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i wana b the 1 tht ur thinkn of
tell me do u thnk tht this could turn it2 luv?
evrythng tht i adore; u do all tht stuff
it makes me sad when u tell me u dnt feel enough
u nvr feel enough
i dnt wana get in the way of thngs
ik if i was her id h8 me
ik if i was her itd drive me crazie
i been thinkn i should probly back off lately

but ur so cute 
nd im a prblm
u prbly deal with this way 2 often
i dnt wana hurt u take caution
it wont work w/o a guilty conscious
woah
thnk abt u when i sleep 
u bleed the blood that i bleed
can i still b ur frind at least?
yea
in luv with ur company 
cnt say it more honestly
dnt let me ruin thngs 4 u im just a nobody

how could i not see this comin?
i dnt wana keep runnin from luv
look at who i am becomin
who could luv this?
bby, who could luv this?

i wana b the 1 tht ur thinkn of
tell me do u thnk tht this could turn it2 luv?
evrythng tht i adore; u do all tht stuff
it makes me sad when u tell me u dnt feel enough
u nvr feel enough
i dnt wana get in the way of thngs
ik if i was her id h8 me
ik if i was her itd drive me crazie
i been thinkn i should probly back off lately

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guilty conscious (lyrics in desc.)

yea
i wndr if its ovr then it all comes back like noooo
she asked me if im sober im like bby u dnt get it like noooo
she told me 2 kick the drugs, but thts my only luv 
ohhhh
yea
mayb im jus not enough
i surely havnt felt in months

i went 2 the mall, i had 2 
realized evrythng sucks here w/o u 
my life; mildew
new tattoo looks at u
couple k on me
brnd new jeans alyx
since uve left i ben livn 4 the finr thngs
how i rly feel, cnt tell nobdy
i move quiet when i step so they cnt see me

couple k on me
brnd new jeans alyx
since uve left i ben livn 4 the finr thngs
how i rly feel, cnt tell nobdy
i move quiet when i step so they cnt see me

yea
i wndr if its ovr then it all comes back like noooo
she asked me if im sober im like bby u dnt get it like noooo
she told me 2 kick the drugs, but thts my only luv 
ohhhh
yea
mayb im jus not enough
i surely havnt felt in months

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mildew (lyrics in desc.)

go nuts +nadir

Lyrics:
That's just how it was
Didn't wanna budge
Now I'm goin' dumb
Two perc 10s meltin' on my tongue
Always on a buzz
I could never get enough 
Tell me, is this love?
Tell me, am I better without us?

I walked out the store with my Nikes on
And baby, you are not just anyone 
Wish I had someone to listen now 
I wish I had someone around just to hear me out 
Wake up every day walking through ashes
I walked out of Neiman Marcus with a backpack
What goes around comes around, and I dread that 

I wrote an apology; I cant send that 
No chance cause you don't wanna hear it
You got it twisted; can't take the distance

That's just how it was
Didn't wanna budge
Now I'm goin' dumb
Two perc 10s meltin' on my tongue
Always on a buzz
I could never get enough 
Tell me, is this love?
Tell me, am I better without us?

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WithoutUs

Lyrics:
Every time I'm doing well, I fall back 
And every day, I'm holding on, just to fall flat
And I could say I miss you now, but you know that
I wish things would slow down; they're going too fast
Hundred on the dash, yea, I think I might crash 
Five days sober, I don't wanna relapse
But I think I might have to
I could never live the damn truth

And you're so lovely
When you hurt, it hurts me
She don't care about money
She don't even care that I'm ugly
I really wish that I was right for you, but I could never be what you're wanting

You're a reservoir, pouring out unnaturals
You're pulling out my heart
Wish upon a shooting star 
And I just wish that things were different, but it's alright
I just wish that I could call and tell you goodnight

Maybe if I keep looking, I'll find another you 
But they could never live up to you

Every time I'm doing well, I fall back 
And every day, I'm holding on, just to fall flat
And I could say I miss you now, but you know that
I wish things would slow down; they're going too fast
Hundred on the dash, yea, I think I might crash 
Five days sober, I don't wanna relapse
But I think I might have to
I could never live the damn truth

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2Fast

oh, it's so hard these days 
oh, i try 
these days i'm spent

light it all in kerosene
u know what u mean 2 me 
i dnt wana go down 
down 2 where i've been 2 
i've seen thngs uve nvr seen 
u don't wnt to be with me 
u don't evn know now 
evrythng i went through

oh, it's so hard these days 
oh, i try 
these days i'm spent

each day 2 the next, nothng differs 
i don't wnt 2 be in these shoes
i got all these splinters on my fingers for u (X2)

oh, it's so hard these days 
oh, i try 
these days i'm spent

light it all in kerosene
u know what u mean 2 me 
i dnt wana go down 
down 2 where i've been 2 
i've seen thngs uve nvr seen 
u don't wnt to be with me 
u don't evn know now 
evrythng i went through

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kerosene (lyrics in desc.)

