thedefendingchamp

I Love Her So Much, I Wish I Knew Who She Was

Kickin’ rocks in my head
Nothing life has led
Now Im just sitting here
Consumed by constant fear

Failing conscience falls to greed 
Writing words no one will read
I am blind to what you see
The isolation’s killing me
Know nothing and do nothing
I can’t write and I can’t sing
I’ll never get just what you mean
The isolations killing me

I was never that smart
I cant write with a full heart
In a book of misery
Half to sing and half to scream

I can’t feel the syncopation 
I can’t hold a conversation
This world doesn’t work it seems
The isolation’s killing me
Anxious thoughts cloud up my head
And now its existential dread
Lost not found but now I see
The isolations killing me

What do I know
About living life
I can’t put on a show
And I just can’t say no
afraid to see
What could be
Wrong with me
I’m so obsessed 
But I guess I’m just depressed

Isolation

No Reason

Bring Me Happiness

Pep Rally

Crying in a Truck

didnt make this just posing music i like.

Trash 3

Alien Mode



[Verse]
I dont know why you cant get out my head 
I wanna die take my life i wanna drop dead
I cant image you with someone else 
It hurts my soul it makes me wanna cut myself 
I wish I can move on but that cant do
Cuz my mind and my heart cant get a clue 

[Chorus]
I cant help myself 
I wanna kill myself 
I wanted just to move on 
And just accept myself
I don't like it here 
Its something that I fear
I don't wanna be here 
I wanna be with you 

[Verse]
I dont know why 
You make me wanna cry 
Cuz you said we'd last I guess that was just a lie
Please just take me back 
Our love will never crack 
I just wanna be with you 
Until our time is due

[Chorus]
I cant help myself 
I wanna kill myself 
I wanted just to move on 
And just accept myself
I don't like it here 
Its something that I fear
I don't wanna be here 
I wanna be with you 

i wanna be with you...

Dear Miss Congresswoman

a song about breaking into a guys house then he shoots you with his speargun

No Reason

NEGATIVE XP