lyrics:

I stand 
in a t-shirt in the rain
the water
soaks me to the bone
the feeling is
endless
so it won't last for long

looking back, it's gone

in a t-shirt in the rain

i wish I'd got there first
crossed the finish line
on the race to being hurt

open up yourself stitch by stitch
and let me in

I would've taken you home with me
a souvenir of smiles that line themselves with inside jokes
when you look at me like that
 it makes me want  to choke

I don't have to feel
I just have time to think
i'm yearning for you like a fool;
pretending that my heart is hollow when it's full

words that should be quick to swallow
getting caught

running hands like water
over skin that's wearing thin again
to stop my stomach feeling sick

I have a tendency to pick
painful people
painful people

painful people (demo)

two degrees demo mar 23.wav

lyrics:

future uncertain
feelings, a burden
making decisions-
do nothing alone, or be forgiven.
I'm only asking for a friend
I'm perfectly fine,
the issue is on your end
I'll turn it around: tell me what you think went down

I wish you luck x2 
If I give up the rest of me,
will you still see the best in me?
I wish you luck

Apology accepted
But still, resentment festers.
What do your words even mean?
I'm half as whole as I'm meant to be
and I'm growing weak.
Attention to detail
I knit memory and skin into scars
there's nothing more to being young
than to use and be used
look at all we have
look at all we have to lose

I wish you luck x2 
If I give up the rest of me,
will you still see the best in me?
I wish you luck

i wish you luck

a lockdown tune


lyrics:
I catch myself being sad
In the middle of the day
need food to feel okay               
but I already ate
six bowls of 
Cereal

Lost in my thoughts and my coffee's cold
staining the book I said i'd read,
10 page corner fold

didn't I say that i'd take this time
To be better?
But I'm staring out the window
Wishing I could live the weather like I used to
outside more than once a day
Sink back into pillows
How long is this gonna  take? How long is this gonna take?

Ch:
Count yourself as one of the lucky ones
I know I should count myself as one of the lucky ones
It could be so much fucking worse
doesn't mean it doesn't hurt
hold on for a little while, we're almost done 


lonely
lonely all on her own
hold me 
Hold me 
Leave her alone 
lonely lonely 
All on her own 
bored of being scared
bored of being home

chorus

lockdown lonely//lucky ones

if you can sit in the silence, there's two songs here for you

llen