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Amber Island - Nelward & HiP CoLouR

lately
the days all blend together
the same things
and melancholy nights

sunbeams
might change up the weather
but in my dreams i wonder where you are

(I wonder where you are)

You're just on the horizon
though i know not to indulge, darling
I'm looking high and low

For my gumdrops
I left them on the counter
gumdrops
someone hid the jar, darling

the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 brain cells
from wondering where you are

You saw me at the turnstile
And I said I'm doing fine, darling
In one word we said goodbye
That's the scene in my mind

As I eat my gumdrops
they taste so sweet and sour
Gumdrops
They're never very far, darling
the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 braincells
from wondering where you are

from my gumdrops
I left them on the counter
Gumdrops
someone hid the jar, darling
the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 brain cells
from wondering where you are

i wonder where you are
i gaze upon the stars
and wonder where you are
i wonder where you are

gumdrops

have you seen this new ASMR
where they squeeze
sponges filled with soapy foam
and scrape away the stars
to gratify the hair upon your arms

and keep you whistling

keep me on fire keep me on fire i'll be alright
keep me on fire i'll be alright i'll be just fine
into the burning gaze
winds will obscure my ashes
call me a liar cause im so alive

have you seen
this new ASMR
yes indeed
or maybe you've texted the wrong guy
have you seen the time? gotta go do crimes (Oh no)

But there's cupcakes in the fridge
to keep you whistling

Keep me on fire
(now you know how I feel)
(say you can handle that my love is for real)
(please say you always borrow more than you steal)

the milk has inspired so call me a liar but now i'm inspired to plant some more trees

keep me on fire keep me on fire i'll be alright
keep me on fire i'll be alright i'll be just fine
into the burning gaze
winds will obscure my ashes

call me a liar cause i'm so alive

keep me on fire (now you know how I feel)
keep me on fire (now you know my love's real)

I was expired, I was inspired into the night
call me a liar cause i'm so alive

i'm so alive
i'm so alive
(you that I love, you that I like)
I'm so alive
(you that I love, you that I like)
I'm so alive

cosmic relief

i am enamored by your love
i’m an animal, enamored by you

(who am I to deny your light? On your light I rely)  You’re the love by which I’m defined

I’m defined
  I am an island in the sky 
A denial of islands in you  (I’m the sun, I’m the moon I’m the sea But I’m bound by the trees)  
And I live to protect your peace
 All the time  

But I’m stuck in a tube 
I’m a bastard
The 2 dimensions in which I’m confined for all time

  I’m a sun, I’m a moon, I’m a tree 
Your light invigorates my leaves
But my longest branch can’t reach 

YOU know why I can’t be a seed
YOU KNOW THAT I’M STUCK IN A TUBE  

I’m a bastard
The two dimensions in which I’m confined
Are dooming me to choose from left or right
 Choose (your master) The metal pipe in which you will reside
For all time

TUBE

Girl I’m So Sorry Bro 
I’ve Been Thinking of the words to say
Bro I’m so sorry girl 
This is literally my first mistake
  I cringe just thinkin bout
How I fell on you and broke your face
(And now the angels know the error of my ways)

  Please take me at my word
Never meant to break into your house
I never realized
Just how bad it would be for my clout

(The winds of right and wrong have coalesced in shame) 
(I reprimand the deed I carry with my name)  
We could breathe a little deep in a 1,2,3
If some people had the courage to say
Girl I’m sorry bro
What can I do to repay

 We could get some more shit done in a 3,2,1
With some people who are willing to say
Bro I’m sorry girl
Forever and more always

  We could breathe a little deep in a 1,2,3
If some people had the courage to say 
Girl I’m sorry bro 
What can I do to repay
 On the same side of the sun in a 3,2,1
There’s the people who are too quick to cave

 Like I’m sorry girl, forever and more always 
Girl I’m sorry bro, what can I do to repay 
Bro I’m sorry girl, forever and more always
Girl I’m sorry bro, what can I do to repay

girl I'm so sorry bro

Who's gonna call ya name?
Ya never really get any younger

How long will you wait?
You're waiting for an angel up high
To swoop on down and bring you to light
You'd rather wait forever than try

When you were half your age
The jitters put a ball in your throat
It made stuff hard to say
But now we're not in 2005

Cause every single year it's the same (La la la la la)
You tell yourself you like it this way (La la la la la)

Who's gonna call ya name?
When you are older
Who's gonna call ya name?
You're stuck in the middle

You're stuck in the middle
You're stuck in the middle
When you gonna make the change?
You're stuck in the middle

Who's gonna call ya name
When this is over
You don't trust no one to stay
And mend your heart

Who's gonna call ya name
When you grow older
Who's gonna call ya name
You're stuck in the middle

who's gonna call ya name?

Nice to meet ya! i'm digging a hole
I'll never give you the remote control
I'm calling as I'm falling down the same hole that I dug last time

I wanna see ya! Or maybe I don't
You'll run for miles when you see my hole
I'm sprawling as I'm crawling down the crevasse where I keep my crumbs

The moon is howling at my window
Let me cook my feast
For the queen, for the queen, for the

Put it in the ground, put it in the ground

The careless oxen yawn and mangle songs stuck in their throats
For the queen to rectify the bad blood with her ghost
Don't throw out your rusty shovel guess who just found gold
In the hole, in the hole, in the

Keep it in the ground, keep it in the ground

nice to meet ya! ~i'm digging a hole~ (feat. adron)

tell me all the things that you know about
don't wanna look it up, wanna hear from u
and even though i dono what you're talkin bout
I know that every word that you say is true

Tongue tie the new close talker
Close call for anyone listenin
Tongue tie the new close talker
Close call for anyone listenin
Class clowns and funeral marchers
Cast call the moon night monsters
Tongue tie the new close talker
In half time

I think its kind of cute how you chase clout
I hate the way you dance hoping they approve
but maybe all that just reminds me of myself
I hate the part of me that I see in you

So I won't talk trash,
I won't talk back you heard me
I'm learning every time when I speak those lines
I broadcast insecurity

Tongue tie the new close talker
Close call for anyone listenin
Tongue tie the new close talker
Close call for anyone listenin
Class clowns and funeral marchers
Cast call the moon night monsters
Tongue tie the new close talker
In half time

Talk is cheap so you can't talk fast
But now I'm in a hurry so you better talk fast

I can't keep track, can you repeat that?
One more time

Close Talker

we sail on endless waters
inside a jar that floats along the sea
reciting to our sons and daughters
songs among the breeze in a song among the breeze

we only are our islands
enlivened by the promise to the trees
all nourishing solemnly
into eternity

we stand in turbulent symmetry
in thanks to glimpse at peace

we only are our islands
we only are our islands
we only are our islands

rise, shine, open eyes
soak in the sounds
here them outpour
in your hands as water from the creaking faucet trickles down

rise, shine
aim your aching limbs upright!
I don’t deserve to feel it 
I don’t deserve to fear it
 Don’t glorify

And we only are
We are on fire

Fire
Fire
Fire
Fire

the sum of all our sirens

Every day 
In every way 
I'm happy to say 
I'm getting better 

I fell on my head 
Just when you thought I was dead 
I'm getting better 

I'm getting better 

Got stuck in a maze 
And in my thick haze 
I roamed the same place what seemed forever 
Matched eyes with my fate 
I laughed in his face 
I'm getting better 

I'm getting better 

I'm getting better 

La la la la la la la la 
La la la la la la la la 

I'm covered in stings 
It don't mean a thing to me 

I'm getting better 
I'm getting better 
I'm getting better 
I'm getting worse

getting better

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girl I'm so sorry bro

nelward

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