im going to make an amv on it really a beautiful song neko <3

when i was (metis + tonari)

w/ @xlytra
prod: @sakusdeath

@anti-light
suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i’m in too deep)

i pretend that i’m so carefree, yeah
wish i were so i could find peace
so scared of my own defeat, yeah
there’s no point in feeling complete
overadjust to darkness, so complacent
hate when i rush through emotions, so impatient
i’ve had enough, i’m letting of the expectations
leave when the cycle ends
keep this secret in silence
(i think i’m in too deep)

suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i’m in too deep)
suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i went too deep)

@anti-light + @xlytra
huh, yeah, through my skin, yeah
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)

@xlytra
my emotions are cursing
i’ve had enough
my brain’s overpowering
i can’t turn it off
you tell me i’m gonna be fine
yet i’ve lost all my trust
but maybe one day
i’ll emerge from the dust
just like a moth is to a flame
i can’t stop causing myself pain
walls collapsing inside my mind
someone please help me i’ve gone blind
when the tears don’t fall
and i can’t go on
when the light shines bright
but i feel so alone
when my mind tells me i’m never enough
feels like i’ve been forsaken from above
fr-from above
(fr-from above)
fr-from above
(fr-from above)
fr-from above
(fr-from above)

@anti-light
suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i’m in too deep)
suffering, comfort me
when tears don’t fall and i can’t breathe
(this path’s not right for me)
stuttering, on my knees
so sick of falling
heart stopped burning through my skin
(i think i went too deep)

huh, yeah, through my skin, yeah
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)
through my skin
(huh, huh) (huh, huh)

Spotify

Tears Don't Fall w/ Lytra ($aku)

tysm for listening :D
@makemeapromise @pw4prez

\\ lyrics //
I just woke up I don’t want to do this not again
I think I’ll choke up don’t know when this will end
Just leave me alone
Cause I know how this ends
I just want to go
I know that you’re not my friend

I don’t like it when you’re near me
You were never kind
This is all getting clear to me
Every time I’m near you make me weary
Yeah you never treated me sincerely

I don’t want to lose myself
My mind is numb and I can’t feel a thing
Don’t ask me to come
You know I’m not dumb
I won’t succumb
I won’t let you see me

I just want to throw it all away
Throw it all away
I won’t fall today
When you look my way
When you look my way

You never look at me kindly
I don’t want to see you beside me
And if you see me don’t mind me
I know that you never really liked me

pls don't come near me

pls don't come near me (surgeon + sochi)

Cover art by prdsjas (ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥
prod. tracyxo & waystalker
Music video: https://youtu.be/YtMOH1UGfy4

Lyrics:

One step just to fade in reality 
One step just to lose my insanity 
Yea, you never 
You never 
Yea, you never 
Yea, you never cared

I can see your eyes glowing red like a demon
Take another hit love the the buzz now I’m fiening
Looking for the love that I want and I needed
Look up at the stars up above and I’m dreaming
Counting up these bands with my bros and I’m scheming 
Hop up in the car hit 100 now I’m speeding 
When you look at me now I’m shining yea I’m gleaming

Hold up.
Take a second to observe it
When he running up cut him up like a surgeon
Margiela stepping got you nervous 
Stepping in my trues, never lie and you know this

Fade in reality (tracyxo x waystalker) *mv in description*

@skrena @chewy @pw4prez @ogbrayam @prodsecretsss @alcurists @prodjayysoul @makemeapromise @3lifez @tuaaandx @m2monroe @oiwassupp @kyoakyo @p4dia @yashio20k @2variant @globoybeatz
+special guests @carbson @meditation4mag
----
THANK YOU for all the support, these beats are def something new. hope you enjoy this pack for summer! thanks for listening❤ #s7summer

