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emerald ◯○⚬ (ft. 00ff1a)

@emeell - Suffix Tale
Format: Digital / CD
Release Date: 2nd of April, 2023
Mastered by @Go_Meee
Cover by Polkadotromeo
© Seedlink⁺ 2023

emeel - miu x

Forty fifth episode of our "States United" show on @n10-as, with guest @yoeyoeyoe

States United 45: YOE

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𒍞 In the study 𒀂all of the illiterate scribe

The 41st release of katharsis is the EP “swansong” by jhl coming out on May 3rd. TheNew Zealand-based artist portray a dark and dramatic world of love and pain in this five-track release, drawing inspiration from poetry, opera, and fantasy worldbuilding. The result is both endearing and epic with its glittering synths, grandiose sound design, and poignant orchestral elements. jhl’s vocals carry big emotions through all five songs, as the lyrics are characterized by heartbreak and despair though still full of hope and love.

Swansong

Pollution

jhl - pollution

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FEATHER ファイター(pt.2 excerpt)_20240513

lucian moth - Larva (caterpill.ar Remix)

bandcamp

record low

cash - cloudburst [nerve tower remix]

view: https://youtu.be/LzGv4Y7xXM8?si=duaagQSaBFzdnoxE

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPfuphg2frY&lc=UgxfREBZyxeZcj_rdtp4AaABAg

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original soundtrack plus extra outtake stuff i made for 4spells (2024), a film by tom rogers - link here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HD6lmN_yXE

cover artwork by tom rogers (clip from 4spells)

all i wanna do (even slower)

Hell is a condition that I remain within.
I am trapped in the agony of my own mind,
for God did not see fit to include an escape
during my Creation.

My body is the barbed wire fence
around my jail.
He, in His Wisdom, made me healthy,
made me able-bodied,
but I, in defiance of His love,
starve and cut this vessel of mine.

All around me are souls free of their own prisons,
or at least with bigger, kinder cells than mine.
They wear the keys to freedom around their necks
and suffer not.
Meanwhile I freeze in the cold embrace of perception,
berating myself
as if I were the Devil.

I have sentenced myself to eternity alone,
yet I seek the path to nonexistence.
I, the selfish monster I have always been,
wish to leave this world,
leaving my agony behind
with the lives I have slithered into.

Every detail of Creation reminds me of my sins.
Salt in wounds I will not let heal.
Every memory a flame,
a red hot piece of metal
pressed to my skin.
I pray in labored breaths
that the singeing of my flesh
might be enough to exonerate me.

Each day on this Earth convinces me more
that I was not made to see Eternal Life.
My scarred body will not rise to rest beside the Lord.
I was born to lay in the ground forever,
eternally marked
with the injury that ends me.
I was not made to defile the embrace of Heaven,
but to fizzle out
like every other evil of the Earth.

To those I love,
I am a tick,
a finite blemish,
praying for a little more time
to be lied to
before I am wiped away.

prisoner of my own mind // forgot why I make music

49 Red Memory

ddertbag - A Sky So Blue

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Important statement:
All of my mixes are recorded on a DJ Board (NVII) live and improvised (Songs after the first or second song are chosen without thought, half the time I don't even know what songs are playing, crazy I know). I average 3 songs a minute if you are curious.

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Thanks for reading and checking out my stuff,
Gussief1

cash - cloudburst [nerve tower remix]

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