Eyez Storyteller was released on the 23rd of October 2013. Instagram/Soundcloud: @eyez_uk
I did not create this song. All kudos to Eyez.



Eyez [StoryTeller]   JDZmedia

Just Dance (Remix) - Nel

Toro Doost Daram by Satin

I Love You by Satin

عشق ممنوع 👀💙

I don't own this music by any means it's just that I've not been able to find any of her music on here and she's my favourite Iranian artist. Happily take it down if need be. Translating the lyrics is a nightmare as I'm not fluent in Persian but I understand 80% .


عشقت از یادم بره واسه همیشه حتی می دونم فراموشی بگیرم جز تو به قلبم کسی رو راه نمیدم من که می دونم اگه عالم و آدم بگن دیوونم اگه دل به تو دادم بازم از حسم به تو بر نمی گردم منی که عشق و با تو تجربه کردم 

تویی که شدی تموم زندگیم

تو رو دوست دارم تویی که شدی تموم زندگیم دلیل این دیوونگیم برات میمیرم تو رو دوست دارم تویی یه کوهی از غرورمی دلیل حال خوبمی واست میمیرم تو رو دوست دارم تویی که شدی تموم زندگیم دلیل این دیوونگیم برات میمیرم تو رو دوست دارم تویی یه کوهی از غرورمی دلیل حال خوبمی واست میمیرم قلب من تو عاشقی رودست نداره می دونم مثل تو رو هیچکس نداره غرق خوشحالیم و خوشبختی دیره حالم از وقتی که تو رو دیدم همینه شک ندارم که خدا وقت زیادی پای زیبایی تو گذاشته عشقم انقدر با تو خوشم که غیره عشقت نمیاد دیگه اصلا چیزی به چشمم تو رو دوست دارم تویی که شدی تموم زندگیم دلیل این دیوونگیم برات میمیرم تو رو دوست دارم تویی که یه کوهی از غرورمی دلیل حال خوبمی واست میمیرم تو رو دوست دارم تویی که شدی تموم زندگیم دلیل این دیوونگیم برات میمیرم تورو دوست دارم تویی که یه کوهی از غرورمی دلیل حال خوبمی واست میمیرم



Satin - Toro Doost Daram

uploading because I can't find this remix on here

Lady Gaga - Venus (Gesaffelstein's Mix)

💯 Born from pain, forged in fire. This song is a reflection of my journey - grief, betrayal, and resilience. I lost the only people who truly supported me, my nan and brother. Then, at my lowest, I walked into my own home to find my partner in my bed - with someone else. Stress consumed me, my body shut down, and I couldn’t eat or even hold down water. Doctors had no answers. My world shattered, and my education was delayed. This song is for anyone who has lost everything and had to rebuild. You are not alone ❤️

📖 Song Lyrics (Shortened Version):
Born where the valleys whisper pain,
where love was taught through loss and strain.
A mother’s hands - both cold and tight 
gave lessons wrapped in sleepless nights.

She called me ‘mistake’ with lips of stone,
yet clutched me close when left alone.
Her love, a blade, a twisted dance,
a game of rage and circumstance.

At twelve, I learned that smoke could numb,
a glass of fire upon my tongue.
The streets would call, and I would go,
where childhood’s innocence won’t grow.

By sixteen, my mind betrayed,
a world of whispers, black and frayed.
The walls would breathe, the shadows spoke,
my grasp on time began to choke.

A bitter pill, a sterile bed,
they labelled demons in my head.
Psychosis clawed, my mind was bare,
while doctors watched with hollow stares.

A trial came, I fought, I lost,
truth weighed down in justice’s cost.
Yet money fell like silver rain,
but nothing paid could cleanse the pain.

At eighteen, I fled, I ran,
to carve my life with my own hand.
Through books and pages, truth was spun,
a battle fought, a war begun.

But in the dark, beneath the weight,
a whisper came - a twist of fate.
A name, a face I never knew,
a brother lost, a bond so true.

Rhuddian, wild, unfiltered, raw,
a man unchained, yet full of flaw.
But to my core, he was my rock,
my blood, my kin, my missing lock.

We laughed, we fought, we cursed, we cried,
we shared the scars we could not hide.
He found in me what I found, too,
a place to stand, a love that grew.

But fate is cruel, its hands are cold,
it rips apart. It doesn’t fold.
At twenty-two, my world was shattered,
his voice was gone, his life had scattered.

Grief like fire filled my chest,
a hollow void, a heart distressed.
And so I ran to numb the ache,
to chemicals, to dull the break.

But every high was dipped in sorrow,
no escape, just more to borrow.
Each hit, a ghost, his voice, his name,
but nothing ever dulled the pain.

I stand where once I swore I'd fall,
a scholar now—I’ve conquered all.
Not just for me, but those who stray,
for every soul lost on the way.

The past still whispers, dark and deep,
but I have promises to keep.
No fate is set, no path is sealed,
but through the pain, I rise and heal.

A phoenix born from years of strife,
I forge anew - I build my life.

📜 The Full Poem:
The full poem dives even deeper into the loss, betrayal, and struggles I faced. This song is a condensed version, but the full piece holds every raw detail  - every scar, every lesson, every rise from the ashes. Click here if you're interested: https://allpoetry.com/poem/18302905-Lost-Beneath-My-Name--by-Nel115

I also used ai for the voice, too afraid to use my own voice lmao 🤣 

Lost Beneath My Name - Nel

I remastered this ages ago. I hope you enjoy it! 😁❤️This is my first song, I finally found the file on my pc. I originally uploaded it on my other account. 

