I am crying and smiling and tears are coming out

@violetxx9

Second chance, second life
Can't decide, you or I
Fingers locked, intertwined
Love and hate, suicide
What's the price? I don't mind
Take my soul, it isn't mine
Better luck another time
Send me up, I'm paralyzed
Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

Skin to skin, bruise to bruise
What's it like being you?
I can't think, I'm confused
I cant speak, my words removed
Wait for spring, my heart will bloom
& hold you like we didn't move
Nothing changed, inhale the fumes
and realize I'll always lose

Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

bruise prod violet

20 Thousand on my Face Today I'm not Shy No Way
Always keep a Blade baby To keep you Safe I Chop Sensei
Come kick it w Prada Oh I know that she wanna
Smoke up on my Sofa While she sucking Both nuts

Okay Hollup I just gotta Light up this spliff
Okay Hollup Are you gonna Ride w me, Shit.
Told myself I'd be sober by 21 i’m out here 
Smoking on stems just to feel a damn hit
Ay You could Catch Me (&) Krying in a Whip
Nose Dry but we Snotty as a Bitch
Eat Popcorn while Shawty B Sucking my tip Damn we winning
She pulled it I bopped this shit hella Twisted
Twisted about bitches who Ain't ever get the Motto
Man This could be my theme song Ayo Fuck it my new Ringtone
Young Prada CEO Forever w My Bae We locked up
Disgusted by This shit A healthy fella Coughed up Ya Ya

20 Thousand on my Face Today I'm not Shy No Way
Always keep a Blade baby To keep you Safe I Chop Sensei
Come kick it w Prada Oh I know that she wanna
Smoke up on my Sofa While she sucking Both nuts

#21 PROD ME (2004)

It's #comeback szn, love all of U <333
Produced by @ddertbag & @makemeapromise
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Wake up in the morning sippin red not coffee
Got that LV sweater vest on my body yea
And she dont eat sugar but she sweet like toffee
Get that butterfly stomach when she call me
It's all in the past baby tell me what u holdin on for?
Got that juicy bag for u, but i know u want #more
I know we goin fast, but whatchu tryna stop for?
Not gon say too much, im just gon let my heart pour

Pop another pill i gotta make the time pass
Losin focus lookin at ur face yea im sidetracked
Havin #U beside me feel like a lifehack
Said ur missin me I could take a flight back

If u want me to then u know that i could
Text me in the middle of the night said its all good
Thought bout texting back but i dont know if i should.. 
Text me when ur sober ill make u feel understood yea yea
Get down this verse, write this shit just like a book yea yea
Keep to myself, keep my head under the hood yea yea
I get back home make u some food like im a cook yea yea
Glad it's #Me n #U, i dont care how long it took yea yea

Wake up in the morning sippin red not coffee
Got that LV sweater vest on my body yea
And she dont eat sugar but she sweet like toffee
Get that butterfly stomach when she call me
It's all in the past baby tell me what u holdin on for?
Got that juicy bag for u, but i know u want #more
I know we goin fast, but whatchu tryna stop for?
Not gon say too much, im just gon let my heart pour

If u want me to then u know that i could
Text me in the middle of the night said its all good
Thought bout texting back but i dont know if i should.. 
Text me when ur sober ill make u feel understood yea yea

#butterflies

#butterflies ⭒˚‧︵‿⭒ཐིཋྀ ཐིཋྀ⭒‿︵‧˚⭒  @@@Surgeon & ddertbAg

This is a Cover Version of the original Song by Banzo Simba.
All rights to the Composition and original Work belong to Banzo Simba.

This Version is a personal Reinterpretation performed by Kitka.
No Copyright Ownership is claimed.
No Monetization or Commercial Use intended.
Respect to the original artist.

Original track:
https://soundcloud.com/banzosimba/inside-my-heart

Original Work © Banzo Simba – All Rights Reserved.
Cover Performance © KITKA – Non-commercial / Transformative Use.

Out Of My Shell (Kitka Version)

girl u can take some time
i know u wanna b alone
ill b by ur side even if u really wont
its hard to find a reason not to stay at home
we'll b alright when everything is said and done
i keep trying to fix it but i know its a process
ill b feeling better i jus wish it would hurt less
i dont know if i can change all the things that i said
but u know u left me bleeding u pushed me to the edge

what if i let u down, will u still come around
i always try not to speak, but i still hear all the sound
i dont think i can escape from the chains that im bound
im just waiting for a sign, got me screaming so loud
when u hit my phone i keep ignoring it
can u tell me that u hate me ya im knowing it
when u ask me what im doing i dont know it yet
so sick of being treated like im unimportant yea 

girl u can take some time
i know u wanna b alone
ill b by ur side even if u really wont
its hard to find a reason not to stay at home
we'll b alright when everything is said and done
i keep trying to fix it but i know its a process
ill b feeling better i jus wish it would hurt less
i dont know if i can change all the things that i said
but u know u left me bleeding u pushed me to the edge

by ur side @yashio @decago

moving on

(Oh, oh)
Hey hello...
Just so you know...
(Oh, oh)

I'm not rly over it (No) not yet
I'm frowning Baby i'm a wreck, I'm Upset
Shaking my Head I look Ahead n Dread
I said I'm Only Hanging by A Thread My Friend