TIMESTAMPS:
0:00: @3lifez
1:05: @alcurists @skrena
1:44: @prodjayysoul @makemeapromise
2:15: @ogbrayam (beat) @1koir (vox)
3:05: @carbson
3:54: @pw4prez @tuaaandx @m2monroe
5:01: @skrena
5:43: @alcurists @pw4prez
6:37: @3lifez
7:19: @carbson @meditation4mag
8:15: @tuaaandx
8:56: @oiwassupp @prodjayysoul
9:21: @kyoakyo
9:57: @p4dia @skrena
10:37: @alcurists
11:09: @prodsecretsss @oiwassupp
11:45: @3lifez
12:12: @yashio20k @m2monroe
12:37: @makemeapromise
13:13: @2variant
13:46: @chewy
14:11: @globoybeatz @3lifez
14:40: @3lifez funk outro

s7 summer '23 set

prod.
@kurai
@u8u
@tgwog

notes:
cant go on w/o ur presence
..…

//

[shiro]
i cant hold it no more
u told me things before
now i open my doors
i cant seem to care no more

turn my back i fold
try to keep my own 
i cant make it go
but my heart cant take it though

//

i cant: go on….『kurai/katai/tgwog』

@jichuuu ✧ ⋆ . ⁺

i’m sorry, for the everything i thought
u are my everything
my anything
my whole world
i thought, u dont even know my love
its like everything that u said is a lie
like its a lie 

come with me
like we’re not enemy
u gave so many pain to me
carelessly, like i’m just fantasy
oh, baby, what can we be?
tiring my soul
heart got broken for sure
oh, u dont know what u do
lonely, i know
but u dont wanna know
so i just rest for now

like its a lie (jichu)

vocals: @xpciel @xternalz @kujareign @heroz2299
production: @daisuki120
cover: @yuzua @kujarein

lyrics:

xpciel:
i don't really care now but it still hurts
try not to think about it but i end up feeling worse
i be winning but i still feel like a loser
if the world was ending then i still would never choose her
again, i relapse off the percs yeah
try to make myself feel better, nothing ever works yeah
might be trying too hard
every thing i do i take it too far
wanna try again but i'll just end up with some new scars

xternalz:
yeah you make this too hard
it’s getting too much now 
yeah just leave me out
i could never go back
hate me yeah so bad
gotta throw it away, throw it away
all these thoughts in my brain
hoping they won’t remain
can you just leave me alone
i’m never feeling sane
i cant take this strain
will i make it i don’t know

kuja:
oh we werent meant to be
i was blind and couldnt see, a bittersweet melody
break free these chains that held me,
dont mess wit me yea bb my love isnt a fantasy,
we werent meant 2 be
yea u wasted my lov u wasted my time

heroz:
i been feeling fucked up, they ask how i lucked up
venting bout my problems but they tell me i should suck it up
she say im above you, i think nothing of you
i dont care about that shit cause swear i never loved you
scars on my back, i leave em there just to remember
tweakin in my bed for all of last december
body shakin, swear im cryin, got a low temper
body leakin, think im dyin, ima just surrender

xpciel + xternalz + kuja + heroz - new scars (daisuki)

prod.
@0k1ro

notes:
22, ion feel old tho
shoutout to my friends
u kno who u r
//

[shiro]
yh woke up w/ a bag its my birthday
shit still feel the same on the worse day
people neva notice when u need them
slide me a k n get this workin

sometimes i rlly thing this shit aint workin out
push me to the side like im worthless now
never knew time be so worthless
but w/ u feels like its perfect

when i walk out, i be doubtin myself
dont kno who to trust n im fallin down
yh i cant pick myself up
yh need some1 who can help me up

time be moving so fast,
cant find a way to make this feeling last
yh im sorry for the all of the things ive did
but ive moved on n shit be moving so quick

yh got me a bag n made some new friends
pull up in a dodge n i cant seem to pretend
that i rlly like it here
hope this rap shit go off
n i go spend a band again
pray to god i be the best of myself
pursuit of happiness is what i wanted 
but not all the time i can get it tho
the only thing i can do is put on a show
yh ik sometimes i can be a bother
but in the end 
it seems like ur the one that got softer
yh things have been different 
but this money i still got em

yh yh i still got em
yh, yh yh
heheh
shit crazy asf guys like
pce yo
shoutout to my friends yknow
swagcrew, synesthes1a
we out here

