I genuinely cannot believe this is out 🥲

frankenstein.

red wine

Trash

too far gone

i'm rlly clueless (feat. overtonight)

kicked out the house

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I really wish I was dead
I hope someone comes to find me and points a gun to my head
It's hard to defend myself when I'm under duress
I'm so excited to kill myself put this cursed life to rest
I can't hurt you ever again
I fucking wish I was dead
I really need to get some help, but I just lie here instead
Can almost drink, but I'm still feeling twelve years old in my head
I know I'll die or get locked up by 21 at best
Either way, I'm rotting flesh

Stab wounds all on my chest
Bite marks all on your neck
We're fighting over again
You're feeling all of the stress
I wanted you to feel safe
I'm feeling all of the shame
How much do I gotta pay
To make this all go away?

rotten flesh

help me feat duskydemise prod Casper

MUSICIANS
John Beckmann: all music, lyrics, and production
Tanner McGraw: vocals
Lawson Mars: backing vocals
Lux Astralis, New York: recording studio

LYRICS
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again,
(I think I made you up inside my head)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in,
(I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead)

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed,
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane,
(I think I made you up inside my head)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade,
Exit seraphim and Satan's men,
(I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead)

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name,
(I think I made you up inside my head)

I should have loved a Thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes, they roar back again,
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead,
(I think I made you up inside my head)

I THINK I MADE YOU UP INSIDE MY HEAD

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what do you mean I have to grow up

glm

never goodbye

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