being the most normal person in the world makes you special 

Amber Island - Nelward & HiP CoLouR

lately
the days all blend together
the same things
and melancholy nights

sunbeams
might change up the weather
but in my dreams i wonder where you are

(I wonder where you are)

You're just on the horizon
though i know not to indulge, darling
I'm looking high and low

For my gumdrops
I left them on the counter
gumdrops
someone hid the jar, darling

the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 brain cells
from wondering where you are

You saw me at the turnstile
And I said I'm doing fine, darling
In one word we said goodbye
That's the scene in my mind

As I eat my gumdrops
they taste so sweet and sour
Gumdrops
They're never very far, darling
the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 braincells
from wondering where you are

from my gumdrops
I left them on the counter
Gumdrops
someone hid the jar, darling
the simple pleasure keeps my last 2 brain cells
from wondering where you are

i wonder where you are
i gaze upon the stars
and wonder where you are
i wonder where you are

gumdrops

Nice to meet ya! i'm digging a hole
I'll never give you the remote control
I'm calling as I'm falling down the same hole that I dug last time

I wanna see ya! Or maybe I don't
You'll run for miles when you see my hole
I'm sprawling as I'm crawling down the crevasse where I keep my crumbs

The moon is howling at my window
Let me cook my feast
For the queen, for the queen, for the

Put it in the ground, put it in the ground

The careless oxen yawn and mangle songs stuck in their throats
For the queen to rectify the bad blood with her ghost
Don't throw out your rusty shovel guess who just found gold
In the hole, in the hole, in the

Keep it in the ground, keep it in the ground

nice to meet ya! ~i'm digging a hole~ (feat. adron)

nelward's highly anticipated EP brings about his vocal debut, channeling his explosive fun energy into crisp electronic desktop-pop (DESKPOP)!

stream or purchase here: http://hyperurl.co/nelward-AliveScreen

Find nelward's music:
Soundcloud ~ https://soundcloud.com/nelward
Spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/artist/4DVe11vtKHN5TRtG8TEjNb
YouTube ~ https://www.youtube.com/nelwardmusic

... and his socials:
Twitter ~ https://twitter.com/nelward64
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art by @brainFOAM (https://twitter.com/brainfoam_)

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LYRICS:

1 2 3
the arc of natural motion
it stops for no one and nothing

ten ton dream
the weight that holds the notion
and guides us 2 our place

and i call out your name from the canyon rock
like a faun to the moon in a song
verse by verse, spot rehearse as u please

because I’m seafoam green
never meant that much to me
u can place ur bets on lemon fresh I’m new as the morning breeze

because I’m seafoam breeze
i’m a ten ton fantasy
u can paint with any whim u please i’m easy as 1-2-3

easy as 1-2-3

and i call out ur name from the canyon rock
like a faun to the moon in a song

the olive hue
comes in view, naturally

Alive In Screen

~ download/stream ~

nelward - seafoam breeze

If U Think of Me

Guest vocals by Paige: 
http://twitter.com/paigepaigemhmmm
http://instagram.com/paigepaigemhmmm
http://therealpaigewilliams.com/

LYRICS

I'm more normal than you
I'm more normal than you
You could stare inside my window and see nothing new

I'm so normal it's true
Much more normal than you
You could stare inside my window and see nothing new

And in the morning I'm not horny
And nothing could abhor me
You'll never hear me yell

But when the night comes don't come for me

I'll be sleeping, 8 hours a day

I'm more normal than you,
I'm more normal than you
You could stare inside my window and see nothing new

I'm so normal it's true
Much more normal than you
You could write a song about it but you want this for you

Cause through it all I'm always happy
Out in the distance laughing
And calm at any cost

And every tragedy's a story
And shakespeare always bored me
But I'm sorry for your loss

And when the werewolf lunges for me,
Cover both my eyes, cover both my eyes
As I sleep

In my shadow,
Eight hours a night

I’m sleeping 8 hours a day
I’m breathing in any old way
I’m eating 3 meals a day
I’m cleaning what do you say
I’m driving just when I should
I’m thriving isn’t it good
I’m breathing wouldn’t you know
I’m bleeding don’t let it show

Normal (feat. Paige)

Guest vocals by Adron: 
https://www.instagram.com/adronical/
https://www.youtube.com/user/AdronMusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1CoHG5MTULb71p1MbyGVRL?si=YhtanQcGQYmx5BzZdZ3zeg

LYRICS:

I barely made it out of bed
The racing thoughts all through my head
Wish I could say "OK, you win, now pass through"