//

22『k1ro』

*gld i los da ppl i did -/ ｡ ｡ ｡ ｡ ｡ ｡

@sshinju
@recyclexbin

ʰᵒˡᵈ ᵐʸ ᵗᵒⁿᵍᵘᵉ ⁱ ʷⁿᵗ ˢᵃʸ ᵃ ʷʳᵈ
ʸᵃ ⁱ ᶜᵘᵗ ᵘ ᵒᶠᶠ ʸᵃ ⁱ ᵏⁿᵒ ᵘ ʰᵉᵃʳᵈ
ʸᵃ ⁱ ᵗʳʸ ᵗᵒ ᵇ ᵍʳᵒʷⁿ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱᵗ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ʰᵘʳᵗ..
ᵇʳᵉᵃᵏⁿ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗᶻ ᵗᵉᵃʳˢ ᵒⁿ ᵘʳ ˢʰⁱʳᵗ...
ᵗᵃˡᵏⁱⁿ ᵈⁱˢ ⁿ ᵈᵃᵗ ˡⁱᵉᵏ ˡⁱᵉᵏ ʰᵉ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵃ ᶜᵉʳᵗ
ⁿᵃᵐᵉ ᵃˡʷʸᶻ ᵒⁿ ᵐʸ ᵖʰᵒⁿᵉ ᵖᵒᵖᵖⁱⁿ ᵘᵖ ᵃˡʳᵗᶻ
ᶠᵉˡˡ ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵒⁿ ᵐᵃ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ʰᵃᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵉᵃᵗ ˢᵘᵐ ᵈⁱʳᵗ
ˡᵒᵒᵏ ⁿᵒʷ ⁱᵐ ᵘᵖ ⁿ ⁱ ᵇᵉᵗ ᵈᵃᵗ ʰᵘʳᵗᶻ ! ! 

ʸᵃ ⁱ ᵏⁿᵒ ᵘ ʷᵃⁿⁿᵃ ˢᵉᵉ ᵐᵉ ᵈᵉᵈ...
ᵖᵘᵗ ⁴⁰ ᵇᵘˡˡᵉᵗᶻ ⁱⁿ ᵐᵃ ʰᵉᵃᵈ  
ⁱ ᵐⁱˢˢ ˢᵉᵉⁱⁿ ᵘ ⁱⁿ ᵇᵉᵈ...
ˢᵃʸ ˢʰᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ ⁿᵒʷ ᵐʸ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ʳᵉᵈᵈᵈᵈ
ᵇᵘⁱˡᵈ ᵐᵉ ᵘᵖ ʲᵘˢ ᵗᵒ ᵗᵉᵃʳ ᵐᵉ ᵈʷⁿ.
ᵖˡᵃʸ ᵐᵉ ˡⁱᵉᵏ ᵃ ᶠᵒᵒˡ ʸᵃ ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ᵃ ᶜˡʷⁿ.
ᵇʳᵒᵏᵉ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱ ʰᵃᵗᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢᵉᵉ ᵘ ᶠʳʷⁿ.
ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ˡᵒˢᵗ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁿᵒʷ ⁱᵐ ᶠᵒᵘⁿᵈ.

ˢᵗᵃⁿᵈⁱⁿᵍ ᵘⁿᵈᵉʳ ᵈᵃ ᵗᵃˡˡ ᵒᵃᵏ ᵗʳᵉᵉ 
ᵍᵒᵗ ᵐʸ ᵏⁿⁱᵗ ˢʷᵉᵃᵗᵉʳ ʸᵃ ⁱᵐ ᶜᵒᶻʸ
ʷᵃᵗᶜʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʰᵉʳʳʸ ᵇˡᵒˢˢᵒᵐˢ ᶠᵃˡˡ ʷⁱᵗ ᵐᵉ

ʷⁱᵗ ᵐᵉ....

like its a lie (jichu)

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