off rip, popped a couple more pills 
and i said it didn’t bother me, but i jus lied 
ones way 2 much, and a thousands not enough 
i could nvr hurt myself if i tried 
oh 
oh 
the seasons are gettng colder
a constant reminder i’m only gettng older

its like a thermometer in the window
xanax in my pillow
wake up evry day at the opposite of zero
non-existent ego
look thru the release notes
turns out all along youve been given a placebo

trapped in a wide open space
feels like ive been here for days 
cnt recognise a name or a face
meanwhile, im diggin my grave

off rip, popped a couple more pills 
and i said it didn’t bother me, but i jus lied 
ones way 2 much, and a thousands not enough 
i could nvr hurt myself if i tried 
oh 
oh 
the seasons are gettng colder
a constant reminder i’m only gettng older

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one hundred

no1 rly cares
i cut evry1 out nd it leaves me scared
am i rly all there?
im not sure, its all so unclear (2x)

tell me what happened
was it all imagined?
u start 2 get worn down when evrythng is actd
try 2 stay distractd
realize youve adaptd, 2 fit the perfect person tht could nvr feel sadness

oh, but bby, it was all a facade
in reality, evrythng is falln aprt

acted (lyrics in desc.)

its like im goin nsane 
cnt take the pain, but i cnt tell u 2 stay 
dnt tell me 2 slow dwn 
i knw its gon go dwn
evryday is the same
i dnt wnt her 2 pay
i dnt wana be awake 
i might totally break 
dnt tell me slow dwn 
i dnt wana b alone now

aching, im breakng
im nthng
disgustng 
i cnt breathe now 
im so stressd out 
i hate myslf 
these days i get no help 
oh wht shuld i do 
i wuld do nythng 4 u 

its like im goin nsane 
cnt take the pain 
but i cnt tell u 2 stay 
dnt tell me 2 slow dwn 
i knw its gon go dwn
evryday is the same
i dnt wnt her 2 pay
i dnt wana be awake 
i might totally break 
dnt tell me slow dwn 
i dnt wana b alone now

oh
woah
i wnt
oh
whtll i do?
whtll i do wit u?

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go down (lyrics in desc.)

in the depths of me, nthng seems 2 bloom here
luv appears, leavng only true fear
oh, girl
wht i read last night, cnt b true
oh, girl
tell me wht hurt u?

went from cocaine, 2 benzos, 2 alcohol
mayb were quite similar after all
im so stressd and i finally jus hit a wall
ive got no motivation 4 nythng at all
i jus wana do drugs and sleep
mayb u can come lay down with me?
we could drift off so peacfully
we could od so easily

i got so high last night
sumthn told me id die 
i wish u were here 2 c
evrythng uve done 2 me 

in the depths of me, nthng seems 2 bloom here
luv appears, leavng only true fear
oh, girl
wht i read last night, cnt b true
oh, girl
tell me wht hurt u?

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bloom (lyrics in desc.)

https://soundcloud.com/nadirwhy
lyrics:
i was off 2 blues
and i shouldnt hav but i calld u
drippin like a monsoon
its not my fault baby, that ill alwys luv u
ur the 1 that i belonged 2
she wana be on me like a tattoo
but i dont wana feel deja vu
dont u have sum1 2 lookup 2?

hit rock bottm
bby tell me is there anthr problem?
why so hostile?
bby i can read u like a novel
lights out
nobody home
did sumbody ring the door?
we could nvr know
lost in a k hole
with banknotes

sry bout the other night
i clearly wasnt thinkn right
i guess when it rly comes down 2 it
ur glad tht im ruined

i was off 2 blues
and i shouldnt hav but i calld u
drippin like a monsoon
its not my fault baby, that ill alwys luv u
ur the 1 that i belonged 2
she wana be on me like a tattoo
but i dont wana feel deja vu
dont u have sum1 2 lookup 2?

nadir - belong [prod. nadir]

all of the things said in silence
im tryng my hardest 2 apply them
u dont like my songs? 
ill rewrite them
new chords, new lyrics; reassign them

but im running out of both
tell me, can u smell all the smoke?
im burnng anythng attachd 2 my soul
im burnng everyhng tht feels like home

u dont like my songs? 
ill rewrite them
new chords, new lyrics; reassign them

all of the things said in silence
im tryng my hardest 2 apply them
u dont like my songs? 
ill rewrite them
new chords, new lyrics; reassign them

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silence (lyrics in desc.)

i dnt evr txt back, i know 
and i know tht ur scared of the unknown 
i rly think tht ur amazing 
i jus been torn up lately 
it rly aint nun more than tht 
im jus tryna get back on the right path 
i rly think tht ur amazing
i jus been torn up lately

wake up 2 go 2 sleep
i jus do not feel right
wake up 2 pop more pills
i might jus end my life
nd i know u talk abt me on ur server
tell me do u stalk me on ur burner?
did u see evrythng i said?
tell me do u rly wana take this further?
its not a bright idea
thngs arent gr8 round here
thngs arent as they appear
its been 1 fuckd up year

its not a bright idea
thngs arent gr8 round here
thngs arent as they appear
its been 1 fuckd up year

i dnt evr txt back, i know 
and i know tht ur scared of the unknown 
i rly think tht ur amazing 
i jus been torn up lately 
it rly aint nun more than tht 
im jus tryna get back on the right path 
i rly think tht ur amazing
i jus been torn up lately


