prod. nev ver

I'm singing like La La
I'm singing like La La La La
When I race through
Turn the bass up
I ain't trynna hear it
Crazy my anxiety
So I'm singing like La La La La

When I race through
Turn the bass up
I ain't trynna hear it
I ain't raise you
I can't make you
I ain't trynna hear it
Where do you go
When you're stuck in my brain
If you ain't my home
Where the fuck do I stay
Go away
Please go away
When the night comes
So does the pain
Shawty like a melody in my head
I'll find my remedy when I'm dead
There goes death knocking at my door
It brought some liquor and some whores
Ain't trynna get caught
When I'm walking to the store
I'm moving out west
If I stay here I'll get worse

I'm singing like La La
I'm singing like La La La La
When I race through
Turn the bass up
I ain't trynna hear it
Crazy my anxiety
So I'm singing like La La La La

If I ever see a day where I don't cry
Heaven or hell it's do or die
Falling too fast shoot out my mind
Suicidal thoughts
If I ever see a day where I don't cry
Heaven or hell it's do or die
I'm trynna find a feeling of what's inside
Suicidal thoughts

I'm singing like La La
I'm singing like La La La La
I was blessed with a curse
When I race through
Turn the bass up
I ain't trynna hear it
Crazy my anxiety
So I'm singing like La La La La

La La La La
La La La La
La La La La
La La La La

5th and Westmoreland.

I stare at the old you 
Your secrets came alive
You let me go with a clear view
And I Still don’t know why 
Oh 
Ill try to fight
But you always hurt me
If we die tonight 
You already haunt me

If we ever
I will never
I ain’t ever trynna make it right
Everything I deal with comes with a price
Fuck friends
Fuck love 
Look me in the eye
Stand by what you say
Or shut your mouth
Staring at the edge
I won’t go down
Down another bottle
Let me drown
I feel fucking hallow

To love again 
Ill do it all to love again
Whats it for I’m always losing friends
I try to give them my heart
I lose in the end

I stare at the old you 
Your secrets came alive
You let me go with a clear view
And I Still don’t know why 
Oh 
Ill try to fight
But you always hurt me
If we die tonight 
You already haunt me

if we die tonight.

produced, mixed and mastered by nev ver 

Might as well come clean
For emergency yeah
Emergency yeah
White cut nose bleed
Do you wanna see
You don't wanna see it
You wanna get high but I did it all
It's a chance to be alone
If you want we should reload
If you want we should reload

House of gold
House of gold
(Lets pretend)
It's how it goes
How it goes
House of gold
House of gold
(Lets pretend)
It's how it goes
How it goes

White lies tell a lot
Stay up I just want you to talk to me
The sunlight hits the walls
You're everything I always hoped you would be
Why do we have to fall
Fall
Fall
Fall asleep
If you want we should reload
If you want we should reload

House of gold
House of gold
(Lets pretend)
It's how it goes
How it goes
House of gold
House of gold
(Lets pretend)
It's how it goes
How it goes

reload.

One step
Six foot deep
While the sun rests
Just need some sleep
There's only one dead
Please don't weep
Paint the walls red
You pray, I scream
There's only
One step
Six foot deep
While the sun rests
Just need some sleep
There's only one dead
Please don't weep
Paint the walls red
You pray, I scream
There's only

Need silence
Need silence
I'm sightless
I might throw up
Days like this
I'll bite my tongue
Days like this
I'll try my luck

Price you pay
What for
Long nights
Pain
What for
Slash my veins
What for
Mothers sing
What for
Price you pay
What for
Long nights
Pain
What for
Slash my veins
What for
Mothers sing
What for

Cry my name
Cry my name
Cry my name

veins.

You say you hate me do you 
Please don’t leave my side
Watch my blood turn ice
The way you hide your true words 
Please gouge out my eyes 
No room left to cry 

The worst has yet to come 
Im trying hard to just reach someone
Just feed me the anesthetic 
The waves crashing over my head. 

Ill sit and rot 
Right here for you 
You wrote the plot 
The way you knew 
I scream threw dirt 
You left no clue 
Ill sit and rot 
Right here for you 

The worst has yet to come 
Im trying hard to just reach someone
Just feed me the anesthetic 
The waves crashing over my head.

