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[Intro]
The stars don't shine, they fucking stare
The night doesn't fall, it folds into despair
I was born to bleed for a future I hate
Chained to a fate I never helped create

[Verse 1]
Screaming through teeth ground down to dust
Nothing left but rotted trust
I tear at the skin that won't peel back
Every breath's a heart attack

Mirrors laugh when they see my face
I don't exist, I'm just disgraced
Hope was a fucking joke I inhaled
Now it's poison every time I exhale

[Pre-Chorus]
Tie my soul to the black below
Where silence grows and angels choke

[Chorus]
I don't wanna dream, I wanna detonate
Shove my name in the mouth of fate
I carry this hate like a second spine
Every crack screams, you're not fucking mine
Pull me apart, there's nothing to save
Writhe in the wreckage, then piss on my grave

[Verse 2]
Blood on the wires, gods in decay
I stabbed my faith and watched it pray
Every lie they fed me sweet
Turned my tongue into a fucking leash

Voices crawl through the static haze
Begging me to end my days
They said keep climbing, don't look down
But the summit's just a burial ground

[Pre-Chorus]
Dig a hole where the liars sleep
I'll drown in guilt and die complete

[Chorus]
I don't wanna dream, I wanna detonate
Shove my name in the mouth of fate
I carry this hate like a second spine
Every crack screams, you're not fucking mine
Pull me apart, there's nothing to save
Writhe in the wreckage, then piss on my grave

[Bridge]
Crucify the echoes, sever the thread
I'm not alive, I'm just undead
Don't call it healing, don't call it light
This is vengeance sharpened by spite

[Breakdown]
Let me fall, let me break
Let me drown in my own mistakes
Rip my fucking tongue out to silence my fear
There's no god left, just the voices I hear
Drag my corpse through the filth I denied
I was never fucking meant to survive

[Chorus]
I don't wanna dream, I wanna detonate
Burn my name and all I fake
I was built to rot in a world this vile
Not to beg for peace with a plastic smile
Pull me apart, there's nothing to save
Writhe in the wreckage and dance on my grave

[Outro]
If peace exists, it's not for me
Just dirt and whispers where I used to be
Let the worms inherit what I couldn't kill
I was never alive, just standing still

The Wreckage

ALTAR//VIRUS – listen now!

This release was never meant to be an album – it began as our raw, unfiltered demo, a chaotic birth cry from the abyss. But the sound was too powerful to stay hidden.
So we’re unleashing it now – reworked, reborn, and still bleeding.

Our music is ritualistic, disturbing, and feverishly poetic – a descent into lust, obsession, trauma and spiritual decay.
Each track is a curse. A confession. A beautiful disease.

Press play if you're ready to be consumed.
Let the sound possess you. Let the chaos breathe.

If you feel the pull – leave a like, follow us, and don’t miss what’s coming next.
Because this is just the beginning.
And it only gets darker from here.



Golden shower

Un instant de folie, une éternité de regrets — tout ça sous les yeux du monde entier.

The First Scars

Caught on the KC

Streaming

"Burn Through Me" was born from the feeling of being trapped inside a version of yourself the world expects — and the desperate need to break out, even if it means burning everything down.

The song explores what it means to live in extremes: the addictive cycle of performing strength while silently falling apart, the contradiction of fame and emptiness, and the seductive draw of self-destruction as a form of freedom.

It was created as a cathartic anthem for anyone who's ever felt fake in their own skin, screamed behind closed doors, or lived with a fire they couldn’t explain — one that both fuels them and threatens to consume them.

The breakdown isn’t just musical — it’s spiritual. It’s the moment you stop pretending.
The chorus isn’t just catchy — it’s a cry for meaning in chaos.

In a world that tells you to be perfect, “Burn Through Me” is a war cry for imperfection, vulnerability, and the beauty of breaking loudly instead of silently disappearing.

