I think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in human evolution. We became too self aware; nature created an aspect of nature separate from itself. We are creatures that should not exist by natural law. We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, a secretion of sensory experience and feeling, programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact everybody’s nobody. I think the honorable thing for our species to do is deny our programming, stop reproducing, walk hand in hand into extinction, one last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.

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EMPTY (ft.Felony Fey)

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Alar Fault

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They say I’ve gone mad.
But who hasn't, I ask you —
when the sky forgets your name
and the pavement remembers your every fall?

I speak to the wind because it answers.
You don’t, you passersby with your plastic faces,
your beautiful clothes stitched tight over the growing silence.
You think you’re living?
You think that’s life?

Life is clawing your way through the fog with nothing but your fingernails.
Life is screaming at God with a mouth full of blood and laughter.
Life is refusing to become what they’ve already written for you.

I used to be one of you —
numb, careful, waiting for something soft to save me.
But nothing came.
Only mirrors.
And the mirrors lied.

I have loved in the dark.
I have slept on benches beside saints and ghosts.
I have swallowed pills of hope and pissed them out in alleyways.

You call it madness —
I call it clarity.

The loneliness?
It’s a blessing in disguise, a sword in the soul,
a gift you unwrap in pain.
Yes, it burns.
But it shows you who you are when no one’s looking.

We’re all changing, all the time.
Some of us melt.
Some of us ignite.

I chose fire.
I chose the unpaved road,
the broken compass,
the voices that don’t shut up when you close your eyes.

So mock me.
Fear me.
Forget me.

But remember this —
I lived louder than your gods ever dared to whisper.

confession of a madman

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