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my fears r gettin older
new me is getting colder
why cant i face my feelings
gotta fix myself

i wish i could be like you
all the things that we could do
to you it doesnt matter
im done my life is shattered


you cant say sorry like i do
i cant be honest like u do
i always end up like this
i know it was something special
im always blamed for something
u could have done it better

doesnt matter (neohn)

In My Zone [neohn]

feat @coldspades 
prod @awwy2k & @neohnq

(chorus)
i was telling me, yeah i own it!
feel like celebi, i control it
if you wanted me, coulda shown it
yeah you know it, yeah you know it

(verse one)
it's been too long, just wanna have some fun
do i belong? maybe i'm better gone

(verse two: coldspades)
tell me, is this forever?
i thought we'd be together
can't let you go, i'm tethered
i just can't take this pressure

and you're looking like you came from above
i just wanna hold you, wanna feel your touch
tell me is it me, am i doing too much?
grab onto my hand and together we'll run

i can't take back wasted time
i promise that we'll be fine
got one wish: to make you mine
i just hope we'll be alright

celebi

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celebi w/ coldspades (kidu + neohn)

prod @neohnq
master @chriad
00x decayedd 4L
lyricsds:

saw u at the train stop w ur friends
hope u didnt see my face shocked,, once agn
bbgrl u make my brain rot its all in my headd
i got bad habits cant stop.. ima end up dead :o

when i see ur face all i feel is sadness
nvr thought it wld get to here but it happened
on my own cuz u left me in the past tense
its tragic, im stuck ifeel trappd man://
itry 2 dig myself up but i cant get out 
no one fna hear me so i can cry out loud
i cn scream n shout but u still wont respond
ik u can see my frown but udont care at all............

i feel dead thnk im dead, its too late now\
they get loud in my hed im insane now
off the pills off the meds cope tha pain yaa
we do it all, all again js to breakup         (x2)

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i think it's all in my head (neohn)

@yyuskee @neohnq

out now on spotify






feel alive

#feelAlive 🕊️ (neohn)

https://youtu.be/bkIMBoP70iY?si=HZJYJ-_D0aGYqyWY

Ch:1 2023
prod @neohnq @junshi163
mastered by @chriad

lyrics 

i got different types of crystals on my body btch im up
i got different types of issues calling but i wont pick up
sorry i dont wna talk ive been steady chasing bucks
its like ever since i popped a pill i fell in luv

iv been off the x so i keep it on the nightstand
fighting w myself i keep a cutter in my right hand
she said tht im nice man
ik she'll get frightened when she see me off th 40 
i swear its getting tiring

got a call frm above
see my heart pick it up
said i cant find the one
why dont we prove them all wrong tonight?
ive been drowning in pain u see it inside my eyes
red diamonds on my face its bloody gems when i cry

& i think u love it.. thts another discussion 
(we can forget it tonight but i wont leave it behind)
i cant be stuck in the past so ill just act like its alright

i aint lookin back i promise ill b moving forward
i wish tht i told her (how much she means 2 mee)
ik ill; b thinking of these days when im older
thinking of the pillies on the shelf i swear they fuck me over

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my blood & your gems (neohn x junshi) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

@owtiss, @k4rson love love! <3
prod @bazington, @neohnq

karson friend! karson cool!👍

@owtiss
strangers back to lovers
wna feel ur touch under the covers
texts read like a thesis
i dont need this
falling to pieces
im so dreamless
and all the time we spent meant nothing
everything we talked ab shoulda meant something :/
maybe im js naive
love is dying
i wish that u liked me
but maybe im dreaming

im a stranger left to suffer
better replace me with another
cuz i wont hear back from u again
cuz i cant really deal with all the stress

@k4rson
i cant deal with all of this stress
now im not with you i hope u turn into a mess
im glad im not with you, you dont deserve me at my best
now i'm not with you i can get it off my chest

i'm with someone who appreciates that i try
someone who can understand my mind
someone who tells the truth and never lies
now im finally with someone who could treat me right

who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right

dreamless w/ karson (baz, neohn)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ek2vbp6J1f4zwCjkjBBq6?si=c60ea7ba86514c60

:)) hope u all like it
^ ty c: 
@domerrz 
prod @neohnq

https://www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/neohnq/

[@domerrz]
I can't go back 2 the way things were 
everything is a constant blur
I cut you off, I feel reserved
every night I toss n turn

I call your phone, you don't pick up
You've been gone too long, yea I had to give it up
Yeah, I hear your voice, and it hurts
hear your voice, and it hurts