BURN THROUGH ME

Pandemic

An emotional rap-metalcore fusion reflecting on grief and lost love. 🖤 I wrote this 9 years after losing the love of my life to cancer at 21. This is a reflection of that grief and the path I'm on, a reflection of how I feel now at 30. I'm trying to remind myself of that unconditional love. 

Fuck cancer.

Follow for more 👊🏻 Hopefully not more cancer. 

Lyrics;

I made a promise to a dying girl, 
I forgot that pact and my god it burns,
Fire on my soul, torment on my mind, 
I buried you deep down inside, 
Locked tight in my own wooden box, 
Six foot under covered and lost, 
But I’ve found your shovel, I’ve nothing to hide,
Gonna dig you out and share my pride. 

Verse 2 

Buried tight under earth, fire, trauma and rocks,
I’m coming baby I will get through, 
One day you’ll hold me and see me too, 
But for now I gotta dig, dig for two, 
Maybe when I have I’ll get to see you. 

Verse 3 

Walking with you was truly my honour, 
I gotta walk faster, I wanna, 
Honour your name, your spirit, your laugh, Because when you left it tore me in half, Left me lost, broken and in despair, 
But it’s not over when I carry you everywhere.

 Chorus

 I’m digging and I’ll pull you out, 
Please take my hand and don’t look down, I’m drowning, please take my hand, 
I can’t do this alone please reach out. 

Bridge 

You showed me love I never had before, Saw something in me behind closed doors, Fire in your heart and love on your mind,
I’ll never let go, you’ll always be mine, Moonstars, cakestars and microwave times, 
They don’t know what that means, it breaks my heart, 
But they knew you and you showed me, These words can’t ever describe, 
The joy and love you left behind.

 Outro 

I was Bubba and you were my baby, 
Loved you more than moonstars in your sleep, 
Though broken, your love is my steady glue, 
In shattered moments, your love holds me true.

Dead Promises

Beloved Angels in Heaven

[Verse 1]
The skyline screams in gasoline hues
Smoke drips down like yesterday's news
Sirens hum me back to sleep
While demons dig where hope runs deep

[Pre-Chorus]
I used to beg for silence, now it’s all I hear
A choir of nothing, cruel and clear

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When every prayer I had was dragged on
I rot in the noise, erased from the throng
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Verse 2]
Billboards weep with vacant eyes
Selling pills to drown the cries
They scream "awake" while I’m half-dead
Gnawing on the lies I’m fed

[Pre-Chorus]
Apathy's a blade I kiss each night
Draws no blood but still bites

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When truth gets gutted in every song
I'm just static where the screams belong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Bridge]
Watch the oceans blister, the heavens seethe
No gods, no grace, just grit in teeth
If this is survival, then let me decay
I'd trade this breath for a faster way

Skies bleed rust, and the soil won't sleep
Graves fill faster than secrets keep
I scream through smoke till my lungs are gone
Still no one's listening; just moving on

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When mercy’s mute and justice gone
My voice, a cinder, in a world gone wrong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Outro]
Where do I belong
When even rage feels hollow
And hope won’t follow

Belong Part 1

Baby, You’re My Side Quest - Death Metal Version

Contrasts of the Void - powerful Metal Remix

Far Away

We are NeON dEVIL — a renewed project with a fresh lineup and a clear direction forward.

Our music isn’t tied to one style.
We enjoy experimenting and combining different ideas, sounds, and influences.
if it inspires us, we use it.

We’re here to create without limitations.
To try new things.
To grow, explore, and see where each idea leads.
No rules. No expectations. Just music.

Featuring 

Sascha Häusler
Astrid Andersson
Raphaela Hartmann
Thomas Kaiser
Ella Park
Anna Weiss
Tina Park
Nero


Concept & Lyrics

Sascha Häusler 
Astrid Andersson
Raphaela Hartmann
Thomas Kaiser
Ella Park
Anna Weiss
Tina Park
Nero

Golden shower

NeON dEVIL

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