The Future After The End (demos)

I fought a battle
Lost ground, went down
And the casualty was reason
Erased by counter-clockwise memory
Betrayed, torn down, and left uneven
Lay the foundation
Unbreak the silence, stand divided
Distracted eyes, unfocused minds
I'll leave them all behind

With darkness as my friend
And light as my weapon
My heart unchained, my mind unconfined
Your life has been lived a million times

Disengage this mathematical parity
From the echoes of my identity
Escape, resisting chemical insanity
But a native poison keeps reminding me
To pay attention
"Don't ignore the source of misery"
A blinding focus to puncture the signs of disease
Concentrate loud enough to drown out the voice of the weak

Now that I've done what I had to do
Will you remember every second I struggled?
The pain doesn't go away
Will you remember every second?

This state of loss is permanent

When will this end?
I'm counting every second I've spent listening to
This punctuated silence
Shut my eyes and lie still
Lay the foundation
Then topple the structure
Will you remember every second?

With darkness as my friend
And light as my weapon
My heart unchained, my mind unconfined
Your life has been lived a billion times

Let go of what exists within minds, but not between them
Let go

Lay the foundation
Unbreak the silence, stand divided
Distracted eyes, unfocused minds
I'll leave them all behind

Disengage (Demo)

Be unborn and remade

Sprawling matrix
A set of instructions
Monospaced wisdom
Formulations of parallel judgements
Decimal Waveforms made

But still supplied by fluid particles
Randomized in distribution
Every design must be replaced and improved on

One outcome, one guiding wisdom
Narrowing the variance by iteration
Convergence in the wake of
Assembled order of a system
Solitude and isolation
where I'm going and where I came from 
Sufficient was the damage done
I will undertake and overcome

Concentration burning in
Advances now begin
Every error that is made warrants an upgrade

Recovery is not an option
Recovery is not enough
If I end where I started
It's useless to neglect
The future after its end

Movement through time
Memories made
Resolve the distance between probability and matter of fact
Recovered senses leave this false reality never come back

Shards of brain on cutting edge
Predict what lies ahead
Ice is flowing through my veins 
Along with the octane
Calibrate my unknown strength
Not a second left to wait

Lunar light will set ablaze the obstructions to discovery
Through time and piece by piece remade until nothing but visions remain
No step too far to take, there's an eternity's worth of progress left to make

Be unborn and remade
 
Sprawling matrix
A set of instructions
Monospaced wisdom
Formulations of parallel judgements
Decimal Waveforms

There's no doubt I'll reduce it down to a science
If there's anyone who can 
And I won't stop there

Breakthrough is just beyond
Always in view, but never reached
Regardless of the scale of the degrees that separate
Why is the remaining distance always
Just another step more than an arm's length

Exhaustion setting in
With patience wearing thin
Confused and jarred loose
Seconds away from being overwhelmed by the volume
I can't be unprogrammed
I can't shut down for a moment

Lunar light will set ablaze the obstructions to discovery
Seize every capability within reach
Find all new ground to break
Observe, then recreate
Still an eternity's worth of progress left to make

There's no doubt I'll reduce it down to a science
If there's anyone who can
And I won't stop there

Almost Inhuman (demo)

Test Mixes

October Air (demo)

Fall into orbit with no grasp on gravity
Disagree to the reverse of breaking free
Circular patterns reinforced 
By an endocrine circuitry
Losing balance
Disrupt inertia
Succumb to numeration
Surrender to summation

Reside in fractions and traverse the absence

I won't be lost and I'll never be found
Find purpose beyond the doubt
I won't change just by the passage of time
There's nothing I won't survive

Compelled to regress by widening cracks that quake the ground
Detune the sense that can hear the sound
Blinding, deafening
Tell me what I can't be without
I still decide, and my reason is sound
Surrounded by the pointless directions like the center of a compass
Magnetic to the senses
Just static in the wind against the fortress

Collide in distance and reverse the presence

I won't be lost and I'll never be found
Find purpose beyond the doubt
I won't change just by the passage of time
There's nothing I won't survive

By an order of magnitude
Break the order of the spheres and escape to the dark surround
Hand me over to Solitude
Turn the corner, turn the keys, escalate as it draws you down
It makes no difference that I face away if I edge towards the line
It makes no difference that I face away if I edge towards the line

Just a center with no core
Just a number, nothing more
Unfulfilled and unrestored 
Nothing after or before

Revive the balance and dispose attachments

I sink deep into the flickering sky
In search of the other side
Lines between emptiness cross the divide
Leave everything else behind

I won't be lost and I'll never be found
Find purpose beyond the doubt
I won't change just by the passage of time
There's nothing I won't survive

Fall into orbit with no grasp on gravity
Disagree to the reverse of breaking free

The Future After The End (demos)

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