel a little psychotic
I know,
that I got it in me
can’t stop what’s in me
to the top believe me 
I’m not resisting
It’s all beginning 
I’m all but willing
to break the ceiling oh
take a chance
and do it
take a stance
and prove it
to yourself improving
every day your moving 
every days a new one
don’t fear to lose one
bounce back and move on...

HOOK:
the things we keep inside 
I know I’ll be alright 
I’ll fight with will and time
I won’t lose my mind

VERSE 2: 
some days are my worst days
but every day is a work day
I fell in love with the word play
if it’s a dream then you’re never really working 
and now the tides are turning
and as I keep on learning
I only do whats worth it
don’t waste my time cuz I earned it 
never got rid of the thirst
so much it hurts
listen to my words
everyone’s the worst
that’s why I immerse
in my own universe
and I know it’s a curse
prolly put me in a hearse
but I still write a verse
maybe time will reverse 
if I put in the work 
while everything hurts
take a chance make a plan 
you can do it yes you can 
take a stand and you’ll land
in command of your brand uh 

HOOK:
the things we keep inside 
I know I’ll be alright 
I’ll fight with will and time
I won’t lose my mind

outro: 
I’m losing my mind
everything will be fine
know that I’ll be alright
that I’ll be alright

Lose My Mind  [Copyright Free]

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Lost Not Found [Copyright Free]

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