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NEED U GIRL

Ego-Wrappin' - かつて..。

Teach me how to love you. Teach me how to love you the way you want to be loved. Because all this time I've been loving you the only way I know how. I don't know any other way, I haven't exactly acquired the proper skill set to love so, how else am I supposed to know? How else am I supposed to know how to be with someone correctly if before you, I was alone. Alone for what seemed like eternity when suddenly, like a random gust of wind, you appeared in my life. Little did I know, it would pick up speed and spiral into a tornado of emotions I never knew existed. Little did I know, the challenges and responsibilities that lay ahead. Little did I know, of what love could possibly be until you appeared in my life. 

It seems like I've made so many mistakes. It's almost as if you learn to love someone through trial and error. Okay, you don't like it when I ask dumb questions or when I make that silly face. Okay, it felt like you liked it when I held your hand in the car but it turned out you found it annoying. I'm still not sure if you're okay with the way I show affection. I'm still not sure if you're okay with me being needy or if you want space. I developed quite a few insecurities and I can't help but blame myself for either not taking in your information fast enough, or simply being oblivious. I'll be honest, it hurts not knowing completely what I should be doing to make you happy. But I want to. I so badly want to know.

I know you've been hurt many times in the past. So many times it disgusts me people like that even exist. If I was big and strong I'd beat them all up, but we both know I can't do that physically. I know theres nothing I can do to change what happened and I know theres no way to vacuum all the demons surrounding you. I know you're who you are because of everything you've been through. Once upon a time you were an innocent girl ready to give her heart to someone, someone...someone. But now things are different, you're so much stronger than you were before. It makes me happy knowing that you've given me a chance. It makes me nervous because I could mess things up at any moment. You really deserve better than anyone you've ever had before. With what little I have I'm trying the best I possibly can my love. I really am.

This song might be a huge risk, but I'm willing to take that leap of faith. After I messaged you, I felt the urge to play piano so I went to the piano, hit record, and played what was in my heart and went wherever my fingers wanted to. I may be horrible at how to words and speak, but put me on a piano and I can tell you absolutely everything I'm feeling. It's only a matter of if you understand what I'm saying and if you're okay with it. If you're okay with us.

I'm ready to learn. 

Please be patient with me. 

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Teach me how to love you

i don't want to be sad ever again

Journey

Lead Piano, Strings: Kendall Miles
original piano/drums: a l e x [@worsethanthis]
Second account: https://soundcloud.com/alicks14

Social Media: 
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Stream on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kendallmiles/bDkL

Discography

bandcamp ♡

Her (feat. a l e x)

Nice To Meet You

Support

Pazz   Jiano

stood in the kitchen
cause i didn’t wanna show affection
you were crying to your friends, rejected
you fell and spilled your drink on your new dress

is there a reason for this silence
some time ago i think we used to be friends
now when i see you you’re just smiling
the sorta smile without any emotion

i don’t wanna talk to you
i feel sick and no words come through
telling me about some dude you screwed 

i’ll always be to blame
sometimes i kinda wish things would stay the same
guess it’s my fault
getting caught up over small stuff

idwtty

SPOTIFY:  https://open.spotify.com/album/2y5wJICgWLPw0QHx56WR3y
Tracklist
1)Love at first sight
2)Nice to meet you
3)Lost the way
4)Over and Over
5)Summer Came Like Cinnamon.. Sweet
6)Barano
7)Home

$3.33 (Support)

Sit Back

Dat Boii Kendall Miles on the guitar doing the chords and the solo.. This dudes a legend, check his channel out and give him some love. https://soundcloud.com/kendallmilesmusic


Near an End Ft. Kendall Miles

1 of 2 things usually happen
Either people are nice to me out of pity
Or they always on my ass for stupid shit
It's time i stop being nice to everyone i guess ... enjoy

[Life Is Shit.] (Skullgirls Flip)

Original Song
When I fall in Love - Blue Mitchell
Voices - Nas and A. Z.
Best listened to full Volume Btw.


crush

for all y'all sailor senshis
https://open.spotify.com/album/5xG0jlPMqBCrrILjXMXePM
https://desired.bandcamp.com/album/memory-tape
1.secret senshi 02:20
2.don't rush 01:16
3.4:00 AM 01:25
4.tuxedo dress 01:13
5.rainy day 01:51

memory tape

Art is by :https://soundcloud.com/kawaii-kun
Song list:
1)Heavens tears
2)Same Problems
3)Gratefulness
4)Still Feel the same redone
5)Life
6)Getting Good
7)Bigger Picture
8)Where I've Been
9)She wasn't just any woman
10)That's All

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gratitude (Ep)

nekomixx's music page full of WIPS, scraps, etc.
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dont expect much here.
(Most art are made by me)

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