(Pass through, every time)

I'm made of bricks that weigh me down
and form the walls that shut me out
But every day some way, some how, I smash through

(Smash through, every time)

So when you tell me just to cheer up and smile more
You tell a story bout yourself you don't know
I hope one day that you don't feel the way I feel cause you would need twice the strength that you own

Smash thru, every time
Cause its the only way I know to reach the night, I'm sayin
Smash thru, it might be loud,
But its the only way I know to work things out

I had a hard time as a kid
And saw some shitty therapist
Who told me "Just don't worry bout it! Its just you"

(Just you, and no one else)

There's no solution that I know
But I know you're not alone
And through each day we're just like you
We smash through

(Smash through, every time)

So shut the fuck up when you tell me to smile more
You sound more ignorant than you even know
I hope one day that you don't feel the way I feel cause you would need twice the strength that you own

Smash thru, every time
Cause its the only way I know to reach the night, I'm sayin
Smash thru, it might be loud,
But its the only way I know to work things out

Smash, thru,
Every time,
Only way I know to reach the night, I'm sayin

Smash thru,
It might be loud,
But its the only way I know to work things out

Cause its the only way I know

Smash Thru (feat. Adron)

My balloon makes friends with all the trees
Every morning at the park
That was when I let him off his leash
Watched him fall into the sun

No balloon could ever take his place
I cried and cried consumed with grief
A slip of hand is really all it takes
Now he's watching over me
Now he's watching over me

Rubber shards among the soiled ground
Begging mercy from the sky
Cruel finality rings far and loud
Fragile sunflowers left behind

On the day you flew away from me
All the earth stood still and paused
Choirs now sing out in your memory
Cause you're watching over everyone
You're watching over everyone

Calling, I'm calling
Can you hear me, can you hear me
Falling, I'm falling
Please retrieve me, retrieve me

Calling, I'm calling
Can you hear me, please hear me
Falling, I'm falling
Please retrieve me, retrieve me

My Balloon

Guest vocals by Twitch Griffey

https://www.instagram.com/whitelines/

LYRICS:

The blood is bubbling from the lake where myths are made
The fish are screaming while you feed the queen the cake
The world champion of bingo sends regards
Congratulations, you're a fucking super star

Eat your dreams
(grow up to be like me)
Eat your dreams
(its well within your reach)

Eat your dreams
(grow up to be like me)
Eat your dreams
(its well within your reach)

You're so far up your ass you know just how it taste
To sell the platitude you put upon the plate
A stupid myth of knights and heroes long ago
Could not conceal the hamster wheel that fuels the show

To work 10 times as hard to feed the parasite
All when the starting line is miles and miles behind
The dream that never died because it was always fake
I'll have mine scattered covered smothered and erased

Eat your dreams
(grow up to be like me)
Eat your dreams
(its well within your reach)

Eat your dreams
(grow up to be like me)
Eat your dreams
(its well within your reach)

Eat your dreams, Eat your dreams
Eat your dreams, Eat your dreams

Eat your dreams, Eat your dreams
Eat your dreams, Eat your dreams

Eat your dreams

Eat Your Dreams

I want you to take me all the way out, all the way in
I need you to take me all the way out, all the way in
I want you to break me all the way out, all the way in
I need you to break me all the way out, all the way in

All the way out, all the way in
All the way out, all the way in
All the way out, all the way in
All the way out, all the way in

Cause everything up to now couldn't feel it
And everything up to now couldn't hear it

Cause everything up to now couldn't feel it
And everything up to now couldn't feel it
And everything up to now couldn't feel it
And everything up to now
And everything up to now

All The Way In

when the day becomes the night
something else consumes my sight
every full moon must collide
as the sirens silence all the violins

where's the wolf that's feeding on the hounds?
where's the wolf that's feeding on the hounds?

in the days of stone and ice
heard that rainfall out of sight
now your game's in broad daylight

when the violins silence all the sirens you set off
you did this to yourself
thought that you could rig the game and no one would tell
you said a beast was on the loose
and maybe that was true
cause now we know that all this time the werewolf was you
the werewolf was you

the werewolf was you

when the violins silence all the sirens you set off
you did this to yourself
thought that you could rig the game and rob us to hell
you said a beast was on the loose
and maybe that was true
cause in the end we all found out the werewolf was you
the werewolf was you

you're the wolf that's feeding on the hounds
you're the wolf that's feeding on the hounds

The Werewolf

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website: http://www.nelward.com

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Normal (feat. Paige)

nelward

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