Careful where you lie 
Forever

rot.(prod. Parv0)

This Rain WIll Drown You (feat. Zubin & Këkht Aräkh)

stare into bloodshot eyes 
oh how i make you smile 
we’ll leave some words unspoken 
i’m getting sick of you 
stare into bloodshot eyes 
oh are you changing your mind 
this world is tearing me down
your heart is my way out 

this world is tearing me down 
and i sit here 
with my head in the clouds 
it’s alright 
the razor feels warm 
can you sit here 
i’ll hanging by a rope

sickofyou.

Did I Stutter? (prod. nev ver)

I Want People To Be Afraid Of How Much They Love Me (PROD. AKONISAI x NEV VER)

PRAY4ME. (prod. nev ver)

OVERDOSE. (prod. nev ver x madebylucid)

Nightmares

Save me for the weekend
Lets just pretend
That didn’t all happen last night
I don’t have no feelings
But you were my weakness
So fuck it lets give it a try
Save me for the weekend
Lets just pretend
That didn’t all happen last night
I don’t have no feelings
But you were my weakness
So fuck it lets give it a try

I already see it now
You just abandon
I already see it now
You can’t stand me 
Maybe all my exes had it right
You cut to me too fucking deep and idk why
Yeah her eyes are set to kill
Should I drown myself in liquor or pop a pill
Im so sorry I can’t help it 
Please care for me now cause I’m so worthless
Another bottle down 
Another man out
Just another suicidal kid you’ll never take out

Save me for the weekend
Lets just pretend
That didn’t all happen last night
I don’t have no feelings
But you were my weakness
So fuck it lets give it a try
Save me for the weekend
Lets just pretend
That didn’t all happen last night
I don’t have no feelings
But you were my weakness
So fuck it lets give it a try

Fuck off
Im not playing
Im not one of your pawns you can’t slay me
Stop calling my phone I’m done baby
I already said fuck off and stop hating
You know I hate myself I’m not complacent 
Only chasing validation 
Cheap lust is what Im chasing 
But real love is hard replacing 
The rooms spinning 
Colt 45 got me in my fucking feelings 
Passed out looking at the ceiling
Said I’m passed out looking at the ceiling 
Drinking every night won’t get you far keep dreaming 

Save me for the weekend
Lets just pretend
That didn’t all happen last night
I don’t have no feelings
But you were my weakness
So fuck it lets give it a try
Save me for the weekend
Lets just pretend
That didn’t all happen last night
I don’t have no feelings
But you were my weakness
So fuck it lets give it a try

Nightmares (@prodbyhim)

Your Sweet 666

These girls are tempting 
They got me restless
Deep in my emotions
I don’t know if its worth it 
I don’t want love
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want anything at all
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want your love
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want anything at all
(Your sweet 666)

Thats my issue Ill give them too much time
And thats why I miss you I know I wasn’t right
And thats why I drink tonight
Ill feel no pain tonight
My blood is filled with wine
Just wanna ease my mind
Every last second I wasted on you 
Makes me feel so bad I lied and said I love you

These girls are tempting 
They got me restless
Deep in my emotions
I don’t know if its worth it 
I don’t want love
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want anything at all
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want your love
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want anything at all
(Your sweet 666)

If I can’t better myself than how can I help you
If I don’t give a fuck about myself than how can I love you
Red light red light won’t bother stopping by
Twisted my words made it hard to apologize
And I get fucked up too much to realize
Its kinda fucked up how we like to see each other cry
Its kinda fucked up how we like to see each other cry
Its just a reflection of what we feel inside
Try to tell myself Im good on my own
But everybody knows it sucks to be alone

These girls are tempting 
They got me restless
Deep in my emotions
I don’t know if its worth it 
I don’t want love
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want anything at all
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want your love
(Your sweet 666)
I don’t want anything at all
(Your sweet 666)

Your Sweet 666 (@prodbyhim)

Angels//Demons

Angels in my head they told me nothing but a lie
The demons came instead and taught me how I could survive

We’ll take it back, take it back
To the very first time that I cut myself
When I was on my bathroom floor begging you for help 
Begging you for help 
Begging you to save me from this hell
But now looking back we were just kids
School didn’t mean shit we would just skip
Our lessons were less important than our first kiss
Kids so in love turned toxic
Now the thought of your face makes me sick
I wanna take it back
Two kids in love for the first time
Don’t know how to treat each other just right

