Even though it’s not Christmas yet this song is the best

Can't Decide if I'm alive

She woke up
Lit a cigarette and put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone
I'm being honest
You just want those songs to be about you but they not bitch
You just another problem
And I don't need your trauma
It's hard to tell how high I really get when I'm at the bottom
She tried showing off her man to get me jealous so I robbed 'em

She still let me fuck
That's embarrassing as fuck
Or she just really fucking dumb
Either way I'm moving on
Y'all ain't never had the touch
You need them to put you on
How you gonn' get your money up
She fell asleep in the bathtub
With her playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About the way we was in love before she gave it fucking up
Lil bitch you lost it
You made this a show and then you left me in the moshpit
Took my clothes and stole my soul you been left me exhausted
Left me low and left me all alone baby you not it
Took that rope and left it on my throat baby you knot it
Heartless heartthrob
Hard times won't stop
She not the one I told y'all
She played me like an old song
I'm in Manta Rey by the ocean with my new bitch givin' me shoulder rubs
We heading back to the city when I sober up

I just lit another cigarette and put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone I'm being honest

But we past that
She says I lost everything we had but I don't think we ever had that
Fuck shooting shots I want my strap back
Girl you got nowhere left to hide
You a nightmare I got flashbacks
Can't ride with me you need a bus pass
Or you need to learn to pump gas
If you on my mind you trespassed
I need my money back plus tax
Cut you off like mustache
My love for you just rushed past
You wanted a song about you so I made this for your punk ass

She woke up lit a cigarette
And put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone
I'm being honest
You just want these songs to be about you but they not bitch
You just another problem and I don't need your trauma
Hard to tell how high I really get when I'm at the bottom
She tried showing off her man to get me jealous so I robbed 'em

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LYRICS:

This is not a Christmas
This is not a Christmas song 
This is not a Christmas
This is not a Christmas song 

The Christmas trees on fire
Santa’s holding the lighter
My parents are both liars
 I got gifts but want subscribers
Thanks for the candy basket
Oh god another jacket
My stockings filled with acid
Am I dreaming what just happened?!

This is not a Christmas
This is not a Christmas song (4x)

My neighbors compete to see who can put up more blinding lights
The kids all wish away the month cuz they want presents in sight
This year had
Me so mad
I’ve been bad
Got coal that 
is sitting under my tree I think that my Christmas has died

This is not a Christmas
This is not a Christmas song (4x)

When I was just a boy
Christmas brought so much joy
Couldn’t wait for the presents and laughter
I couldn’t sleep late at night
Lookin for Santa with lights
Those are memories I still remember 
Then I became a man
Lost sight of who I am 
But right in front of me was the answer
Cuz on Christmas I feel joy
And I turn back to a boy
The answer is to stay young forever 

This is not a Christmas
This is not a Christmas song (4x)

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LYRICS:

VERSE 1:
There's too much that's going on, I don't know what to do
Paralyzed by options in this world can't pick and choose
Everybody's life is on display including you
Yet I feel everyday is just the same stuck in a loop

I need some variety 
I’m sick of this anxiety
I'm sick of this society
They make us feel a rivalry

Compare ourselves to others
But we all got different mothers
We were raised in different structures
So were different it's no wonder

I just want a great life
Something where I feel like I just didn't waste time
Something I look back and say that was a great time
Cuz man i just hate when the years pass by the wayside, yeah…

PRE/HOOK:

(2x)
I’m so lost inside
And I need a little time to find
Who I am 
In this life
I will find a way to feel alive

Feel alive!
Feel alive!
I’m so lost inside
And I need a little time to find who I am inside

VERSE 2:
…You better watch out now
I figured something out
What this whole life's about

…It’s not the goal its the journey
Wasted emotion is worry
I’ll stop being in a hurry and…

I'll just enjoy what I’m doing
Keep pushing forward and moving
Appreciate the improvement

I was so stuck on a goal
Was losing sight of my soul
Need to enjoy getting old

And be so present
I don't know if there's a heaven
But I know I wanna get in
And sometimes I feel a presence
Energy in a direction
So I follow intuition
It took me to a musician
Now I’m on a different mission
To help others with afflictions

PRE/HOOK:

(2x)
Now I'm not lost inside
I finally have seemed to find
Who I am
In this life
And I found a way to feel alive

Feel alive!
Feel alive!
I'm not lost inside
I finally have seemed to find who I am inside...