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bright idea (lyrics in desc.)

i been losing touch
wonder whats up above?
looking up the staircase
look at what ive done
look at him all grown up
he was nvr loved
he was jus a kid so, why did he get touched? 
i dnt evr talk bout it
she caught me off way guard
and its rly left me dormant
its rly not tht important

tht was way back then, its not important
u call me, i ignore it
im falling
but u knew tht
now im nodding offa couple percocet
i know this can nvr change
i know tht u only stay cuz of the image i portray
nd evry single time i try 2 walk away, i come back 
whts happening? 
i wanted this 
i need u 
i tell u tht
i pop this
i pop that 
i h8 this but want it; off drugs 2 often
im stable i promise
i need u at all times

tell was it evr rly worth it?
i dnt evn thnk it was evr worth this
tell me will it evr change?

i been losing touch
wonder whats up above?
looking up the staircase
look at what ive done
look at him all grown up
he was nvr loved
he was jus a kid so, why did he get touched? 
i dnt evr talk bout it
she caught me off way guard 
and its rly left me dormant
its rly not tht important

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losing touch (lyrics in desc.)

yea
this is where we r
he was who has been charred
my heart has been caught
take me 2 the stars 
tell me where we r 
show me all ur scars 
thats jus protocol 
every1s bizarre 

its jus not the right time 
not the right place 
i jus cant take this anymore
cant look myself in the face 
yea im not alr
yea im not ok 
succumb 2 the fray 
thats what they told me 2day

yea
this is where we r
he was who has been charred
my heart has been caught
take me 2 the stars 
tell me where we r 
show me all ur scars 
thats jus protocol 
every1s bizarre

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where we r (lyrics in desc.)

off a lot of oxycontin
she told me i need 2 drop it 
thts alr
thts alr
she said she aint scared of nthn 
but she asks if im alr
im jus fine
im jus fine

i thnk i should kms in front of her
i think tht would b wonderful
she only evr feels hollow
negative xp in her bio
im countng the days
till ur close 2 me
ive told u all tht b4
it must not mean much 2 u anymore

how can it b all ovr?
it barely jus startd
ill luv till my last breath
u were different like tht

off a lot of oxycontin
she told me i need 2 drop it 
thts alr
thts alr
she said she aint scared of nthn 
but she asks if im alr
im jus fine
im jus fine

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counting the days (lyrics in desc.)

idrc no more i dnt
got me wondrng whos home
idrc no more i dnt
i thnk i lost all hope
idrc no more i dnt
got me wondrng whos home
idrc no more i dnt
i thnk i lost all hope

ashes in my lungs, i breathe regrets
told myself id change, i aint did that yet
same hoodie, same room, same stale cigarettes
chasin highs jus 2 bury all the lows i collect
she said she need me here, but bby idk
i h8 myself more than u coud evr no
but thts not the point, and it nvr rly was
i jus wan protect ur luv

idrc no more i dnt
got me wondrng whos home
idrc no more i dnt
i thnk i lost all hope
idrc no more i dnt
got me wondrng whos home
idrc no more i dnt
i thnk i lost all hope

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whos home (lyrics in desc.)

in the morning
when i wake
will u still feel this way abt me?
when we went 2 bed last night
u still lovd me 
oh theres so much i could say
if u jus waitd here with me 
if u jus trust me
nd im sry im nvr sober these days
pray 4 recovery
but its not happening
i jus cant seem 2 feel anythng worthy

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pray 4 recovery

tell me is u falling? 
ur right bout nothing
tell me u luv me 
cuz likewise, im falling down
oh, now im falling 
tell me, do u want me? 
hands lay on ur body 
i told u, u shouldnt trust me 

i let my guard down
i straight up passed out 
girl, i should have asked u 
it feels like i got my answer 
lotta pills on me 
i can hardly think 
and yea i rly miss u 
and i hope ur missing me 

i got perc in veins, tryna black out 
i wish i didnt make u sad now 
i wish there was nothing here 2 lie abt 
i wish i didnt wana blow my brains out

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likewise (lyrics in desc.)

call out 2 me
bby u can trust in me
i rly miss ur company
i rly miss u nxt 2 me
i dnt wana keep livn like this
lately i tend 2 get vry frightened
i dnt wana c what happens
ull have 2 pry open my eyelids

on the plane back
its encroachment
that was san fran not oakland
backseat smokn potent
tht shit stank when it opend
ive been in the dark 4 2 long
cnt tell whats right or wrong
hear ur voice in evry song
but ur not here nd ur long since gone

it dsnt come across vry polished
im aware bby im jus bein honest

call out 2 me
bby u can trust in me
i rly miss ur company
i rly miss u nxt 2 me
i dnt wana keep livn like this
lately i tend 2 get vry frightened
i dnt wana c what happens
ull have 2 pry open my eyelids

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