Angels in my head they told me nothing but a lie
The demons came instead and taught me how I could survive

Lets take it back, take it back
To the very first time I tried to hang myself
I feel so sick can’t you tell
Its cause I’m trapped under your fucking spell
But now you went ahead and found someone else
Id lie and say I don’t miss you that much
You drive me crazy girl its so fucked up 
This sounds cliche but heartbreak sucks
Heartbreak sucks I miss you so much
This shit was fucked from the start 
Pale skin hair black like her heart

Angels in my head they told me nothing but a lie
The demons came instead and taught me how I could survive

Angels//Demons (@prodbyhim)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUU7xPh9Ibg




prod . nev ver

MURDER.

MURDER. feat sol jay

SMD! ft. ROEDIDIT

prod. larry x nev ver
guitars by nev ver

Lyrics:
Im not up
Im not down
Another line just to keep myself around
Im not up 
Im not down
Too many skeletons to fit em in the ground

Grow up
Be happy
Shut your mouth
Be quiet 

Cut off
Be lonely 
By yourself
Tongue tied

Boss up
Don’t talk about it
You know boys don’t cry

Shut up
Enjoy the moment
Bury your problems in your pride

I wish they wouldve gave me a fucking fair warning

About the bullshit I’d deal with as I keep growing

Its not for me
I don’t even know me

Sit in my room look at the ceiling and cry

Nobody understands that I wanna die

They don’t know me
I don’t even know me

Im not up
Im not down
Another line just to keep myself around
Im not up 
Im not down
Too many skeletons to fit em in the ground

Im not up
Im not down
Too many skeletons to fit em in the ground
Im alive but it feels like I’m in hell
Take a bar just to forget how I feel

DANGER (prod.wesley)

tribute to one of the greatest bands of all time.

sing me to sleep.

eyes. (prod.wesley)

I’ve been feeling numb
Liquor on my tongue
I destroy myself for you
I just went too far
Cut it up some more
Drugs are no fun with out you

Life of defeat
Im too weak 
Bury me deep
I want sleep 
Whats reality?
(In my dreams)
Whats reality? 
(In my dreams)

Knife to the throat 
Its a funeral 
Go dig up her bones 
In a tow
Please God rest my soul 
Fuck a death note
I won’t go 
Three 6 in a row 
Add em to the cult
No one knows 
No one better know

I’ve been feeling numb
Liquor on my tongue
I destroy myself for you
I just went too far
Cut it up some more
Drugs are no fun with out you

Life of defeat
Im too weak 
Bury me deep
I want sleep 
Whats reality?
(In my dreams)
Whats reality? 
(In my dreams)

prod. nev ver

bury me deep.

LYRICS: 
I'm trapped inside her web
I spiral to my death
Fuck all the things you said
They don't mean shit no more
No more
Trapped inside her web i cant get out
Trapped inside her web I can't get out
I just got to scream I got to shout
I see just who you are 

Why you gotta do me like that
You left me out to rot when you said you'd be back 
You trapped me in your web of poison
Put all of your probelms on me left me with them 
You only trynna fuck on weekends
When you aint gettin love no fucking attention
I wouldve fallen for that back then 
You were my only choice of drug 
Now youre a fucking prison 

If your heart goes black you got no soul 
Bitch i wont go back i got new hoes
Bury you in the past like some old clothes
Bitch i live to fast for a photo 

Youre just a whore
Knife to my heart you tore
Dont make no sense no more
Dont make no sense no more

I'm trapped inside her web
I spiral to my death
Fuck all the things you said
They don't mean shit no more
No more
Trapped inside her web i cant get out
Trapped inside her web I can't get out
I just got to scream I got to shout
I see just who you are

NO MORE (prod. nev ver)

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 

same shit different day
mixing colors in a haze
spinning like im in a daze
shrooms got me going crazy
cocaine make me feel awake 
pills got me feeling lazy
is it just killing me 
or will i see a early grave
will i see a early grave? 
the room keeps spinning
and i keep breathing
i hope that it dont end like this 

