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thoughtform collective - September 2021

thoughtform 🧠 🌻

exec: nitro
prod: 
* nitro (executive producer, instrumentation 1-5) (background vocals; 1) (co-writing; 3)
* caspy (vocals; 1)
* horosha (vocals; 2) (mixing; 2-3)
* novagarden (vocals; 3) 
* mkultra (vocals; 3)
* sparko (vocals; 3)
* tofu (vocals; 3-4) (co-prod; 3) 
* kxly06 (co-prod, instrumentation; 3) (mixing; 3 and 4)
* jay hollin (vocals; 5)
* ucif (vocals; 5)

daydreamers / goodbyes (w/ jay hollin & ucif)

midnite hour (w/ tofu)

demons (w/ sparko, mkultra & kxly06)

fragment (w/ horosha)

the bonfire (w/ caspy)

"Fighting to turn Horns to Halos"

Prod. by Paryo
Mixed by Davo

Socials:
Neon - https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion
Paryo - https://www.instagram.com/paryobeats/
Davo - https://www.instagram.com/precision_mixing/

Halos (Prod. Paryo)

Lyrics

Focus on myself and my health
I need no one else to help out
since twelve I've been telling myself
we in different realms between heaven and hell
rebelled threw my dream in a well
it endlessly fell cant tell
if its mental abstinence or so abstract it dispelled

from the lies that my mind
so foolishly tries to disguise
told us we could do anything
but didn't mention the price
and even though I'm fifteen
it feels like I have no more time
only two more years to make it work
better get on the grind

I'm obnoxious and its where it starts
I pick my conscious part by part
I promise ill perfect this art
ill get a goddess lock her heart
before I start to think I've got to focus on mine
show I have a lack of empathy and fate intertwines

cause collage out the question
failed the whole year as a freshmen 
my priorities are inside out
not to mention that I'm stressing
grades and music contravention 
feels like my minds in distension
seems I've found another route
if rapping doesn't get me mentioned

cause after I'm a senior that's when this all drops
cause after I'm a senior's when this fantasy stops
of course I mean if this music thing decides to flop
pull my dream up from the well I don't wanna wake up

until then ill be working on the craft
I'm watching as the hour's pass
blocked and caught up for some hours
throwing out pages of drafts
going nowhere till I crash
inside my head is where I'm trapped
with my content feeling sour
constant fear of being last
do anything to meet contrast
reality's too far detached
inside my head there's no more space
the feeling is getting compact
surroundings I cant interact
dark energy is what I attract
something don't feel right these walls they about to collapse

I be here with my head in the clouds
dark energy surrounds around it almost enshrouds
demons telling me to limit my sound
thoughts telling me I should come down
unlike the walls I don't collapse
my mind shows no bounds

Nothings as it seems (prod. Roachy Beats)

- xo.jalen:
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0fpxUTcsEgkh0sJYnZVFkB
insta: www.instagram.com/xo_jvlen/
twitter: twitter.com/xo_jalen

lyrics

I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something

Swear this world so crazy
So I stay faded
N I’m smokin, smokin, smokin’
Just to get me to the day end
Jimmys w the ray banz
Constantly jaded
If you wanna meet my team
This is God, and I’m Jalen
Man this world so crazy
So I stay faded
Forgive me if I forget
I can’t remember the day, shit
But god now it’s all painless
Wash me away in
Pools of the liquor
And a towel made of blades, man

Wish that I could stop
I really really cant
I really really wish that I could be a fucking man
Thats that shit they ain’t never fucking understand
My whole life man I was stepped on, so now nobody can

Now nobody can
I’m an animal without a den
Every day Im in my car
Doin laps around the land
Lookin’ for a play, man I’m lookin’ for some fuckin’ bands
If you speak my name, then I’m lookin’ for your fuckin head

I wanna feel something
I’m not talkin’ drugs man
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man
I wanna feel something
I’m always on drugs man
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man

I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something

Swear this world so crazy
So I stay faded
N I’m smokin, smokin, smokin’
Just to get me to the day end
Jimmys w the ray banz
Constantly jaded
If you wanna meet my team
This is God, and I’m Jalen
Man this world so crazy
So I stay faded
Forgive me if I forget
I can’t remember the day, shit
But god now it’s all painless
Wash me away in
Pools of the liquor
And a towel made of blades, man

I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something
But I don’t feel nothing
Less I’m drawin blood man
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel something

PAINLESS p. bagman boog

Late night therapeutic￼ rhymes￼🌙🎶

CrossFaded Suicide

Lullabies

Lyrics:
I’m feeling lost in my mind
Done with these ignorant lies

Crying again on the floor
All alone still wanting more

And I’m feeling stranded in space
I knew that you’d lie to my face

Tears falling out of my eyes
Loves what I crave every night, and it hurts

Everyone dies in the end
Losing our family and friends 

Breaking our hearts
Falling apart
What is the point of it all?

Watch me fall into love once again
Saying we should be more than friends

Putting my heart on the line
Hoping that I’ll be fine

I feel like you're all I need
Why can’t it be you and me

Sometimes it’s so hard not to fall
But loves what I crave most of all

I’m feeling lost in my mind
Done with these ignorant lies

Crying again on the floor
All alone still wanting more

And I’m feeling stranded in space
I knew that you’d lie to my face

Tears falling out of my eyes
Loves what I crave every night, and it hurts

Halos (Prod. Paryo)

✨Neon Dion✨

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