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LYRICS:

VERSE 1:
They banished me, never to be seen
To a place where the air’s always filled with screams
So hot that the land only grows weeds
A place filled with demons and ghosts, tumbleweeds
Betrayed by some comrades
“Et tu, Brute?”
Imma get you all back
It's not “if”, no it's “when”
Better watch out cause I’m coming for revenge

Imma train hard
Imma go far
I will learn with
Every new scar
Got a cold heart
Yeah, a villain arc
Enemies give me energy
From the start
Got an addiction to winning
So, I will work till I get it
The sweat is dripping, I’m in it
I'll never stop till I finish
I feel the demons possessing
They took a hold of my vessel
The energy of a devil, yeah

PRE:
A new man
A new me
Better watch out you ain't never seen a beast
I don't always have control, he can be mean
Got a chip on his shoulder and he got some sharp teeth
Anyone in my way
And anyone who betrayed
Anyone I have to face

HOOK:
I'll wipe 'em out like the plague
I'll wipe 'em out like the plague

VERSE 2:
Bullets fly through the air
If you got a death wish, come outside don't be scared
Yeah, I’m more than prepared
I've been prepping for this day and now it's finally here
Better watch out
Cause I’m back now
New and improved, head filled with no doubts
They let the beast out
I let him feast now
I will be at the top, can't keep me down

PRE:
A new man
A new me
Better watch out you ain't never seen a beast
I don't always have control, he can be mean
Got a chip on his shoulder and he got some sharp teeth
Anyone in my way
And anyone who betrayed
Anyone I have to face

HOOK:
I'll wipe 'em out like the plague
I'll wipe 'em out like the plague



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Lyrics:
all these thoughts keep me up at night
what am I doing did I do it right
all these thoughts keep me up at night
I can’t think straight need the light

I need to breathe 
get me up and out of these sheets 
on to my feet,
another cup of coffee in me
that’s what I need
my eyes puffy I can‘t see
I’m too tired to function
buttoo lost to sleep, ay 
I think I need to be on something medication
I think I need to figure out this segregation
I think I needed just a better education
to understand a world that’s so complicated
intoxicated every night faded,
just so I can sleep thinking that it’s aiding
I feel hated
I feel hatred
I’m lost deepinmymind that I’ve created
I have dreams where my life is devastated
feels so real that I wake up shaken
needthickerskin cuz this life is no haven
nod your head, if you get what I’m saying 

all these thoughts keep me up at night
what am I doing did I do it right
all these thoughts keep me up at night
I can’t think straight need the light

I don’t really think I understand this world no
got my head spinning round in a circle
everybody lacks what they need internal
so they compensate with everything external
not trying to throw shade 
no way,
I’m just trying to find the meaning of life hey
there’s happiness if you try to live the right way
forget about what others have and life your life hey
be aware of who you are what your good at
take a step forward see where your foots at
stand tall stand proud
talk loud
every word out your mouth has purpose now
you just gotta get rid of the bad thoughts
hating others cuz you know that they got a lot
forget that tho, you got plenty 
your alive in this life, you got time go get it

all these thoughts keep me up at night
what am I doing did I do it right
all these thoughts keep me up at night
I can’t think straight need the light

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CRIM - I NEED U

co-codependency
you take the best of me
i'm so hung up on u..

co-codependency
you took the best of me
i'm so hung up on you
always scared that we be falling thru
can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?

so it's an issue of trust
everybody's drunk with lust
we all want security
but cheat with impunity
is my commute to work now subject to scrutiny?
goddamn better stage a mutiny

so don't get me wrong, i wanna be with u
'yeah, right' then all hell breaks loose

can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?
cus i'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots

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[art by onlyfriend]

coco dependency [prod. yungspoiler]

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