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 

i dont really believe that god has a place for me
but i knew this for a minute
cause my heart is fucking missing
i only pray to what im sippin
cause its the only thing that listens
but i keep living how im living
live by the code of triple sixes 
i love the lust between two women
n im keep on sinning
shawty you should keep your distance
dont you know that im a deathwish
i sold my soul to make me lavish
cause i was down and i was damaged
tab got me on a different planet
i realized that we all vanish 
left the club all in a panic
i hope my mom dont gotta bury me 

lets go back to the car
ate the red light sudden disaster
we didnt make it very far
hit my head theres blood on the dashboard
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt 
love me when im dead and gone
ignore the pain and pretend that it dont hurt

dead && gone (prodbyhim)

I know who you are
But who am I? 
Ive been losing this war
Inside my mind
Life is a whore
And Im inside
Step on the shore
Im on the front line

Dont drag me down
Im already in hell
How can it get worse than this
Do I make you proud? 
Kill em with a smile
You taught me well
Cant help but frown
This is my way out

I know who you are
But who am I? 
Ive been losing this war
Inside my mind
Life is a whore
And Im inside
Step on the shore
Im on the front line

AWR.

prod. nev ver 

LYRICS : 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
All because of you 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
They're screaming tie the noose
I can float here forever
Moods are changing like the weather
Wrapped in your favorite sweater
I know that youre sad and lonely 
Wont you try to call me 
Ill show you this letter
That I wrote it wont get better
I cant stop Im on a bender
My head it wont surrender
Im calling your name
But the walls arent thin
Im trying to breathe 
But im letting you in 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
All because of you 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
They're screaming tie the noose
I feel that you are out for blood
I drew a picture on the wall for us
Just to silence all my pain
Theres so much consuming me
Cut my heart with your blade
Close your eyes when I bleed
Tell those lies between your teeth 
Theres no you without me 
You tore me up to feel complete
You tore me up to feel complete
In darkness I dont think about it
My sadness brings me bad habits
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
All because of you 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
They're screaming tie the noose

theres no you without me =)

I see those cuts on your arms
I'll stitch them up cause i meant no harm 
And I cant change who you are 
The only difference is you caused my scars 
You always got me feeling this way
Which substance should I try for the day 
Id ignore it but youre stuck in my brain 
Youre just like everyone youre all the same

Its another knife in my back (lacerating) 
All the nails that you put in my head (are so degrading) 
Im so nervous to sleep in my bed (hesitating)
Cause all the knives that you put in my back (are lacerated)
Turn the lights out 
Goodnight to you 
Its another knife in my back (lacerating) 
All the nails that you put in my head (are so degrading) 
Im so nervous to sleep in my bed (hesitating)
Cause all the knives that you put in my back (are lacerated)
Turn the lights out 
Goodnight to you 
Its another knife in my back

Knife in My Back

I’ve been running away from you 
Yeah, I’m so confused 
Why do I 
Why do I 
I’ve been running away from you 
Yeah, I’m so confused 
Why do I 
Why do I 

You know I don’t talk a lot 
I keep these thoughts inside me
Harmful words come out my mouth 
But you’re still right beside me 
The shots have been misfired cause the bullets are projecting 
Looking at the mirror but you’re standing right behind it 
Here I go all alone 
Take me in for testing
Bad brain, can’t cope
All cause my anxiety 
Chop it up, do some more 
It helps me cause I can’t sleep 
Im feeling like a fucking fiend 
Help me up, or watch me bleed 

I’ve been running away from you 
Yeah, I’m so confused 
Why do I 
Why do I 
I’ve been running away from you 
Yeah, I’m so confused 
Why do I 
Why do I

Running Away

prod nev ver 

Lyrics: 
Shut the fuck up 
I'm sick of hearing what I should and shouldn’t do 
Make me regret what I could and couldn’t do 
Don’t make no sense 
What the fuck do I have to prove
Swallow the pill 
Swallow the hate
Swallow the pill 
Swallow the hate
Swallow the pill 
Swallow the hate
Swallow the pill 
Swallow the hate

Break Shit 
Break Shit 
Shut up Shut up 
Break Shit 
Swallow the pill 
Swallow the hate
Set the world on fire and fall in my grave
Break Shit 
Swallow the pill 
Swallow the hate
Set the world on fire and fall in my grave

