~Lyrics
You can leave if you want to
If you don't see anything left
You can go if you want to
I won't hold you back
If by chance you wanna stay
We can lie on the floor
Pretend we didn’t drift away
It'll be like before

You said we gave it a try
Our best shot
But I didn't even show you
All my best spots
We gave it all up
Without a fair fight
But to me
That doesn't feel right

I still get lost in your clear blue eyes
Everything you say is a holy grail I abide
You laugh at me and call me names
I look at you and do the same

You can leave if you want to
If you don't see anything left
You can go if you want to
I won't hold you back
If by chance you wanna stay
We can lie on the floor
Pretend we didn’t drift away
It'll be like before

May 27th (2018)

~Lyrics
Walk me home, after the date, right to my stoop
I'll offer for you to come in, a drink and we go to bed
And you'll wake up before me in the morning, and just watch me sleep
Till my alarm goes off, and then our eyes will meet

And we'll hop in the shower
We'll stay there for an hour
We'll get dressed, make the bed
Go out for a nice breakfast spread

Doesn't that sound nice
Doesn't that sound pure
Doesn't that sound clean
Unlike any love before

We could sneak food in a movie 
Go on walks in the park
Visit a museum
Nothing will be wrong
We could bar hop in the village
Or club in midtown
We could just dance together to no sound

Doesn't that sound nice
Doesn't that sound pure 
Doesn't that sound clean
Unlike any love before

But that's not how it happens
No there's always pain
Battle wounds and bullet holes keep us away
There's too much liquor
And lies
We just fuck it all up until it dies
Men have wandering eyes

No one will stay
People will just use you and throw you away
Cause there's always someone better
And your own loves not enough
And when they leave it feels like glass is coming up
Out of your throat
Cutting and scraping all you've known
You cannot cry
You cannot scream
You have to smile and let it be
Or else you're the crazy one again

Walk me home, after the date, right to my stoop
I'll offer for you to come in, a drink and we go to bed
And you'll wake up before me in the morning, and just watch me sleep
Till my alarm goes off, and then our eyes will meet

Love me

Neil Stevenson