Yet my souls been attached I can't fathom the sorrow
I can't do this today can we wait till tomorrow? 
My heart hurts again
Can't help but to feel helpless 
Heart been broke too many times
lookin in the mirror I see something I cant leave behind
You're so deceiving I feel nothing for you but despise 
Say you didn't mean it but you cant look me right in the eyes (look me right in the eyes)

your voice (neohn)

sanity ft. whyhaze (neohn)

@whyhaze prod @yashio20k + @neohnq

@whyhaze

its kinda funny how them tables turned around
they used to talk abt me
now they dnt make sound
ugh smokin gas loudd
i been standin tall tryna make the bros proud
kno i stay decayedd
count my k up
she wan be my bae
they seen that shit aint been the same nah
i been w my bros everyday yuh
girl my heart breaks everytime i see ur face yuh
she kno i been decayed for a long time
she want be mine
dam she so fine
i still stand tall like a skyline
stay up till the sun rise
molly got me so high

whyhaze - turn around [prod. yashio + neohn]

prod @neohnq feat @twintee & @yyuskee
mastered by @chriad
cover art by @srrygate
lyrics : 
(@whyhaze)
 i promise we gon b alright
theres no need to cry
can u look me in my eyes
and tell you'llb fine
theres no need to lie (i swear this happens everytime)
u got no reason why (i swear this happens everytime)

i swear that it never works out (never works out)
my heart screams so loud for u....it shouts
wish i could give it all to u ive been trying 2 rip it out
bloodstains.. feels like everything is crushing
b honest, is this what u wanted
my death been calling
i got percs in my stomach
i got racks in the bank bb grl iv been thumbing
couldve been us.. (oh what couldve been us)

(@twintee)
I gave you my heart, 
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
Can u look me in my eyes
And tell me you'll b fine
I been up all night, 
I can’t sleep right
My heart screams so loud for u
Screaming scratching down my walls
My death been calling
So I have to follow
But I guess that's how it goes
Fairytales, I'm not used to them at all

(@yyuskee)
all these wasted times that I cant get back
U know I cant lie, she like u alright ?
no I dont know why, you still in my life
yeah there's no way out, Im tryna escape your sight
yeah I been tryna wipe you off my fucking mind
im throwing up
heart stopping 
no vital signs

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what you wanted w/ 2504 & yuske (neohn)

I was just hoping for another day
I'm running out of everything to say
and when im coming back it should be the same
when we're falling out there won't be no one to blame

and I wanna kill myself when i got nothing to do
i wanna come over and make it better make it right with you
i wanna come over to you (to you)
you tryna see me through(through)?
im finna show you how I do

scars, on the floor you could see the blood falling
blowin up my phone yea she stay steady callin
im in love with money little bch I call it balling
I dont wanna talk anymore and now she sobbing

i cant answer anymore questions
i can do it anymore in the end so i left it
leave him bleeding out on the floor call drainage
turn that boy into a mark thats why we call it stainage
(2x)

wait up again, im forgetting what you said
calling on my phone id rather you leave me out for dead
call back on your phone and leave a voicemail what you said
"i dont wanna do it again, i dont wanna do it again"

do it again (8x)

falling on the floor and im not doing it again
im getting my money give a fuck bout what she said
he was talkin tough we leave his body leave him dead
leave his body on the floor and we forgot his fuckin head

watch it all crash come burning down
i really hate when you're around
i locked my feelings in the pen
i told myself i'll never cross that road again
then filled my bank account with filthy benjamins
cuz at this point them presidents my only friends
i get locked up in your halo
our love is makeshift still don't wanna let go
let me know
girl I got more love to show
just hit the road
not winter but it's cold
and I don't ever wanna see your face
so much adrenaline I'm stuck in this familiar place
kneel down and pray
be thankful for today
look at us we're okay
baby it's just a taste
watch it all come burning down
i really hate when you're around

stain w/ caponeti (neohn, kurse11)

prod @neohnq

嫌いなんてさ君は言うかな
世界条理とか僕のせいで
崩れ落ちた人の尊厳
拾い上げて種を蒔きましょう

見捨てないでまだここにいたいよ
離さないで肌に残る体温
ママは言ったのひとりで生きてゆくの

重ねる生活永遠
そこで生きる意味を見出して
叶えたい夢はもうないな、ひとり部屋の中
画面越しに見えた頃に戻りたい
君とともにいたい、ただひとりがいい
わたし気づいたんです、でも叶わない
もう戻らない、夢は儚くてさみしいよ