You make me wanna rip my skin off
Bit by bit 
You make me wanna rip my skin off
Bit by bit 
And if I said everything that I’ve wanted to say 
You would understand why people love to hate me 
I'll expose nothing but the truth right to their faith 
A martyr on the cross 
Reflection of decay 
They all wanna be like us 
Dream like us 
But don’t wanna feel like us
They all wanna be like us 
Act like us 
On the verge to self destruct
Depression is all the fucking rage
A disease that is constantly hell
Swallow the pill 
Ignore the pain 

Break Shit 
Break Shit 
Shut up Shut up 
Break Shit 
Swallow the pill 
Swallow the hate
Set the world on fire and fall in my grave
Break Shit 
Swallow the pill 
Swallow the hate
Set the world on fire and fall in my grave

Break Shit.

prod. nev ver

you never cared for me 
dont you lie
she was my therapy
she played both sides
everyones an enemy
in my sight
love will be the end of me 
till i die

i dont like to think about us
i got a million excuses on the words that you said
i never have any solutions but whats in my bag
every time i try to open my mouth
the words spill out
and you wont listen
i tried my hardest to get out of your cell 
im breaking out
and i cant function
but every time i think that
youre making your way back
but call me on the way back 

you never cared for me 
dont you lie
she was my therapy
she played both sides
everyones an enemy
in my sight
love will be the end of me 
till i die

therapy.

What's the difference of love and hate
It's all the same
You put my heart on a plate
And ate away
Doesn't matter what I say
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does it 

In the backseat of your car 
Always fuck I love you
When it's just us two
Oh my god
I'm trying hard I'm holding on
I fucking hate the entire relationship
I'm tired of wasting it
Your name on my arm
I dont wanna even talk to you
Even look at you 
Please tear me apart 
Apart yeah
You trying too hard
But I don't think it'll work 
What I say you dont understand 
What the fuck I gotta say for you to understand
With all I said
All I've done
I don't see you in my frame
Trust no one

What's the difference of love and hate
It's all the same
You put my heart on a plate
And ate away
Doesn't matter what I say
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does our love always turn into hate
Why does it

Love/Hate (prodbyhim)

prod. nev ver 

I wake up with a gun up to my head
Every night I can't live without her
Got all this anxiety in my bed
Our memories haunt me every hour
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 

I know
She don't love me 
She just like the blow 
When I look everyones a foe
When this bag done
We gone have to go dear
I feel alone here
I reach into my pocket
But I don't got it all yet 
She ain't never let me stopping
Till we rich and we disappear
These bitches on hold 
They gon get mad 
When they see us grow 
You were always there
You were always there for me
Through memories 
Through all my dreams
You were always there for me
Through everything
Through everything

I wake up with a gun up to my head
Every night I can't live without her
Got all this anxiety in my bed
Our memories haunt me every hour
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 

Let me stop and think for a second
You saved me from a lot 
You're a blessing
Every other girl just gave me depression
You're another lesson
All of your intentions
You show me affection 
This beat sound like the beat of my heart
My emotions are tattooed on my arms
You can see my smiles deep in my scars
I can your smile deep in the stars 
I know who you are
I think this feelings bizarre
We were fucked from the start

I wake up with a gun up to my head
Every night I can't live without her
Got all this anxiety in my bed
Our memories haunt me every hour
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 
And some how I know, I know, I know
You should go, go, you should go 

Go
Go
Go
We were fucked from the start
Start
Start
We were fucked from the start

i know... i know i'm bipolar.

written by nev ver

I’ll climb out my grave
Don’t bury me
I’ve been here for hours
I'm suffocating
I’ll count on the walls as the minutes scream
Praying my heart out for better days
I sit in this this dirt
You built for me
I'm sick of the pressure 
And all its brings
I wanna die some hours
So tragically
Then I come back 
And I wanna breathe 

Ooo yeah
Ooo yeah
Ooo yeah
Ooo yeah

Don't you waste your time 
Holding onto nothing
Don't you waste your time 
Holding onto nothing
Don't you waste your time 
Holding onto nothing
Don't you waste your time 
Holding onto nothing

nev ver

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