Verse 1:				
I lost my mind in Barcelona
Because I couldn't find you there	
I drank and smoked and didn't sleep much
I broke my brain but didn't care
		
I came back tentative and useless,	
I couldn't focus any more,		
How could I once again confuse it?	
I once again kicked down the door	
 
CHORUS:
So please, good God give me the chance to make it up once more
I'll try to make a life, and keep both of my feet stuck to the floor
So help me love, I'll stay with you and not relapse
Please put your faith in me, I'll pay it back

Verse 2:				
I took advantage of my friends then,	
I begged that I could come along
I had them watch me in my play pen,	
Ignored when they  said I was wrong	

I threw my mind away on purpose,
And it was happy to oblige,
There was some hurt beneath the surface,
But that still didn't make it right

Barcelona

I remembered this song cuz of you honey. You keep on dancin'

On Your Little Violin (For Turkey Tits McGee)

This is for a girl who's gone now. I might have saved her, if I only knew her.

Not Healthy (Grief That Isn't Mine)

Sneaking Up Sideways

I wrote this about a festival I didn't go to, apparently they were all terribly nice lol

Terribly Nice (Andie's Festival Song)

My first relationship. Guess I felt something after all.

Fade Away (Hollie)

Too lazy to keep my love at the time so she left me. I never asked for her back.

When The World (seems So Very Far Away)

This is a real old song, I don't feel this way any more

Wave Of Desperation

I get like this sometimes, I can't control it. Please don't let me bring you down.

Please Forgive Me (for What I Cannot Control)

First stab at recording with audacity. 

For my baby, I know now why you love me.

I don't even like me (so I have to know)

Verse 1:
why only in empathy, would you hook a soul tied on the end of your line?
I don't even like me, so I have to know why.
And if you could tell me why you need me so, and my love tell me no lies
I don't even like me, but I know I should try

Bridge/chorus
Why only in entropy,
God it's so damn mean to me,
Why tell me to love myself,
And then leave?

Verse 2:
I need you to tell me what you see in me baby, I don't see myself,
I don't even know if you don't know this hell.
I think you can help me with your love and such, baby cuz you just know why,
I don't even like me but I'll start to try

I don't even like me (So I have to know why)

Cool Track I highjacked with some lyrics of mine, Will probably be recorded better at a later date

My My

I hope to record my songs properly one day. For now though, they're just rough cuts.

Neil Murphy

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