It's hard to be the man I want to be. With so many things distracting me. I spend too much time watching the TV screen, now my mind is fried with too much dopamine. I felt so sure of who I was inside. But then I slowly came to realize. The games I played and the trials I tried. Made me hate myself and want to die. So don't waste my time, don't bother me. I need to undo my idiosyncracies. My systems glitch, I'm losing energy. I'm playing the game with Negative XP. *guitar*. It's hard to be the man I want to be, with so many things that are wrong with me. I spend too much time on the computer screen, now my mind is fried with negativity. So don't waste my time don't bother me, I need to undo my idiosyncracies. My systems glitch I'm losing energy, I'm playing the game with Negative XP. Don't waste my time, don't bother me. I need to undo my idiosyncracies. My systems glitch I'm losing energy. I'm playing the game with Negative XP

hate how much I unironically relate this song lol

dude

I Don't Wanna Hold Your Hand

Mixed Personalities

Girls Are Dumb

Mkultra Victim

and michael cera ruined a whole generation of white boys

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World Ruined a Whole Generation of Women

Left On Read

You Shouldn't Be Allowed to Listen to Music If You Watch the Needle Drop

Negative XP

We Love Our Cops

Find a way
To make them pay
Win the game
Play through the pain
Kill them all
And fuck the world
Break away
And shoot the curl

Battle city
Battle city
Battle city
Battle city
Eat you up
Chew you out
Knock you down
On the ground
Beat you up
Take you out
Knock you down
On the ground

Battle city
Battle city
Battle city
Battle city
Eat you up
Chew you out
Knock you down
On the ground
Beat you up
Take you out
Knock you down
On the ground

Battle City

I've been hurt by the ones I've loved
With wounds that will never heal
I wonder as I watch the stars above
If it's a sin to feel
If love is really real

I see the darkness creeping in
And I let it take me in
Familiar just like a friend
It's a routine, it's a sin
It's a pain that never ends

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me

I usually don't understand
The plight of the common man
They muck about like dogs in a trance
With snake eyes and left hands
More like a beast than a man

And I won't ever understand
The evils of a woman
They fuck around like pigs in heat
Like rabid dogs hungry for meat
Like dogs that need to be beat

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Stab through my palms and laugh
Stab right into my back

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

Share the Pain

I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
And I don't want an apology
Just stay away from me
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me

Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday

I heard your name somewhere today
And I couldn't explain my state
Of mind I tried hard to find
How I felt inside and how I tried to hide
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me

Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday

I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream

I Can't Sleep

You said hello then you said goodbye
Then you said hello once more
I let you in then you walked right out
So now I locked the door
No more open book soliloquies
No more wearing my heart on my sleeve
I fucked it up by spilling my guts
Now I keep it all inside of me

I would rather die alone
Than live life with your love
I would rather die a lonely death
Then rest with the angels up above

I don't know where you been or what you did
Nor do I care to hear you confess
Because I really don't want to know
It's not any of my business
I've learned to look down on love
I've learned that I can't hold on
To the way I used to be used to you
Or the way that you made me blue

So I'd rather die alone
Than live life with your love
I would rather die a lonely death
Then rest with the angels up above
I would rather never see your face
Or hear your voice again
Never read a message that you wrote to me
Until I'm finally dead
Because the Lord knows I tried
But you had to let me down
I guess that's all right
Who cares it's all over now

Die Alone

Sink into the Ground

I Think I Really Really Really Really Really Really Really Really Hate You

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