🎵 Lyrics:
Sunrise waking me up bright
Golden rays in my eyes light
New day ready set go now
Chasing dreams anyhow

City buzz feel the heartbeat
Riding waves on the busy street
Don't stop. Keep on moving ahead
Live life no dread

Oh, those golden days we find
Every moment in our mind
Feel the love. Let it shine
Golden days are yours and mine

Laughter echoes streets alive
Energy in the air thrive
Smiles shared stories unfold
Hearts warm, not cold

Hold on tight to this vibe
Memories we won't let slide
Living right feeling high
Together, rise to the sky

Oh, those golden days we find
Every moment in our mind
Feel the love. Let it shine
Golden days are yours and mine




I have so many different types of songs I've worked on, but I'm umming and arring about uploading them. Beats are mine, the voices are ai.

Golden Days Remastered - Nel

"Queen of Stone" is a haunting exploration of love, trust, and the walls we build to protect what’s left of ourselves. Layered with vivid imagery and raw emotion, the song captures the fragility of faith, the weight of betrayal, and the silent resilience of those who choose solitude over another broken promise.

Yet even stone can wear. Even silence hums.

Would you tear it down, or let the ivy grow?

Lyrics:

I built my trust like blown-glass art,
Mouth and fire, breath and spark.
Molten faith, fragile-formed,
Cooled to crystal, clear and warm.
It held the weight of whispered vows,
But even diamonds learn to bow.

Love’s a sculptor, hands divine,
Yet even angels carve in blind.
Your touch, once silk, turned sharp as shears,
Etching cracks through tethered years.
One slip, one shatter—gone to dust,
A monument to broken trust.

So I laid the bricks, I built the wall,
Mortared silence, stacked it tall.
No doors, no cracks, no space to see—
No one will ever get to me.
Yet ivy climbs with quiet grace,
Roots like fingers, slow embrace.

I press my ear against the stone,
It hums of love I once had known.
Yet eyes that swore they’d never stray,
Taught me how love fades away.

The rain still comes, the cold still bites,
The fortress hums through empty nights.
Yet deep beneath the dust and rust,
There stirs the memory of trust.
Would I let the hammer swing?
Would I let the ivy cling?

The glass is gone, the past is set,
But even stone knows how to fret.
And though I ache, though wounds still weep,
I swore a promise I must keep.
So I stand behind these fortress walls,
Answering to no one’s calls.
For love, I learned, is laced with rust,
It gnaws, it hollows, it breeds mistrust.
And though I crave the warmth once known,
I’d rather be the Queen of Stone.

(This is really old, I found my music files on my pc) 

Nel - Queen of Stone

Rise & Thrive, need I say more? ✨️ 

music made by me, then I used ai for the singing + image this time. 

Nel - Rise & Thrive

I tried to go for a progressive electronic vibe with this track -  layered energy, something that hits emotionally as it evolves. I'm still figuring out my sound, so if it comes across a bit basic, my bad, I’m learning as I go! I'm just having fun experimenting and trying to improve with every track. Appreciate anyone who gives it a listen 💙

Nel - CTRL//ALT//RISE

Late-night kicks, no filler. Just raw, dark hardstyle to blast at full volume. Built for the after hours, when the world’s asleep and you’re wide awake - wired, unbothered, and a little bit dangerous.

After Dark (Hardstyle)

Break Me Open is an unapologetic declaration of inner struggle and transformation. Driven by haunting melody lines, and cinematic intensity, this track captures the exact moment you stop running - from pain, from truth, from yourself - and finally face it head-on. It's not soft. It's not easy. It's the beautiful violence of becoming.

The accompanying art mirrors this rupture and radiance -a figure caught in motion, mid-transcendence, with a heart that refuses to dim.

Lyrics:

I buried my voice in the static and dust
Taught myself silence when the world said "trust"
Every scar I wear was stitched in the dark
But I still burn like a match, waiting for a spark

You want the truth?
It’s not clean.
It’s loud.
It bleeds.

Break me open - don’t break me down
I'm the flame they tried to drown
Built from chaos, born from pain
I rise again, again, again -
Again…
Again…

I danced through fire with bones made of glass
Loved like a storm, but it never could last
They called me fragile, but never saw through-
The cracks just show where the light breaks through

I am not what broke me.
I am what survived it.
Say my name in silence -
And I’ll scream inside it.

Break me open - this is real
Let the beat say what I feel
I am ruin, I am roar
And I’m not scared anymore!

Break Me Open

A journey through contrast -  light and dark, chaos and calm, soul and shadow. Pulsing with ethereal synths and grounded by heavy bass, this EDM track captures the push and pull of inner conflict. It’s the sound of dancing with your demons while chasing the divine. Duality isn't a flaw -  it's the heartbeat of becoming.

artwork is ai generated 

Two in One

In the hush between heartbeats, she waits.
Velvet on your skin, venom in your veins.
A slow dance in the dark - you know how it ends,
but you’ll step closer anyway.


> This isn't aimed at anyone. I've been working on this for months 😁

Nel

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