A journey through perception, introspection, and apathy by NDSO. Deep bass and trap-influenced drum tracks featuring electric and bass guitar, highly processed vocals, and a varied spectrum of synthesizers and samples.

AMIREAL (ft. Michelle)

A song for a friend I barely knew, a long time ago

Stick Figures

A speechless journey through the underworld

DEATH SPRINGS (Instrumental)

Back When

CARPE DIEM 
____________

Never thought that I would feel like this
Pavement on my skin feels like a kiss
Never thought that I would see the light
So bright it hurts but I can't close my eyes

Never again will you be this way
And never again will you be afraid
Never again will you feel this pain
And never again will you see today

Bruised and bumping all through our life lines
Eyes up in the cold stars at night
The bite of the winter air
Sweating a summer breeze

I'll play back moments like these
I'll play back moments like these
I'll play back moments like these

Never again will you be this way
And never again will you be afraid
Never again will you feel this pain
And never again will you see today

Never again will you be this way
And never again will you be afraid
Never again will you feel this pain
And never again will you see today

Carpe!

Never Again (feat. Michelle)

You smell that?
It smells like money.

Piece by piece
Foundational treachery
Irons buckling
Birds can't sing when they can't breathe
And sharks can't bite gutted on the beach

Piece by piece
Virtuality's tape across the eyes
A noose of our best interests
Tightening behind the scenes
Leashing the beast

Piece by piece
The animal of all of us
Dies with its progress infinite
Man's grasp exceeds the dream

Piece by piece
We built ourselves to heaven
See what's beyond
That's what we need
The hunger will never cease

Piece by piece
We built ourselves to heaven
See what's beyond
That's what we need
The hunger will never cease

Bland the nuance of the masses
Swap my pain for plastic
Bland the nuance of the masses
Swap my pain for plastic
Bland the nuance of the masses
Swap my pain for plastic
Bland the nuance of the masses
Swap my pain for plastic
Bland the nuance of the masses
Swap my pain for plastic
Bland the nuance of the masses

Piece by piece
We built ourselves to heaven
See what's beyond
That's what we need
The hunger will never cease

Piece by piece
We built ourselves to heaven
See what's beyond
That's what we need
The hunger will never cease

Piece by Piece

NWYR

I'd do it all the same

Instrumental by @TylerSwift, Vocals by NDSO

Endless Doors

What I'd give to be 
A being in the sea
Floating weightless
So free

Floating (ft. Michelle)

BIG BINGUS

You’re at your worst
When you look at yourself
Distorting what’s
blessing everyone else

You’re at your worst
When you look at yourself
Distorting what’s
blessing everyone else

You’ll love yourself
When the stars go dark 
You’ll be at peace
When the ocean’s all gone

Don’t lie to me
And don’t lie to yourself
About what you’re worth
About how much you help

Don’t try to be
Anyone but yourself
I know who you are
More than good enough

Don’t try to be
Anyone but yourself
I know who you are
More than good enough

Don’t lie to yourself
About what you’re worth
I see glitter on your skin
My diamond girl
 
Don’t lie to yourself
About what you’re worth
I see glitter on your skin
My diamond girl

When your heart’s half empty
Mine is half full
Little crab in the stars
Guarded by the bull
When your head is heavy
I’ll give you a push
When your eyes are dull
I’ll polish them with my soul

Be honest inside
I know you know it’s all good
If you saw through my eyes
You’d be full of yourself

Be honest inside
I know you know it’s all good
If you saw through my eyes
You’d be full of yourself

You’ll love yourself
When the stars go dark 
You’ll be at peace
When the ocean’s all gone

Don’t lie to me
And don’t lie to yourself
About what you’re worth
About how much you help

Don’t lie to yourself
About what you’re worth
I see the glitter on your skin
My diamond girl

Don’t lie to yourself
About what you’re worth
I see the glitter on your skin
My diamond girl

DIAMOND GIRL

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AMERICA

_________

Minting new cowards 
by the minute
It’s an invasion
Not from anything
but our own commercial rhetoric
Repurposing patriots
Commandeering our flag
cherry picking the favorites
The dollar store gestapo
Don’t even ask for your papers
They just reach for the cuffs
Fuck all these race instigators
And government issue haters 
Black baggers and kidnappers
C’mon show and your faces

Black baggers and kidnappers
Black baggers and kidnappers
Black baggers and kidnappers
Black baggers and kidnappers

Bitch you’re not law enforcement
You are a scapegoat
Led by a felon and traitor,
Now you’re catching his smoke
Rent-a-cop home invaders,
Sickos and sadists, 
Desperate citizens 
weaponized by their hatred
C’mon show and your faces

Black baggers and kidnappers
Black baggers and kidnappers
Black baggers and kidnappers
Black baggers and kidnappers

Fuck your healthcare
Let’s talk about his ratings
Fuck public welfare
Let’s help the corporations
Besties with Epstein
Now his girl is switching prisons
Check in with the Kremlin
Without our supervision
Playing autocrat
Isn’t a real occupation
Suck-ups and fascists
Running all the operations

Black baggers and kidnappers
C’mon show and your faces
Black baggers and kidnappers
C’mon show and your faces
Black baggers and kidnappers
C’mon show and your faces
Black baggers and kidnappers

BLACK BAGGERS & KIDNAPPERS

I feel sick
Calling myself
Proud of anything
I feel sick
Calling myself
Proud of any thing

Pitiful
Is the man
With the world to lose

Pitiful
Is the mass
Their faith always misused

Pitiful
Liar and leader
Dogs are on your heels

Pitiful
When the dollar’s
Valued more than truth

We ride
The bleeding eagle
Over drying oil fields

We ride
The bleeding eagle
No space for those without the means

We ride
The bleeding eagle
Never has she flown
So low to the ground

We ride
The bleeding eagle
Clutching onto feathers
We lost long ago

Pitiful
Is the man
With the world to lose

Pitiful
Is the mass
Their faith always misused

Pitiful
Liar and leader
Dogs are on your heels

Pitiful
When the dollar’s
Valued more than truth


We ride
The bleeding eagle
Over drying oil fields

We ride
The bleeding eagle
No space for those without the means


Pitiful
Is the man
With the world to lose

Pitiful
Is the mass
Their faith always misused

Pitiful
Liar and leader
Dogs are on your heels

It’s pitiful
When the dollar’s
Valued more than truth


I feel sick
Calling myself
Proud of anything

And I feel sick
Calling myself
Proud of anything

And I feel sick
Calling myself
Proud of anything

And I feel sick
Calling myself
Proud of anything

BLEEDING EAGLE

Music from my new video on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MaX403PczY

Autumn in Oregon

Channeling my soul into something more permanent than flesh

NDSO

Pinned to spotlight

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