Intro

"Crystal Visions" by Sadi Kalen ©2025. All rights reserved.

This song is dedicated to my lovely niece, Leshelle. Created just for her, it's a reflection of her inquisitive nature, her gifted sight and her kind and caring spirit. And because she loves EDM it's a song she can dance to. 
Lots of love, Aunty. 

Crystal Visions

"The Outside In" by Sadi Kalen ©2025. All rights reserved. 
Intro trance song for upcoming album. Unreleased.

The Outside In

Liminal

SugarSynth: "Some connections hurt because they’re finally in tune"
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Yeah… you got me feeling things again.
This hurts, but it heals.

The world's too loud, it's all static and speed,
I went numb for years, then you cut through the bleed.
You filter out the noise, make it all turn to blur,
Like a slow motion picture, every frame of you hurts.
The piano drops, soft as velvet...
Every low note lands where the ache lives yeaaahh.

Yeah, the way you make me feel...
Caught in this love induced haze, babe.
The way you make your play,
You’re pulling out all your sweetest ways
Just for me now.
Yeah, you’re where my hurting heart can heal.

Hurt me, heal me, love me still.
Hurt me, heal me, love me still.
Love still hurts, but love still wins.
Hurt me, heal me, love me still.

My past still hits like a kick and a snare,
Old ghosts talk loud, but you keep me there.
You don’t just talk, you breathe through my doubt,
Hold me through the panic til it filters out.
It’s that broken logic, that steady touch,
Didn’t know a love could hurt this much.

Yeah, the way you make me feel...
Caught in this love-induced haze, babe.
The way you make your play,
You’re pulling out all your sweetest ways
Just for me now.
Yeah, you’re where my hurting heart can heal.

You’re like that coat I wore through every storm,
Still smells like smoke, but it keeps me warm.
You’re like that bed on a winter night,
All of my fractures sink into the light.
It’s a texture... a mood...
It’s the way you stay when I come unglued.

The way you make me feel...
Love-induced haze, babe
Love-induced haze
Love me, heal me, love me still...
Sweetest ways, all for me now
Through the pain, this love still wins...
Catching feels bet.
Hurt me, heal me, love me still.
Hurt me, heal me, love me still.

Love haze

📺 I made a music video for this, which I recommend you watch: you can find it via my profile link ( YouTube / Instagram / SugarSynthMusic.com ). 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQ0Ijd5f2CM

Dire need...

A dark, intimate spoken piece about being right there and still outside.

This track is me sitting with the questions that have been unfolding quietly across my whole life:

How much of yourself can you translate before you forget your own language? At what point does "adapting" start to feel like disappearing? Which parts of me are truly me, and which parts are just survival code running in the background? How do you ask for connection without turning yourself into a performance? How do I find acceptance while still being myself?

I don’t think it’s about villains. I think it’s about defaults. About systems that sort first and listen later. About the invisible little fees you keep paying when you don’t fit neatly into the shape that’s expected. Death by a thousand cuts.

I made this because I’m trying to close a chapter in my head so it doesn’t keep looping forever. Some days it genuinely hurts. But I’m learning myself, listening to others, and trying to find healing in this strange world: one lesson at a time.

It’s a long journey for me. I’m carrying a lot: some things I’m actively unlearning, some things I’m still trying to repair, and some things I’ll probably always have to live with instead of "solve" But I’m still here. I’m still choosing myself. I’m not giving up.

Be kind to each other. You don’t know what anyone is carrying. Stay safe, and try to love each other a little more. 💜

Dire need

Catch-22 is about the feeling you get when you know that you shouldn't be with someone, but deep down in your heart, you know that you can't be without them.

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