I can't keep up I'm out of Breath, only Smaller steps
You're my one Defence, Unaware, I stop and stare
Calmer Air, Make it make Sense

Endless amount of Things I wanna Tell you (ahuh)
Did i say too I Much i Did not Mean to Offend You (Nuh uh)
as you probably know My Friends & Family recommends You
I hope Your Friends don't see a Loser when I text You "I miss You"

Sweetheart I really can not stress this Enough (I really Can't)
I said I love You Don't you call that A Bluff
Now I don't mean to sound Dramatic (I'm really not)
But I really think I'm Problematic (I can be a lot)

I don't think I can last much Longer (nuh uh)
I'm weak Ready to build us Stronger x)
But We finally hit Rock bottom... ;-;
I Just came into Your Life
Mine started when you came into mine 

Fuck all that bullshit we had Let's push it All Aside <3
No matter what I say it's like nothing ever Applies to You
N It's so Unlike You?
I used to Excite You

I hope you Reply soon
There's no one Talk to
No one else But you 
and No...

I'm not rly over it (No) not yet
I'm frowning Baby i'm a wreck, I'm Upset
Shaking my Head I look Ahead n Dread (Again)
I said I'm Only Hanging by A Thread My Friend

Fuck all that bullshit we had Let's push it All Aside <3
No matter what I say it's like nothing ever Applies to You
N It's so Unlike You?
I used to Excite You
(Oh, oh)
(Oh)

CALMER AIR PROD REWIND

thank u to everyone who sent mels for these and extra huge thank u to everyone who listens to my music! 
i appreciate u all sooooo much <3






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0:54 - solo
1:43 - w/ @gotchigo
2:44 - solo
3:57 - w/ @77mending
4:53 - w/ @rewind214
5:41 - solo
6:40 -w/ @heroz2299
7:35 - w/ @1audiodiary
8:40 - w/ @rewind214
9:34 - w/ @1audiodiary
10:27 - w/ @rewind214
11:05 - solo
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@1krying
Bitch We jugg and rob, Bitch We jugg and rob
Ho I got them stacks, I ain't got no Job
Said that She wan Fuck but she Fucked the Squad
Bitch We Poppin' tags We just havin Fun
And I'm Posted up with Prada boy You better Run

WTF? Why They sayin' I'm a Cheater
Hell Nah, I'm a Family Guy, Peter
I'm with Prada bitch We pourin' up Some Liters
Shoutout to My manager, Keeper
Ex Hoe Hit my phone She think I need her
but I left her in the Dust she ain't no Keeper

@neoprada
Nesquick Bitch Ya know I Bust quick
Give Face but I hide it in my Pics
We the Shit Die Young we Lit Oh fuck
We rock Rockband like Kizz 
Stop Playing Uh Uh
Guap Chase Uh uh
Get Paid Yuh uh, Okay
No Breaks Nuh uh
Got K Yuh yuh
Snowflakes Oh Huh
Hurricane Uh uh
Got K with Guap in my Wallet
Uh Fur Coat we Fly I'm the Pilot
First Class Counting Bands in the Private (Jet)
Meet Plug only Time I get Excited, Yh

(Swah, swah)
(oh, oh)
(Ya)
(Swah, swah)
(oh, oh)

@krying
Bitch We jugg and rob, Bitch We jugg and rob
Ho I got them stacks, I ain't got no Job
Yh Bitch We jugg and rob, Bitch We jugg and rob
Ho I got them stacks, I ain't got no Job
Yo bitch shaking ass in the back of the club
Yo bitch shaking ass in the back of the club
Bitch We jugg and rob, Bitch We jugg and rob
Ho I got them stacks, I ain't got no Job

JUGG&ROB FT. KRYING PROD 04 & GLOOM

Prod @mandemm & @defyerr

Lyrics:
I would rather Not say What I Think or Feel (Yeah)
I'd rather be In my Room (On my own)
But when the Summer comes and All the Flowers Bloom
Yes I would pick them One by one
(I'm sorry I've been Rude)
So is this how it's gonna Go? (I'm hoping not)
No I have never felt this Low (Oh baby, I know)
She thinks it's best we Cut it off (Uh uh)
Deep down is that now what you want?
Ugh I just Scoff
I guess I've played my Part (Oh)

I've ruined all our chances (Ah, Yeah)
Everyday I'm walking around Anxious
& I have... blisters with no Patches
I'm Bruised up How do I even Manage? (I don't)
You know... (Hey, Hello)
I pray N Hope (For what?)
For you to Show up (Ahuh)
Baby it's no so Fun (Ahuh)
Lump in my Throat
I get just so Annoyed
(Sorry)
Hey are you sure?
Cause you're my only Cure

I really out did myself This Time
Would you like to hear what I can Provide?
I don't want to repeat myself, why, why? (why)
But only if you wanna hear my Side

I would rather Not say What i Think or Feel (Yeah)
I'd rather be In my Room (On my own)
But when the Summer comes and All the Flowers Bloom
Yes I would pick them One by one
So is this how it's gonna Go?
No I have never felt this Low
She thinks it's best we Cut it off
You better tell me what you want
Huh? Ugh I just Scoff

WHEN THE SUMMER COMES PROD MANDEM & DEFYER

##beautifuldayguaranteed
##boystars
##lifecrazy
<3 <3 <3

WHEN THE SUMMER COMES PROD MANDEM & DEFYER

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