嫌いなんてさ君が言うから
脆い心は壊れちゃって
こぼれ落ちたわたしの愛を
拾い上げて蒔いてみましょう

見捨てないでまだここにいたいよ
離さないで肌に残る体温
連れて行ってよハッピーエンドへの結末

mind garden ܤ (neohn)

@uxiexo
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@uxiexo
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@uxiexo
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

Lyrics:

And I'm too fly with my jeans on
Too fly and I'm clean
All these pussy niggas peons
Blow 'em to smithereens
I got choppas like I'm Tony, like I'm Scarface, or it's One Piece
She approach me and see money, she wanna bounce on like a bunny
She can't really get my time of day
One way and it's my way
I'm tryna get the money and the paper, yeah it's my day
Niggas gone dickride regardless like a motherfuckin' holiday
Niggas be shitty, need Charmin
I'm so charming 
Stay alert, they alarmin'
I'm rocking these fresh garments
Niggas be fake, they Dhar Mann
And I got a bad bitch, her name Carmen
5.56 he a goner
I'm with lil Jay and I'm smokin' 3.5's
Wouldn't be here, shoutout my guys
I think the pills, they keep me alive
But everybody fuckin' dies
Is you gone sink? Or is you gone fly?
I wanna get up, get my pape up, get my shit up, keep my shit tucked
And I'm too fly with my jeans on
Too fly and I'm clean
All these pussy niggas peons
Blow 'em to smithereens
I got choppas like I'm Tony, like I'm Scarface, or it's One Piece
She approach me and see money, she wanna bounce on like a bunny
She can't really get my time of day
One way and it's my way
I'm tryna get the money and the paper, yeah it's my day
Niggas gone dickride regardless like a motherfuckin' holiday
Niggas be shitty, need Charmin

i'm still here (tiramisyoon x neohn x weslie)

drowning w/ veezuh [baz + neohn]

@neohnq @yashio20k
Lyrics :

i give u my all u say it’s not enough 
heart wounded up
girl u left your mark
i guess i’ll give u back ur heart
but i js wanna talk
1 last time grl u left me in the darkk

no more said
ghosts and demons in my head
wake up & im thinking abt death
still in my head
dreams of your silhouette 
dying alone instead 

dreams of u & me
u bring me down,, with u 
down (i got nothing to losee)
its js uu
tell me is this what i get
i hope it’s all in my head

SPOTIFY

dreams of your silhouette (neohn & yashio)

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @yashio20k, @neohnq

@owtiss
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time

@dommerz
you take away my pain and give me all the blame 
but i cant be the one (i cant stay Q_Q)
its driving me insane
cause i cant be the only one that cares these things they never change
 I wanna make things right 
I may never win but at least i try 
shed another tear out these tear-stained eyes 
wish there was a way to do it right

(cause maybe im too scared to fade off and fall 
cant bring myself to pickup ur calls
Im too scared to shatter it all
if i just had a wish yea)

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

@mental outro prod @neohnq

lyrics:
1 ina milly like aaliyah
money on me i wanna see u blossom
buy u what u wanna
spend it like im bothered
im wit @1milanxo in paris
we got expensive habits
louis v her wallet
now my jeans are saggin

there was more 2 life
(there was more 2 life)
now im thinkin abt u
we runnin outta time
throw a fit at u
u kno i make it right
baby im conceited
but i kno u my type

tell the truth
u feel alone when im not around
me & you
lookin out at the skyline
countin all my blues
take u out we in soho
time 2 choose
if u leave me will u go alone?

bae gimme the real thing
timewastin i see that
sidelined to the ceiling
halftime im set
no he aint gon press me
demna on my denim
balenciaga jeans
1 for 1, you & me

++we fell in luv
we fell in luv
in my lungs
filled wit smoke
tell me what u want
im outta luv
im outta touch
she had enough
but ur all that i want </3

blossom (mental + neohn)

prod me

@domerrz

art - https://www.instagram.com/5555555555/

all these racks up on the table
dig my grave a cradle
yeahh u call me the worst
blood is seepin thru my shirt
and i cant pinpoint where it hurts
i like ya company
but what u want from me
what do i got that u want
these problems weighin a ton
but they dissolve on my tongue
i do what i can to cope
until im comatose
until im crippled over
im goin coast 2 coast
see u in da layover 👋
say that u know me
theres no us
girl, idk ya. . .
late nights; paranoia
i cant be there for ya
put it on the line
for one last time
i got a flight
so make up ur mindd