looking for you

looking for you (prod. x10derrick)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

[lyrics]

she said she wanna take one right now 
i’m dancing with the stars don’t take me down 
wait until you see what i found 
solitude it’s all in you 

hate yourself still stand your ground 
make it worth all of the pain 
let it scream 
valentine 
that first sight is all it takes 

feel left out ?
joyous sounds
when i’m on my way to hell with you 
you have all the time to burn the book 
i kept all the pages in this room

in this room

in this room (prod. manget$u)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/bloody-bride

[lyrics]

dance aside my bloody bride 
put an end to my pitty lies 
when they understand your sacrifice 
down in hell is far too bright 

and all my own sense of self now decays 
you’re left to float on the deepest of waves 
i broke down every wall you had put in place 
i’m far too gone so don’t bother the sweat 

if i’m not thinking clear 
my head is full of worms 
if i were to disappear 
they’ll be no solid cause

bloody bride

bloody bride (prod. manget$u)

videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuHN953_fYY
www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/never-was

[lyrics]

i’m so alone 
i wish i could see your face and say 
i’m not here 
 ever was 
the california sun 
them california girls 
they’re not here never was 

when you called 
me that night 
and you told 
me you’re mine 
this time you’re on your way 
how much more can one wait 

i had a lucid dream 
i hold those memories 
i saw again your timid skin 
my eyes were too caught up

never was

never was (prod. manget$u)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @x10derrick)

[lyrics]

and i never grew the guts to say how i feel,
take it all just take it all where did you learn to steal?
i come in peace, i have a gun, i caught a thrill, 
say my name 

oh hi again my only friend i’ve come to you 
instead of them, 
to ask you why i feel this way, why im so strange i feel no pain?
why am i gay? why am i straight? why am i forced to love this life?
am i awake? am i in bed? i might’ve played dead for some time!

i’m taking the long way home.

say my name

say my name (prod. x10derrick)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5U4KfCRZiHE8juanB5ORJb?si=f12b9f3e76504cf8

all cats go to hell

all cats go to hell / drown in u pt.2 (prod. manget$u)

1-800-273-8255 (prod. hollowminded)

old single no structure throwaway, remastered by me.
og mix by ayshc 
prod. stillvanishing

Lyrics:
I've been lying
I dont wanna fight
Not tonight, I dont wanna lie to you but,
I might, call it suicide bitch I call it my demise, call it my demise
you can see Im white scum
see me in the night scum
catch me creepin by your home
light sum its fine, dissolution from my life
you can tell I wanna die just look into my eyes
its alright. its gon be fine
Ill be in my rover
Call you when Im sober
youre my everything, 4 leaf clover
and I dont wanna lose you, so i wont abuse you
tell me what u like, Ill be there to amuse you
amuse you I will but I got sum "devil gin"
got me so drunk I can feel the fucking sting
In my liver, girl you know that Im a giver
sharing is caring I think I got a fever
so cold, but not outside
got him worked up now, freezy wanna die
he's used to the minus
but now its getting heinous

obscurity (prod. stillvanishing)

hello people

YouTube Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9gclNdsMpg

Lyrics:

what do u wanna do
this time its overdue
noone can help but you
but Im leaving cuz you’ll drag me down x2

put your feet up on the ground
hold em down oh hold em down
look around witha frown u need changes for you now
Marguerite your physique so exquisite very neat
lend some help to yaself 
see u smilin and in health

Overdue (prod. jairtheshadow)

Lyrics:
I dont wanna fight
Why u gotta lie
You know where to find me if u wanna try
Thats if u wanna find me, you were never shy
I know ur comin by, Ill wait for u tonight
N if u dont make a move
Im tying up a noose,
N flyin thru the roof I dont got a lot to loose
I hate to make you choose but you got me signing blues
Light taps on my heart cuz its black you left a bruise

Knock knock knock Knock knock knock Knock knock knock
Im high high high high

Oh tell me what u wanna do baby,
Oh tell me what u wanna say baby
cuz late night texts aint the best,
I need late night sex be my guest
Our late night convos, late night talks
Late night joints and late night walks
Our late night fucks, spend my bucks
My late night love, gained my trust
I just wanna hold u so damn close
On my chest, feel my strokes
I just wanna hold u so damn close
On my chest, feel my strokes

Im here till sundown

produced by color hue

MUSIC VIDEO LINK: https://youtu.be/LVvPUmWhMM8

Lyrics:

holdup lemme get back at it

ay okay

Imma pass away
and you know
youre in love
with a ghost
Imma fade away
down the coast
tug of war 
with the cinder blocks

and you know it deep down
phase like the moon
girl you’re in love with me now
I know you’re a boon 
to me, and you’ll see it soon
that I care for you
girl I see the shade of doubt
put the gun down let us truce


Imma pass away
and you know
youre in love
with a ghost
Imma fade away
down the coast
tug of war 
with the cinder blocks

Im afraid you can touch right thru me
got no color hue Im transparent 2D
and shawty want me now
but she dont wanna do me
she said she love me now
but that shit go right thru me
girl Im locked up now
you should call me after awhile
if this doesnt work out for us

no youre not the 2nd option
girl you’re just my favorite thing
2nd course still the same meal

ghost down the coast (prod. color hue)

carcinogen (prod. dyingwish)

GHO$TBOY- if i'm being honest (prod.lil sight)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @x10derrick)

rip peep <3

let me fall

let me fall (prod. x10derrick)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

LLP<3

first sight (prod.manget$u)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @yungnamahage)

sleepy hollow (prod. namahage)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)

sing you to sleep (prod.manget$u)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @user-597676997)

crying out loud (prod. caps ctrl)

my last days (prod. metlast)

http://www.instagram.com/suissidee

[lyrics]

i’m in search of the feeling that took me away 
can you take me to earth i got one thing to say 
i don’t care hoe,
lose all your time while i’m lost off som yayo,
that doesn’t matter to me,

i got bout an eighth it’s inside off my jeans
i got boots full of blood you can follow my lead 
to the hell hole,
thousands of souls looking up as you hang on,
don’t let them read all your sins,

she flew by my side and she told me to get out the building,
she came in at nigh off a pill i was fucking her dearly,
don’t tell me to die girl i heard you and saw you so clearly,
i stay in my room making songs while i’m smoking severely,

got a tab on my tongue, 
it’s breaking i’m quaking 
my heads off the walls,
it’s taking it’s time but it won’t be too long,
i lean back and cry while my eyes slowly close,
i’m here now i’m gone

all of the stars have a reason to shine

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